Dealing with guilt

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I've watched zoo porn for nearly 20 years, I'm a 31 y/o male. It was something that instantly attracted me and to this day has an ability to turn me on tremendously. However i've only reached out to people with similar interests recently. Especially people on this site seem to have a powerful sense of confidence in who they are, this makes me incredibly jealous. Obviously this carries a bit of a taboo socially which I get is part of the appeal for some. I raised my interest in zoo to my ex and she was pretty much mortified and i believe it led to the end of my relationship. That could explain why I feel so dirty or guilty or it could be social conditioning. I just feel defective for enjoying it so much.

My question to you all is how do you feel about your own sexual desires, does it make you feel bad? do you not give a shit? obviously there's an element where you do have to be discreet and hide since in many cases it's illegal. I'd love to feel more confident and accept myself. I don't think zoos are doing anything wrong. It's a beautiful relationship and so what if it's between species. sorry for rambling, looking forward to your responses

 

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[EmVel]

I've watched zoo porn for nearly 20 years, I'm a 31 y/o male. It was something that instantly attracted me and to this day has an ability to turn me on tremendously. However i've only reached out to people with similar interests recently. Especially people on this site seem to have a powerful sense of confidence in who they are, this makes me incredibly jealous. Obviously this carries a bit of a taboo socially which I get is part of the appeal for some. I raised my interest in zoo to my ex and she was pretty much mortified and i believe it led to the end of my relationship. That could explain why I feel so dirty or guilty or it could be social conditioning. I just feel defective for enjoying it so much.

My question to you all is how do you feel about your own sexual desires, does it make you feel bad? do you not give a shit? obviously there's an element where you do have to be discreet and hide since in many cases it's illegal. I'd love to feel more confident and accept myself. I don't think zoos are doing anything wrong. It's a beautiful relationship and so what if it's between species. sorry for rambling, looking forward to your responses

I dont give a shit.
Happines loves silence.
Indeed you nees to be descreet, but im happy because i found some friends whom i can share my interests and desires without feeling a guilt upon my chest. And im pretty confident when it comes to standoffs, if needed. I like myself, all my fetishes and kinks. I do not harm to any people or animal. Know my limits and abilities.