dealing with guilt.

flzoogirl

flzoogirl

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hi, im a 20 year old person from florida, and i just like really desperately want to be fucked by a dog, but the guilt surrounding it eats me alive. i have a huge list of links to hot zoo vids i used to indulge in when i was at the worst of being into it. i havent looked in a long time but i want to sooo badly cuz it gets me off so well and its one of the hottes things ever to me. but i genuinely think its wrong to fuck an animal and id feel so miserable and guilty for it if i ever did it. on top of this i have a girlfriend and if she ever found out i am into this stuff she'd probably be so so disgusted with me. all i want is to be fucked by a dog but i dont know how to make it happen, and i just know that if i did it id have the worst guilt over it ever, feeling like a gross human being. i wish it wasnt so stigmatized but i also understand why it is, idk. i just wish this guilt would stop.
 
flzoogirl said:
but i genuinely think its wrong to fuck an animal
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But you want to be fucked, you do not want to fuck an animal.
Anyway why do you think it is wrong? Answering these questions might help you find out what the problem is.
At the same time you are on a zoo forum where pretty much the entire user base does not think having sex with animals is wrong. So you are likely not going to get any help trying to give up being into animals. If that is what you are after.
 
The most important thing to know in order to be able to help is the question of what makes you hesitate?
 
Porky said:
Why? You say you're female, so all you'd be doing is allowing the dog to do what he wants to do to you.

This is one of the reasons I've only done anything with male dogs -- you know they're consenting, and enthusiastically doing so.
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this makes sense. i think my guilt comes from the fact that most people dont find it normal and would find me disgusting for being into this. and i love my girlfriend so much and would never want her to know this side of me even though its something i genuinely would pursue if i could and i shouldnt HAVE to feel guilty about it bc its true- male dogs do give consent by doing what they do. from all the porn ive watched it seems like dogs are meant to fuck women. idk. just wish i could live out this kink without shame.
 
Hmue said:
The most important thing to know in order to be able to help is the question of what makes you hesitate?
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my girlfriend. if i didnt have her i would probably find some guy near me who has a dog to fuck. i love her too much to get rid of her all cuz i want to fuck a dog. and id be much too afraid to bring up this taboo to her because it could ruin our relationship :/
 
pes said:
But you want to be fucked, you do not want to fuck an animal.
Anyway why do you think it is wrong? Answering these questions might help you find out what the problem is.
At the same time you are on a zoo forum where pretty much the entire user base does not think having sex with animals is wrong. So you are likely not going to get any help trying to give up being into animals. If that is what you are after.
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i dont think i want to give up being into animals, i dont think i even CAN and i always will be. i guess i just wish it was less stigmatized and i could live out this kink without judgement. if a dog wants to fuck me why should i not let him? lolol
 
flzoogirl said:
i just wish it was less stigmatized and i could live out this kink without judgement.
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Sorry to spoil it to you but I do not see this happening in the next 100 years. :D So you better give up that hope. :D
flzoogirl said:
i think my guilt comes from the fact that most people dont find it normal and would find me disgusting for being into this.
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The majority of people do not have to concern you as they will never know what you do in your bedroom unless you tell them or make a mistake.
flzoogirl said:
and id be much too afraid to bring up this taboo to her because it could ruin our relationship
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So if by the "most people" you mean your girlfriend then you need to set your priorities straight. Otherwise nothing is going to be done and you will be stuck complaining about a situation that does not have any solution.
Your choices are to either:
1. abandon your current relationship to pursue a kink which in my opinion is not a good idea. You do not seem to be a zoophile who would be happy in a purely human-animal relationship.
2. Do it behind her back which is going to be risky and kind of disingenuous because you will have to add yourself to the list of beggars for the animals of others.
3. Tell her an hope for the best, get your own dog and live in peace. That is something that you probably do not want to do.
4. Tell her you are into anal and get a toy that resembles a dog penis and realize at least a half of your fantasy.
 
Guilt is something I deal with daily for being into this stuff, for me being here helps since I guess I dont feels o alone in what im doing and know that there are others who feel the way I do. Now if you actually want to do it thats totally up to you no one can make the desision for you. You have to do it because you want to and honestly I would never find someone with a dog just to have sex, I think the bond you have with the dog is also important it cant just be some rando to check the box that you did it thats how I feel anyhow.
 
flzoogirl said:
i think my guilt comes from the fact that most people dont find it normal and would find me disgusting for being into this.
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Do keep in mind that most of us here know it's not normal but think it's an incredible turn-on and aren't disgusted in the slightest. :)

And then there are a few who are into it because they think it's a way of degrading a woman (or a man) and get off on that. :-(

Anyway, I worried for years about what people would think about nearly anything sexual that I was into. At some point, not all that long ago unfortunately, I realized that there was no reason for me to give a crap about them, except inasmuch as that if I got caught, bestiality is a crime in most places nowadays, so it's important not to get caught -- and, sadly, not to share anything about it in real life with anyone who might out you, say after a breakup.
 
SweetEvie said:
Guilt is something I deal with daily for being into this stuff, for me being here helps since I guess I dont feels o alone in what im doing and know that there are others who feel the way I do. Now if you actually want to do it thats totally up to you no one can make the desision for you. You have to do it because you want to and honestly I would never find someone with a dog just to have sex, I think the bond you have with the dog is also important it cant just be some rando to check the box that you did it thats how I feel anyhow.
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You're not alone, never.

Btw this is true, you only would do it for you, and having the bond is important, i know many don't see the world the same way, but it's important, always to keep an eye on the animal welfare and happiness
 
Whatever you decide, you just have to be true to yourself and not worry about what others think. You are not the first and not the last. History is testament ot this...

Lao Tzu — 'Care about what other people think and you will always be their prisoner.'
 
mstrmention said:
Whatever you decide, you just have to be true to yourself and not worry about what others think. You are not the first and not the last. History is testament ot this...

Lao Tzu — 'Care about what other people think and you will always be their prisoner.'
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Just be careful and don't fence hop either.
 
I understand your position quite well! Sadly there are not many options. pes summed it up quite well in their list of options.

I would be very careful actually coming forward and spilling the beans of your desires though. It would definitely be best if you could feel her out first and see what he kink level is and put out some subtle hints if it seems she is pretty kinky. There can be great reward in being open about it, but there can be great consequence as well, including someone spreading the information around to other people or worse.

As far as guilt, that is just societal indoctrination speaking. There is nothing to feel guilty about. If you like seeing animals being hurt that is one thing, but just liking sex with animals or watching others do it is nothing bad at all.
 
flzoogirl said:
hi, im a 20 year old person from florida, and i just like really desperately want to be fucked by a dog, but the guilt surrounding it eats me alive. i have a huge list of links to hot zoo vids i used to indulge in when i was at the worst of being into it. i havent looked in a long time but i want to sooo badly cuz it gets me off so well and its one of the hottes things ever to me. but i genuinely think its wrong to fuck an animal and id feel so miserable and guilty for it if i ever did it. on top of this i have a girlfriend and if she ever found out i am into this stuff she'd probably be so so disgusted with me. all i want is to be fucked by a dog but i dont know how to make it happen, and i just know that if i did it id have the worst guilt over it ever, feeling like a gross human being. i wish it wasnt so stigmatized but i also understand why it is, idk. i just wish this guilt would stop.
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Ikr.. Its gets me off so well too.. My family member found out i followed Veronica Silesto.. i had moments i wanted to kill myself.
 
all i can say is dont hate yourself but also think things through as its impossible to un dosomething once its done

what i want most is for the guilt and confusion for myself to go away and its been 20 years for me already havent had sex of any kind since too
 
I’d say it’s best to play it off. You obviously don’t want to lose your gf, you care about her and love her. See if she’s even the slightest bit open minded towards this sort of thing. “You know what’s kind of hot to me in a weird way”, “have you ever thought about…”, “omg i saw this video and it was crazy… (followed by you showing her a video”. That way if she’s like ew or wtf, you play it off and just act like you stumbled upon this subject and simply were showing her. Then you can reflect in private on what to do afterward. Or maybe she’ll be like “oh that was pretty hot” and you can proceed. I always start with licking because that’s is something that resonates with people. Dogs lick. They love to lick. Even if a person was to think it’s gross to let a dog like them out, all people should be able to logically understand the appeal and reasons why someone would experiment in that regard.
 
flzoogirl said:
i dont think i want to give up being into animals, i dont think i even CAN and i always will be. i guess i just wish it was less stigmatized and i could live out this kink without judgement. if a dog wants to fuck me why should i not let him? lolol
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Honestly big same. My partner doesnt like it much but i just am so into it.
 
From your thoughts and hesitation I’d suggest that if your this conflicted with a sense of guilt with your desires from even considering it, acting upon it may cause you psychological issues. You are young you have time to grow learn expand your thoughts come to your own thoughts on society, religion etc.
 
Guilt is a normal thing when you have a society that tells you there is no consent. I avoided a lot of my exploration for fear of pressuring the animal. Luckily you learn that animals show signs of wanting sex and it is okay. Studs are especially expressive and you KNOW when they are interested. But if you enjoy your relationship I say foster that relationship. Maybe just see about a toy for now.
 
flzoogirl said:
i dont think i want to give up being into animals, i dont think i even CAN and i always will be. i guess i just wish it was less stigmatized and i could live out this kink without judgement. if a dog wants to fuck me why should i not let him? lolol
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So far, it seems that the only person judging you...is you. After all, your girlfriend might be into some kinks too. Do you two talk about that?
 
DaddyDomDog said:
Guilt is a normal thing when you have a society that tells you there is no consent. I avoided a lot of my exploration for fear of pressuring the animal. Luckily you learn that animals show signs of wanting sex and it is okay. Studs are especially expressive and you KNOW when they are interested. But if you enjoy your relationship I say foster that relationship. Maybe just see about a toy for now.
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I've thought that for a long time... animals have their own mind, and they will let you know if they aren't interested
 
SweetEvie said:
Guilt is something I deal with daily for being into this stuff, for me being here helps since I guess I dont feels o alone in what im doing and know that there are others who feel the way I do. Now if you actually want to do it thats totally up to you no one can make the desision for you. You have to do it because you want to and honestly I would never find someone with a dog just to have sex, I think the bond you have with the dog is also important it cant just be some rando to check the box that you did it thats how I feel anyhow.
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I only feel guilty after the event but it doesnt take long to crave the next event and then I feel guilt all over again. But I dont see me stopping somehow.
 
flzoogirl said:
hi, im a 20 year old person from florida, and i just like really desperately want to be fucked by a dog, but the guilt surrounding it eats me alive. i have a huge list of links to hot zoo vids i used to indulge in when i was at the worst of being into it. i havent looked in a long time but i want to sooo badly cuz it gets me off so well and its one of the hottes things ever to me. but i genuinely think its wrong to fuck an animal and id feel so miserable and guilty for it if i ever did it. on top of this i have a girlfriend and if she ever found out i am into this stuff she'd probably be so so disgusted with me. all i want is to be fucked by a dog but i dont know how to make it happen, and i just know that if i did it id have the worst guilt over it ever, feeling like a gross human being. i wish it wasnt so stigmatized but i also understand why it is, idk. i just wish this guilt would stop.
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Porn causes that due to dopamine addiction and the shame it brings for going against social norms. If you feel guilty, take a break from the porn, you dont have to hate yourself for being a zoo. Just give your mind some time to detox from the lewd
 
Cookiepatrol said:
Porn causes that due to dopamine addiction and the shame it brings for going against social norms. If you feel guilty, take a break from the porn, you dont have to hate yourself for being a zoo. Just give your mind some time to detox from the lewd
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Do you think you shouldn't have sex with animals because that's taking advantage of them... like they aren't able to consent? Most animals will let you know if they aren't interested...or if they are
 
I don't have any experience with animals, and I may never have any experience. And I'm pretty okay with that. But I accept that being attracted to animals is part of who I am, and that helps. Denial does not help. Even if you think sex with animals is wrong, it helps to accept that it's something you can't really change about yourself. And you can still choose not to act on it for whatever reasons.
 
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