Anyone ever feel…

I used to when I was young and first started. Double so because I was a gay teen who was still coming to terms with my sexuality and to put zoo on top of it, let's just say it led to a lot of evening I would be sitting there post orgasm with an ass full of dog cum, too ashamed to look in the mirror because I felt like an utter filthy scumbag.

Luckily now that I'm in my twenties, I just own it and haven't had any problems with guilt in years.
 
I occasionally do still feel gross/guilty (even recently, a few days ago) but it does go away after a while. you can't change what you're into generally (especially not if it's something you've had from birth) and you can only learn to accept the way you are
 
I do sometime after giving gentle head. After the excitement your brain just turns off from horny to instant regrets like “OMG u just lick your dog’s PP, thinks where that have been?” idk but eventually it goes away and you’re back interested in fantasizing dog’s PP and what you want to do with it when it’s nice and erect. Sometime you question ur horniness/fetish thing but that’s normal. I use to be disgust by it at first, seeing people having fun with dogs and or horses. But eventually it will lead you to wanting to try it for yourself and once that happen, there’s no going back. 😂
 
I think there should be special places the one could go to get this... or a city of people that are ok with this life.. its been here for millions of years... just go with it... i am sure there are ppl in very hi places that do this some very smart minds do this its ok i say just do it at home or in a place that is safe...
 
Hi all, anyone ever feel guilty or gross? Sometimes I go through waves of it but I just can’t stop fantasizing about K9 cock so I usually just shrug and move on with enjoying it, especially if I’m gonna try it IRL!
At first yes very, but now not anymore just accept it
 
It took me solid few years until I was able to accept it fully. I felt guilty, dirty and broken, but then I discovered one of my good friends is a Zeta and he helped me make peace with myself. I wish you good luck and hope you'll find your place here ^^
 
I discovered zoo before the age of the internet and I thought I was the only person on the planet to be doing such a "perverted" thing. Each and every time my boy and I played I felt guilty and ashamed and swore to myself that I would never do it again. Then, the next day my mind would wander to my boy's cock and I would start to get a boner that would not quit. By the time I got home from school I was out-of-my-mind horny and could not wait to be alone with my boy so we could go for another round. I lost count of how many times I sucked him off or he fucked me in the missionary position on my bed.
 
As weird as it might sound, I kinda love the degraded and humiliated feeling I get afterwards.
I must admit that part of my identity is rooted in feelings of shame, over time it has seeped into how I perceive and derive pleasure
 
Hi all, anyone ever feel guilty or gross? Sometimes I go through waves of it but I just can’t stop fantasizing about K9 cock so I usually just shrug and move on with enjoying it, especially if I’m gonna try it IRL!
This is why I came here.. this is a feeling I have been going back and fourth with for a decade now. My experiences started when I was too young to fully know better- and oddly now it’s become an obsession because normal sex just doesn’t do it for me. I go through the same waves where I get repulsed but then I always find myself crawling back for more. Sometimes I think it’s just the societal stigmas and expectations that make me feel a need to be repulsed by actions and interests.. I can’t help to wonder if I’d feel more free if that wasn’t always in the back of my head about this. I sometimes wish I could go back to just being okay with vanilla play but I like my sex to be sloppy and depraved now.
 
Hope these help those of you strugglijg with this topic
 
At the end of the day, you have to address your reactions and beliefs and ask why do you feel the way you feel. Both in the excitement of the moment, but also during those dark times.

for some this lifestyle comes easy and natural. For others it is a mental and emotional battle.

in addition to the information above, I found it helpful to read what gay and lesbian individuals went though in the 80s and 90s and how they coped, while it is different, the mental struggles are the same.

the final step, it is your choice. If you battle with guilt, it is best to wait. The same goes for shame. You need to be comfortable with YOU before you get comfortable with an anima. Remember they have feelings too and it is even harder on them when you pull away or push them away. They will not understand your emotional struggles.
 
Not anymore, but I am a long way from my puberty and discovery period. I got to a point where I realized that all humans are animals, so it is only natural for some of us to be attracted to other animals. Life is short, enjoy it.
I could not agree more. Time is the key, as the RSapson says, you have to discover and explore to have your own answer.

The first thing to assume is that we are animals. And looking at the humanity's history, the zoo has always existed.
 
Hi all, anyone ever feel guilty or gross? Sometimes I go through waves of it but I just can’t stop fantasizing about K9 cock so I usually just shrug and move on with enjoying it, especially if I’m gonna try it IRL!
I'm biased of course being a straight male that only likes human females but for me personally, I have no desire to fuck any animals. All my desire is centered around human females. I've been asked if it grossed me out when I first saw zoo porn and I said no. The first video I ever saw was included in some porn torrent that I had downloaded. I had no idea this was even a thing...lol I mean I grew up on a farm and heard stories about guys fucking sheep and cows but I just thought it was a joke they told. The video was of a woman getting mounted by a dog and OMG it was the most erotic thing I had ever seen up to that point. I was instantly hooked. I only like seeing females and dogs though and I imagine myself being the dog...lol As far as being grossed out goes, yeah seeing guys fucking animals is gross to me and I think it's wrong IMO but I'm not going to judge anyone that does it. To each their own. Of course, as I said, I'm just a horny guy that likes seeing it so I'm biased.
 
When i see a girl with a dog the beauty of the girl overrides the K9. The interaction is there, but never discount your value. You are who you are ♥️🧸
 
Even after years of interest I still feel icky about it :( not sure if or when ill accept it... feelings are strong on both sides :unsure:
 
I did when I was younger. Can't recall when I stopped, but now I've just accpeted it is who I am. Have not shared with anyone, don't intend to.
Haven't tried much either, just went down on one bitch a few times, that was many years ago. Still think about the feel and taste at times, how good it was. Maybe I get the chance again in the future.
 
Man, I've been struggling with that gross feeling lately. My husband and I have a telegram chat that we share furry porn with each other. After coming out to him I starting sharing zoo art. It's exciting because, even though he doesn't share the interest, I finally have someone who is okay with me sharing the things I enjoy. However anytime there is a moment he doesn't post or comment after I post to him I immediately go into that "oh shit I've gone too far" feeling and start feeling gross. He's explained I'm just being sensitive and he loves that I feel comfortable enough to express things and it doesn't bother him, but damn, that gross rejection feeling can sink me like a ship.
 
Man, I've been struggling with that gross feeling lately. My husband and I have a telegram chat that we share furry porn with each other. After coming out to him I starting sharing zoo art. It's exciting because, even though he doesn't share the interest, I finally have someone who is okay with me sharing the things I enjoy. However anytime there is a moment he doesn't post or comment after I post to him I immediately go into that "oh shit I've gone too far" feeling and start feeling gross. He's explained I'm just being sensitive and he loves that I feel comfortable enough to express things and it doesn't bother him, but damn, that gross rejection feeling can sink me like a ship.

God thats the worst feeling, it must be hell. He seems like a cool guy, hope you are able to out that horrible feeling behind you :)
 
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