You think to be really clever, but you never mentioned you were talking of "fantasies" until someone (me) pointed out that you were acting in a really shitty way...
And you should know that if you write something like this you are drawing a really big target on your back (unless you are a teen who just pretends to be older than he really is, and can't acknowledge that what you write could be offensive for someone). It's like writing the same shit as "hey, I love to watch when people shove their big dicks in their bitches' throat until they gags, uwu" (and I've known these kind of people...)
A community doesn't defends someone who is against its values, so be thankful that I'm the bad cop, this time, because there are zooier people than me on here that would have been even rougher...