Feeling of guilt

[Donea]

A collection of studies on zoophilia

I have collected a number or studies, books and articles dealing with zoophilia over the past years. So here I would like to share them with whoever is interested.

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Here you go.
Includes the book in comment 3.

Owo That's a lot of papers.

 

[nekdoneco123]

Yeah, but how do I accept that shadow.

start by simply not calling it "a shadow"... there's nothing dark or shadowy about having feelings for others despite their species.
can't really help much beyond that. i never felt any guilt... why would i? it's a part of me i had no control over, i didn't "choose" to be a zoo. do you feel guilty about your eye color? or what your dominant arm is?

 

[Porky]

Are there like zoo psychologist?(I cannot tell anyone obviously)

We get this same question a lot. It depends on your country/state/province/canton and the ethics rules and healthcare laws.

In the U.S., a licensed therapist cannot discuss your problems with others except in a very few circumstances, like if there is an imminent threat of harm to someone -- for example, if you were to tell your shrink that you were going to go home and eat your roommate's liver with some fava beans and a nice chianti. You can always go find a therapist and ask what the rules are, and ask to be shown documentation of the rules if you want to be really sure, and ask for an interpretation of "what if I were to talk to you about screwing my dog?" if the rules are loose enough that they might apply to "harm to animals".

 

[Donea]

start by simply not calling it "a shadow"... there's nothing dark or shadowy about having feelings for others despite their species.
can't really help much beyond that. i never felt any guilt... why would i? it's a part of me i had no control over, i didn't "choose" to be a zoo. do you feel guilty about your eye color? or what your dominant arm is?

Good point, but I look for something like exercise or anything cause it's how I think or feel. It's something deep inside residue. I thought that maybe somebody here has some marvolous trick/mental exercise to make things better.

 

[Donea]

We get this same question a lot. It depends on your country/state/province/canton and the ethics rules and healthcare laws.

In the U.S., a licensed therapist cannot discuss your problems with others except in a very few circumstances, like if there is an imminent threat of harm to someone -- for example, if you were to tell your shrink that you were going to go home and eat your roommate's liver with some fava beans and a nice chianti. You can always go find a therapist and ask what the rules are, and ask to be shown documentation of the rules if you want to be really sure, and ask for an interpretation of "what if I were to talk to you about screwing my dog?" if the rules are loose enough that they might apply to "harm to animals".

I don't have enought of psyche to talk about zoo stuff with anyone irl. I know I could try and stuff, but I feel like it's gonna be more harm than good.

 

[BadWolf70]

I’ve felt the same I’ve the past 25 years... up and downs, stepping away from BF for months at a time and then coming back... I’ve reconciled what it is that draws me in, but that doesn’t mean I don’t feel bad about myself...

 

[tmkennel]

I’m glad to see that I’m not alone with feelings of guilt. Haven’t done anything yet, but just being curious about It and joining this site, makes me feel really guilty sometimes. Being raised to be a good Catholic girl doesn’t help lol

Your good. Don’t fell guilty.

 

[GoTa]

I've been struggling with how to cope with the shame I feel attached to my "Preferences" (Sheep, goats, horses, most hooved or barnyard animals besides pigs and cows). I hate that I'm into this sort of thing at all, and I've never really reached out to like minded people about it either. I've never acted on these urges, and idk if I ever will. I can handle hiding it (my gf and my family don't know, and they never will.) There's times where I can't even looking at myself. Most of the time I just ignore it or suppress it. I don't keep a journal, but I make artwork as a way to vent, and this is my first time on the forum.

What are ways that could possibly help with the guilt?

I feel like im in the same process. I regularly feel the guilt and shame as well after masturbating on dog porn.. i try to focus on the feeling and accept that its there and not having any judgements about it. Its hard but i think in the end its much harder to suppress these emotions especially when you know that it will be a never ending fight.

 

[SaraZooville]

I feel like im in the same process. I regularly feel the guilt and shame as well after masturbating on dog porn.. i try to focus on the feeling and accept that its there and not having any judgements about it. Its hard but i think in the end its much harder to suppress these emotions especially when you know that it will be a never ending fight.

I think it's much more about us girls we care much more strongly about what others think and what others should think about us than what men do, therefore many of us have greater Shame attached.

 

[blutark]

Did any of you have some guilt/shame after the fact? If so how do you still and how did you stop it?

 

[pes]

The forum comes with a search box. Use it sometimes, it is satisfying.

(serious topic) Do you ever feel guilt over your sexuality?

I'll be honest. I often do. I think because of the world we live in, and the niggling fear that I am doing something wrong. I can often rationalize things, how we as humans do far, far worse to our animal companions and the fact that I enjoy pleasuring them is pretty low on the offense spectrum...

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For those who struggle with shame or guilt, if you had to do it again, would you ?

My zoo fantasies unfolded about 18 years ago, I had my dog at the time and zoo porn on the internet sparked this sexual interest with dogs I often thought of trying to experiment with my dogi but I was ashamed only to think about it and in addition I must admit to having an unconditional love...

www.zoovilleforum.net

dealing with guilt.

hi, im a 20 year old person from florida, and i just like really desperately want to be fucked by a dog, but the guilt surrounding it eats me alive. i have a huge list of links to hot zoo vids i used to indulge in when i was at the worst of being into it. i havent looked in a long time but i...

www.zoovilleforum.net

Guilt of beeing zoo. How to get rid of that?

In my experience of beeing zoo I stumbled upon a problem of feeling enormous guilt. I didn't do anything bad. Logicly I wouldn't even be doing anything bad by loving the animal, but here I am with serious problem. I cannot withstand myself beeing zoo. Every time I get heated up and end up having...

www.zoovilleforum.net

Shame attached to my interests

I've been struggling with how to cope with the shame I feel attached to my "Preferences" (Sheep, goats, horses, most hooved or barnyard animals besides pigs and cows). I hate that I'm into this sort of thing at all, and I've never really reached out to like minded people about it either. I've...

www.zoovilleforum.net

Moments of guilt? Ups and downs?

Hi everyone Just wondering if anyone else goes through moments of guilt about their fetish? I have moments where I feel really down that I do this behind my partners back, that looking at animal porn is wrong, that Im taking advantage of our dog, it seems to go through varying degrees. Im even...

www.zoovilleforum.net

Do You Ever Cry From Being Discriminated As A Zoo

Do You Ever Cry From being Discriminated As A Zoo? Wether In Front Of Others Or Alone?

www.zoovilleforum.net

 

[knotarguing]

The forum comes with a search box. Use it sometimes, it is satisfying.

(serious topic) Do you ever feel guilt over your sexuality?

I'll be honest. I often do. I think because of the world we live in, and the niggling fear that I am doing something wrong. I can often rationalize things, how we as humans do far, far worse to our animal companions and the fact that I enjoy pleasuring them is pretty low on the offense spectrum...

www.zoovilleforum.net

For those who struggle with shame or guilt, if you had to do it again, would you ?

My zoo fantasies unfolded about 18 years ago, I had my dog at the time and zoo porn on the internet sparked this sexual interest with dogs I often thought of trying to experiment with my dogi but I was ashamed only to think about it and in addition I must admit to having an unconditional love...

www.zoovilleforum.net

dealing with guilt.

hi, im a 20 year old person from florida, and i just like really desperately want to be fucked by a dog, but the guilt surrounding it eats me alive. i have a huge list of links to hot zoo vids i used to indulge in when i was at the worst of being into it. i havent looked in a long time but i...

www.zoovilleforum.net

Guilt of beeing zoo. How to get rid of that?

In my experience of beeing zoo I stumbled upon a problem of feeling enormous guilt. I didn't do anything bad. Logicly I wouldn't even be doing anything bad by loving the animal, but here I am with serious problem. I cannot withstand myself beeing zoo. Every time I get heated up and end up having...

www.zoovilleforum.net

Shame attached to my interests

I've been struggling with how to cope with the shame I feel attached to my "Preferences" (Sheep, goats, horses, most hooved or barnyard animals besides pigs and cows). I hate that I'm into this sort of thing at all, and I've never really reached out to like minded people about it either. I've...

www.zoovilleforum.net

Moments of guilt? Ups and downs?

Hi everyone Just wondering if anyone else goes through moments of guilt about their fetish? I have moments where I feel really down that I do this behind my partners back, that looking at animal porn is wrong, that Im taking advantage of our dog, it seems to go through varying degrees. Im even...

www.zoovilleforum.net

Do You Ever Cry From Being Discriminated As A Zoo

Do You Ever Cry From being Discriminated As A Zoo? Wether In Front Of Others Or Alone?

www.zoovilleforum.net

I know that in the long run having the same questions can be redundant, but at the same time the person may need to talk about it by starting a new thread

 

[pes]

I know that in the long run having the same questions can be redundant, but at the same time the person may need to talk about it by starting a new thread

Fair point.

 

[knotarguing]

For my part, I was 20 years fighting this twisted desire, and during his 20 years I had my Huskie for 14 years old and I was never able to do it.

My dogs have always been what I loved the most in life and for me to have sex with them was impossible because you are not raping someone you love (That the way I saw it before)

And I promised myself that I wouldn't have another dog until I was ready.
This year I had a click in my head, I finally understood that if you really love your dog, if it was done well, if you don't force your dog to have sex with you and finally he wants it , in this case there is no longer any shame in my head and I do not have the feeling of doing anything bad to my dog

That being said, I will probably do it this year and of course I would have liked to have been initiated by someone else before having my other dog, but it seems almost impossible so I will have to take my courage and do it at my pace and that of the dog pace also

When I do, will I feel guilty or ashamed because society formats us that way, I have no idea but what I do know is that right now I have no shame at all to be a zoophile

 

[Anonyman_HUN]

For my part, I was 20 years fighting this twisted desire, and during his 20 years I had my Huskie for 14 years old and I was never able to do it.

My dogs have always been what I loved the most in life and for me to have sex with them was impossible because you are not raping someone you love (That the way I saw it before)

And I promised myself that I wouldn't have another dog until I was ready.
This year I had a click in my head, I finally understood that if you really love your dog, if it was done well, if you don't force your dog to have sex with you and finally he wants it , in this case there is no longer any shame in my head and I do not have the feeling of doing anything bad to my dog

That being said, I will probably do it this year and of course I would have liked to have been initiated by someone else before having my other dog, but it seems almost impossible so I will have to take my courage and do it at my pace and that of the dog pace also

When I do, will I feel guilty or ashamed because society formats us that way, I have no idea but what I do know is that right now I have no shame at all to be a zoophile

Yeah well said. I had guilty at the first times and years as a male from my childhood when I was so young but from now I hadn't. Year after year I updated my connection with my dog partners upper and upper levels to give love to each other. I experienced romantic pleasure with my dogs phisically and mentally with deeper connections. This is love and not raping. The society is trying to control our minds and we can feel guilt because of this. I had battle in my body so many years but from now I dont have and feel pure love with them. I am in peace with this and accepted that the fact I am this too. I do not resist the temptation and when I did earlier that the feeling always came back in me with imagination. Now I live those beautiful moments when my body is shaking because of the pleasure (and with my partners always shaking).
I think in upper level this can be a new way of life.

 

[knotarguing]

Yeah well said. I had guilty at the first times and years as a male from my childhood when I was so young but from now I hadn't. Year after year I updated my connection with my dog partners upper and upper levels to give love to each other. I experienced romantic pleasure with my dogs phisically and mentally with deeper connections. This is love and not raping. The society is trying to control our minds and we can feel guilt because of this. I had battle in my body so many years but from now I dont have and feel pure love with them. I am in peace with this and accepted that the fact I am this too. I do not resist the temptation and when I did earlier that the feeling always came back in me with imagination. Now I live those beautiful moments when my body is shaking because of the pleasure (and with my partners always shaking).
I think in upper level this can be a new way of life.

Thanks!
I hope that one day I will be at your level

 

[Anonyman_HUN]

Thanks!
I hope that one day I will be at your level

If you let and feel free. Altough this can take time.

 

[blutark]

I know that in the long run having the same questions can be redundant, but at the same time the person may need to talk about it by starting a new thread

I’m only new to zooville so I’m still learning my way around the website

 

[provo5t]

Once I let a dog lick my ass and the only shame I felt about it was that I couldn't made him penetrate me.

 

[sunnycoasty]

For me, it is a bit like saying do you feel bad you have desires.. it is a part of my hedonistic lifestyle i chose out of passion, it always comes from a loving place, respectful and natural so no guilt just a secret of a free spirit.

 

[TammCa]

Never

 

[saddlebum66]

Nor I....I am what I am. I make no apologies, even to myself, for that. The things I would change are not trying earlier to find a willing human partner to share this with....and maybe not owning a Ranch by now.

 

[Fiknot]

Nor I....I am what I am. I make no apologies, even to myself, for that. The things I would change are not trying earlier to find a willing human partner to share this with....and maybe not owning a Ranch by now.

Not at all.....

 

[Anurekha]

No, I don't, but then again, I can be open about it either. People are judgmental. I would love to find some local friends to confide in and more.

 

[chloedaze]

all the time i experience guilt.

honestly, if i could choose to not be a zoo, i probably would, just to make things easier. maybe that will change once i’ve had a knot in me lol <3

 

[Puhp]

Guilt? At first, a tremendous amount. Sex itself was something that was shameful, let alone pleasure (that's Catholicism for you). Still, considering how society feels (and actively lashes out against zoos, without wanting to understand at all, let alone condone). But they don't want to hear that it's about pleasure and fun and enjoyment with respect, and ***never*** about harm. So, yeah, I do feel some guilt over these desires (and, by extension, ME) not being acceptable, but less and less so. Now I have come to accept my desires as natural, but know I need to keep them to myself or share with EXTREMELY limited/select partner (ideally, just one... who shared the same desires and choices and actions). but that's a different story

 

[silverfoxcat]

I'll be honest. I often do. I think because of the world we live in, and the niggling fear that I am doing something wrong. I can often rationalize things, how we as humans do far, far worse to our animal companions and the fact that I enjoy pleasuring them is pretty low on the offense spectrum, but still it is ingrained in me to feel shame over something I've tried to change over and over.

If you had a choice would you not be a zoo? Sometimes I think I might. If it was a simple switch I would choose to be "normal"-- whatever that is. But I guess I really have no choice in this matter so I try to accept myself more. Some days are easier than others.

absitively posolutely — truly rationalized in and of itself; an honest fear nonetheless, (yet still niggling, as you put it (evident in the two or three previous accounts i deleted for the same reason)..)

couldn’t have said it better myself, especially the bit regarding ingrained shame. huzzah

 

[Danielleyyy]

I just can't stop, I love it. I love the feeling of being taken by my three dogs, one after another. It's not even just the mounting. I've started to become increasingly affectionate towards them and treating them like my lovers, having them sleep in my bed and give cuddles and massages. Kisses on the lips when I come home.

I've seen beastiality videos and many were just ready to get to the point, get fucked or licked and go on about their day but I don't even masturbate my dogs because I feel like they should do it on their time. I say stuff like "Please, baby, make me yours" while laying on the ground touching myself, usually at least one comes over and attempts humping which get the rest excited as well and it makes me so happy to get attention from them but after having sex with them, I feel disgusting and wrong. I hate myself for being like this with my animals.

 

[pes]

I feel disgusting and wrong. I hate myself for being like this with my animals.

This is a typical reaction. Many zoos go through this stage. You can overcome that over time.

 

[Schuppentier]

Either stop feeling guilty or stop being zoophile.