What was the moment you realized this wasn’t going away?

Probably when I found myself unable to get hard unless I thought about/watched zoo porn. I used to be in denial & tried to force myself to get off to porn with humans in it and I just couldnt lol
 
Youngish: I love animals they are so cool.

Puberty: why do I find myself aroused by stories of animals engaging in sex. Why am I paying attention to animal parts all of a sudden. I even tried exploring physically (not far) This is before I knew there was anything wrong with bestiality

Teen years: zoophilia? Is so interesting… I’m gonna read the guides… maybe the porn…. No no I PROMISE I’m not a zoo. I’m just curious. Oh god why can’t I stop thinking about this

Late teen years/adultish: alright fuck it. i might be a zoophile but I still hate myself. But at least I know I’m not alone anymore 🤷‍♀️
 
I kind of fell into it through curiosity when hearing a likely urban myth about a local girl who'd been caught by her parents and ran away. I think it was always there though, there's vague memories of feelings before that. What cemented it was when Limewire came along and I used it initially for music, but the odd file wasn't the music it said it was and the rest is history...

I think I'll always feel awkward about it but the most I've done is watch porn. I expect if I were to meet another into the sexuality it'd go further. Not likely though, seem to be perpetually single after two divorces, both spouses were put off by it though one did jill off watching me jacking off to zoo porn.

Life is strange. :rolleyes::ROFLMAO:
 
I guess. She wasn't interested and trying anything herself but had no problem with me being into it. It was weird... so I guess she wasn't put off. All history now anyway.
 
Sometime during COVID lockdowns. I'd been trying to focus on life and push this away, but I couldn't and it was hurting me. Through what I thought was an unhealthy dive back into zoo turned out to be a healing self-realization that I need to love myself for who I am, and that while society deems certain things as acceptable, doesn't mean they're right.
 
needyfemale4k9 said:
I have been into it for over 10 years. Was on another forum than and even this one before. But I always left for some reason without doing anything about it. Well not to long ago I came back and this time I’m going to make it happen!!
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Good for you! Has it happened yet?
 
Honestly my dog was my very first sexual experience and I loved it immensely to the point where he and I were making love weekly if not daily. I've been a strong supporter of zoophilia since then.
 
When I was about 15. Had unrestricted internet access from early on and found futa with horsecocks which quickly led me to just looking at horse cocks and by 15 I was addicted to looking at it and dogs to even when I’d go to a farm or something I can’t help looking at them
 
I had sexual feelings for k9s from a very early age, pre teens, dabbling with the odd stray through the years but never going all the way, just touching their cock and being licked by them due to not having a place to take it any further, my early 20s i started a family and settled down and tried to put it out of my mind, finally many years later when i was around 30yrs old I was walking home when i encountered a yellow labrador stray that had gotten out of his home (he had a collar), he kept following me after I stroked him, partner was out shopping and kids at school, empty house for a few hours, I knew what he was after so that's when it happened, mounted and fully bred by a beautiful stray labrador! And that's when accepted that this was never going away! Many years later Joining this site was the best thing that could have happened to me. 👌 I'm looking forward to adding to my one and only time being bred, any offers please 🐕👌
 
It’s maybe stupid but, I was like 14 old and u know we discovered internet with my friends. It was trendy to watch in secret trash videos, 2 girls 1 cup, 1 man 1 jar, etc.. And one day, one of my mates show us a zoophile video. And day after day, I couldn't get it out of my mind. until I want to see more. and I had that famous butterflies in my stomach and that's when I understood !

(My apologies for my terrible English)
 
I’ve been a dog owner and worked around horses for quite some time, and after experiencing their love time and time again… no amount of restraint could clear the vision of what I want out of my future. I tried to stop myself from wanting it, I learned how to control my impulses…but I can’t imagine nor do I want a future without them. Taking care of animals is my life and I couldn’t live without it, and I just have to accept it.
 
DemonSlayerArc said:
I accepted it full when I joined this community, also a couple of days ago. Always have the biggest orgasms when I’m watching zoo stuff, even back when I was 12-14 and first getting into it.

Repressed it a lot during the anti furry high school phase but resurfaced hard during Covid

Now here I am and mentally much happier and healthier
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Anti furry high school phase seems super common. I think it's an internalized struggle, like the bigoted pastor who eventually gets caught at the glory hole
 
needyfemale4k9 said:
I have been into it for over 10 years. Was on another forum than and even this one before. But I always left for some reason without doing anything about it. Well not to long ago I came back and this time I’m going to make it happen!!
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Me too. Beastforum then quit, then here then quit, and now I'm back again. I guess I'm mostly afraid of the idea of other people knowing. Met up with some guy and his mares once, and it was wonderful, but it felt too risky. Idk how people do meetups safely, I just got lucky I guess.
 
blackbetty97 said:
Me too. Beastforum then quit, then here then quit, and now I'm back again. I guess I'm mostly afraid of the idea of other people knowing. Met up with some guy and his mares once, and it was wonderful, but it felt too risky. Idk how people do meetups safely, I just got lucky I guess.
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That’s good that you got lucky. For me I haven’t meet up with anyone yet and not sure if I will. I feel it’s in my best that I do what I need to get a dog and no not just to mate with lol. That way it’s in my control.
 
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