What was the moment you realized this wasn’t going away?

Alas, I was ruined by the internet at a very early age. I accepted it as part of myself before I even turned 18.
 
When I discovered dog porn I would tell myself I was grossed out, then go watch other porn only to race back to dog porn at the very end so I could cum watching a girl fucking a dog. After a few months, I gave up pretending and have never really watched any other porn since.
Sounds like you have a deep connection with the lifestyle. It's great you have the ability to enjoy it. Stay well and knotty.👍😁
 
I would say in college. Up until then it was kind of like a dark addiction that needed to be filled. But I was sitting there with this guy that did not help around the apartment, was not that good at sex, shared little to no interest in the same things, had a negative attitude and other things. It was at that point like many people have said I realized dogs just wanted to be there for you and be with you and exchange love and happiness. Took out the trash and sought out a more permanent and loving partner.
Wonderful pic
 
A few years ago when I finally couldn’t take being untrue to myself any longer, after years of suppressing it and pretending it wasn’t the big white elephant in my brain, every time I saw a dog being walked in the neighborhood, or if I happened to stumble over furry porn... I hated hiding it away from myself. After accepting that fact I became zoo exclusive and my life has been so much better :gsd_love:
 
3ish years ago I decided that I was going to pursue intercorse with my dog but I was only going to try it once. Let's just say that turned into a streak of sex that lasted an entire 2 weeks and I decided then that things were never going to be the same. Before then my relationship was mostly platonic with a bit of foreplay. And now there's no reason for me to go back to normal. I'm always going to be with at least a dog if not multiple.
 
I fucked a mare. Several. A huge, huge female with, uh, with, uh, lovely small, tight, uh, female parts. (Mare pussy, to be explicit) It makes no sense, I stopped trying to make sense of it years ago. So I just make love with them. Big brains, tight pussy, my little maleness - it doesn't have to make sense, only love.
 
I had some thoughts on animal sex before but it really hit me when the in-heat dog of a friend was coming at me. She licked my fingers like mad and then turning her swollen pussy on me. I felt like exploding in my pants but there was no possibility to get intimate with her with the family around. I think of this pussy ever since.
 
There was a time that I can say, I was exclusive for Chamo, since I dumped my boyfriend, in that period of time, I was affraid no to be able to be with a man again, several times I said to myself that I have to stop my games with Chamo, but it did not happend.
About more than a year later, i met a boy that became my boyfriend and started to enjoy having sex with him too, at the same time Chamo and I continue mating in the house, so with time I start to realize that I can live this life in this way and I think I accepted it finally
 
I accepted it full when I joined this community, also a couple of days ago. Always have the biggest orgasms when I’m watching zoo stuff, even back when I was 12-14 and first getting into it.

Repressed it a lot during the anti furry high school phase but resurfaced hard during Covid

Now here I am and mentally much happier and healthier
Yes my best orgasms are to zoo stuff.
 
When, unbidden, a stray I'd taken in from wandering the neighborhood - decided that after my shower and me sitting in a towel that my cock was what she wanted to devote herself to. And I didn't shoo her away. And then decided to check to be sure it wasn't just having a wet surface that attracted her by taking out my cock another time when she was around. She was very devoted for a stray.
 
❤️ (my first time inside a mare - that was stupid to begin with - I knew I was sucked in. (Pun intended.)) Touching, rubbing, licking, sucking, fucking, and - she was fine. That's when I became Zoo. Mares, five or more times the size of the human male, and designed by nature to take a cock the size of a tree branch - were perfectly accepting of my tiny tool. It makes no sense. No offspring will be born, there is only a momentary explosion of extacy. Then I cleaned up my mess - especially my cum leaking out of her pussy, then - if no one is especially observant - no harm done, only exchange of pleasure. I did fist a mare - later a sex partner - up to my elbow. I still wonder how an animal with a pussy that huge could still love on a tiny man cock? (Mods feel free to delete if this is too boring.)
 
I've had this realization a few times over the years usually after long gaps not thinking about it. My sexual life started with animals but I have to be honest and say its more that way because they were there and available, not because I had any real attraction to them. I was young and they all had a lovely hot pussy I could sink my cock into. It was like that. I was firmly attracted to women and would get with a woman whenever I could but the animals were a nice option for when I couldn't. Once I left the farm and met the person who would become my wife I was pretty much done with the animals. She is as kinky and sex obsessed as I am so we were and are good at keeping one another busy in that sense. Still though there have been a handfull of times over the years when my mind has drifted back especially to the family bitches I had sex with growing up. I've closed my eyes many times while fucking the wife and pretended I was back between the legs of one of those bitches.

I find as I've gotten older the desire to revisit those days has only gotten stronger. Thankfully the wife is supportive and we'll soon be getting a bitch to see about fulfilling what is now a very burning desire after many years.
 
Many years ago watching a dog tied to the bitch as He pulled off I saw his knot as I grew older the sight of that would not leave me my husband tried but could not get his head around it left and I got my boy and have never looked back a bit awkward art first but we have perfected it now
So pleased its worked out for you. I was in the same position but my wife just wouldn't accept it. 😘
 
Not too long after I first started watching videos of it. Once you take that first step it's very hard to step away from it, even if it's something you're ashamed of. I've long since accepted it as part of who I am though ❤️
Yeap, same thing for me. After 2 or 3 videos, I was hooked.
 
i was a lot younger, and really scared. but smart enough to realize that it was staying with me for a reason, and i had to either accept it as a part of who i am or be miserable with myself and my emotions. i decided to accept it, and be ok with it, and to focus on my happiness first.

now, the sharing with other people / talking about it with other people / putting myself out there in the world or even super anonymously on this site and getting over all my nerves….that’s still very much a work in progress.
Yes only way is to accept it.. I believe it is an orientation
 
I struggled with it for a long time, I slowly accepted it was going to be part of my life, then I got outed. As a teenager, that wrecked me mentally and I eventually avoided the lifestyle for over two years. Tiptoed back in, and met a great couple who slowed things down and helped me embrace it. It was still another year before I truly admitted to myself this was who I am
Oof, that sounds rough. You were outed as a teenager? I can’t even imagine. I’m sorry you went through that.
 
relatively soon, a few days ago when I felt I needed to return here, I left because I had troubles accepting myself as a zoo. I still kinda have but it's all better now. Glad to be back and be free.
 
18f. For me, it was when I was around 15-16.. but I only accepted it a couple days ago. I am here to finally not be ashamed of my attractions<3
For me it happened after I´ve experienced with humans trying to denied one unique time I had with my dog, now many years later here I am opening myself to who I am.
 
In retrospect, when I found beastforum as a teen and got introduced to better quality amateur style porn and read all sorts of guides and how-to's was when it really took hold. That took it from an interest to a burning desire, but hindsight is 20/20 and at the time it didn't really cross my mind what was happening. I figured either I would try it once to see what it's like and never do it again, or give up and lose interest.

The moment it was obvious to me, even back then, was when I first had sex with a dog. I didn't expect it to essentially become a part of me, but it did and from that moment on to this day many years later I knew I was hooked, and life was never going to be the same for me ever again. That shepherd's pointed red cock may as well have been a heroin needle entering me.
 
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