What was the moment you realized this wasn’t going away?

I feel like I've answered a question similar to this before. Anyhow, it'd have to be because I'm zoo exclusive with animals and completely asexual and aromantic with humans. Pretty much all there is to say :gsd_wink:
 
KnottyBoy22 said:
Not too long after I first started watching videos of it. Once you take that first step it's very hard to step away from it, even if it's something you're ashamed of. I've long since accepted it as part of who I am though ❤️
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That's true. Watching videos was what made this seem real for me. My time to overcome the shame was quite a bit longer, but sure the videos got me there. Watching it told me something I could not deny was true. From then on, it was not a matter of fighting the urge, but of fighting for my own acceptance.
Getting a dog and playing with her also made me confront myself. the first time I felt shame again, but realizing that she is actually much more horny than I am (and that is a lot!) again made me face the truth that there is no shame, there is only lust.
 
I would say in college. Up until then it was kind of like a dark addiction that needed to be filled. But I was sitting there with this guy that did not help around the apartment, was not that good at sex, shared little to no interest in the same things, had a negative attitude and other things. It was at that point like many people have said I realized dogs just wanted to be there for you and be with you and exchange love and happiness. Took out the trash and sought out a more permanent and loving partner.
 
Autumn1992 said:
I would say in college. Up until then it was kind of like a dark addiction that needed to be filled. But I was sitting there with this guy that did not help around the apartment, was not that good at sex, shared little to no interest in the same things, had a negative attitude and other things. It was at that point like many people have said I realized dogs just wanted to be there for you and be with you and exchange love and happiness. Took out the trash and sought out a more permanent and loving partner.
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A good reason. Enjoy your life.
 
At some point I went to see a therapist about being sexually attracted to canines, and occasionally other animals. And I voiced concern over how that would potentially affect inter human romantic relationships I'd might try developing later in life. The poor guy probably wasn't ready for that topic but nonetheless said it's something I have to sort out myself. So I kinda just accepted it. Though it helps a little being in the furry fandom as well. In regards to future relationships i figure I'll cross that conversation bridge when It comes around.
 
I have had these feelings since I was 21 and when you watch your first one it’s hard to kick it. Unlike most people here I have never had the opportunity, don’t have a dog and haven’t been able to exprsss my self to anyone. It’s really nice to be able to communicate with like minded people
 
Maybe a week into finding out zoo porn was a thing, I just thought I found another source of sex when I figured out dog genitals we're just out on display.
 
For me it was as simple as realizing I search for and viewed more animal erotica than human porn. The nail in the coffing so to speak was when I discovered petsex and beastforum
 
I started with poképorn and rule34 stuff like scooby x daphne and velma in middle school, and realized the idea wasn't going away when I started to seriously fantasize about what having a girlfriend that was knotty or finding out a girl I knew was secretly doing it. I've also had some very good suspicions in my life but haven't decided to take the risk and open the conversation up.

I think for me the sexy part is no one else knowing that she's addicted to doggy dick except for me, and having that bond for her to explore her sexuality. Plus, the idea of digging a girl's gut out before and or letting the dog have her is insanely hot to me.
 
NickyNett said:
I was sitting on my bed crying after yet another bad breakup and contemplating suicide when my dog came up, sat in my lap, and licked the tears away. I had been experimenting with zoo up until then. I'd always loved dogs, but that's when i knew only a dog would never hurt me. Aside from a few scratches on my side. ;-P
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Scratches or it didn't happen 😏
 
For me it took a long time to accept this as a part of me. When I was 1st active I would always play it off as something I am doing for the moment or things like that. This is not really a part of me, it’s just something I am into at the moment. It’s amazing how we can deceive ourselves!

Now that I am older, more comfortable in my own skin and accepting of who I am - I realize this is part of me…and I like it!
 
I once had a thought she could get pregnant. When I was in my beginning years with her. But I never had any second thoughts about her.
 
Tried to suppress it several times over the last decade and it just won’t go away.

As much as I love dogs, and as much as I’ve enjoyed the occasional french kisses with about a dozen different dogs since I was 15, I’d always thought that I only felt physically attracted to them because I was desperate for physical attention. Several times I’ve questioned if this is ethical, if it’s legitimate feelings, etc. and no matter what I just keep coming back to it.

I think the final breaking point came when I started getting serious with another human and it didn’t change. I even finally lost my virginity to him a few months ago, and yet I still feel it. I’ve also told him that I sometimes thought about what sex with a dog would be like, and he said he didn’t mind me thinking about it as long as I never actually try.
So I tried to suppress it for him.

But no matter what, I keep finding myself coming back here, looking in the porn section, wishing it was me with those dogs, wanting a dog to lick all over my dick, and craving that forbidden fruit that is the knot.

I still haven’t tried it, as I promised him. But these feelings are real and they’re never going away.
 
Blondy_NL said:
Not a specific moment. Once I got the desire, it keeps coming back. Sometimes the desire is there, sometimes the desire is very strong. This has been the case for at least 15 years
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While I have no experience, this sorta describes my thoughts with this. First time I was told this happened by a girl, I was more intrigued with her, but an online chatroom with others embedded the thought into my mind and it came and went for years. Maybe 20 years or so ago it got more consistent and my ex and I would watch videos and I'd visited chatrooms more. When I became single I found forums and my own desires grew, not only to watch, but to try too. Sometimes I can go for a bit with no thoughts, but that echo of enjoying the thought of women and seeing the pics/videos/stories is there, but my own desires will surge now and then. Like you, sometimes it's strong and I really want to try and crave to find out the experience, others I'm more content wanting to be with a woman enjoying her experience. Right now, probably midway. Last week didn't think it at all, but was out of town working. Now catching up here and online definitely still wish I had a woman to watch or knew one, but could be coaxed by her to go further myself. It's been awhile since I was "hunting," but still get surges of hoping and craving for my own experience. But then I pull my own knot dildo out to try and contain those desires and my wishes of a woman just as interested in helping/watching me.
 
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