What was the moment you realized this wasn’t going away?

Katelyn said:
I knew I was into dogs at 12-13, about the same time I was into girls I realized they made my heart race and my breath quicken. After the third time at 14 I knew I wasn't going to stop ever, which was when I knew they couldn't knock me up (though I've always gotten off on impreg fantasies).
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love every word of that..
 
Well i dont know about anyone else but i never had to think about it as a bad thing , i was introduced to it early and i had help from my older brother , to this day i cant understand how can anyone call this cruelty to animals (not refering to human scum who treat dogs as flesh dildos , they should be burried under the prison anyways) so i never had to ponder my guilt , i had none. Anyone who has guilt and shame, realize that its nothing to be ashamed of, i am glad this site (beastdorum included ofc) helped ppl realize this.
 
For me growing up on a farm I would fuck or get fucked buy our dogs and and horses but I always thought I would stop once I moved. When I turned 17 and did move away I craved animal sex so bad it almost hurt! I had to wait almost two months until I had the opportunity again! I was house sitting for a friend and luckily her 3 yo male was as horny as I was... pretty much as soon as she left I lit him mount me and I shot 2 massive loads as we were tied! That's when I new lol
 
CharleyOzvik said:
I was about 19 and on my first downward trend from liking Beast porn. I thought I had grown out of it and lost interest. The man who got me into it I didn't message much anymore and I had a steady real world boyfriend. Then one day I was in the local park tanning when a dog came over and started fussing me, sniffing around and jumping at me and licking me. Nothing sexual, just excited and off the lead. I got so fucking wet and turned on I must of gone bright red. I think the owner thought I was having a panic attack they apologised for their so much. I ended up running into the public toilets of the park cafe and crying from shame whilst fingering myself. I came so hard that when I'd calmed down I realised this kink was never going away.
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I don't know why, but somehow that mix of shame and lust is such a turnon 😍
 
But to add on above I've been zoo for a long time. Some of my first sexual fantasies were zoo related, and I thought I was sick; until I found the old BF and realized I wasn't alone. Not at all.

I thought I would grow out of feelings, or find other kinks and become 'normal' when Ih ad my first sexual experience with a human but it just made me want it more and more. I thought about it for ten years before I actually did it and It was sooooo worth it. I'm addicted.
 
petite-pony said:
But to add on above I've been zoo for a long time. Some of my first sexual fantasies were zoo related, and I thought I was sick; until I found the old BF and realized I wasn't alone. Not at all.

I thought I would grow out of feelings, or find other kinks and become 'normal' when Ih ad my first sexual experience with a human but it just made me want it more and more. I thought about it for ten years before I actually did it and It was sooooo worth it. I'm addicted.
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While human women are fun the just can't compete with mare or molly
 
Like many others I struggled with self directed shame, confusion, and anger at myself for 'giving in' to my lust... Then I started to think about 'why' I would even have those feelings or doubts to begin with. We could go down a very deep rabbit hole discussion about religion, sexual hang-ups, cultural conditioning, etc... but I'll simplify it: I am an atheist but a good person and a student of the human condition, so I ask myself two simple questions, Am I hurting anyone (or living creature) and Am I violating anyone's rights (legal or natural rights)? No and No.
 
I didn't know it was not going away. I, on a quiet Sunday morning, fucked a mare. Then the next Sunday. Incredible orgasms, insane cum inside her. That's why I learned that mare pussy is far superior to human pussy.
 
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LabGirl said:
Like many others I struggled with self directed shame, confusion, and anger at myself for 'giving in' to my lust... Then I started to think about 'why' I would even have those feelings or doubts to begin with. We could go down a very deep rabbit hole discussion about religion, sexual hang-ups, cultural conditioning, etc... but I'll simplify it: I am an atheist but a good person and a student of the human condition, so I ask myself two simple questions, Am I hurting anyone (or living creature) and Am I violating anyone's rights (legal or natural rights)? No and No.
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Talked with someone once in a chatroom with similar guilt when her dog jumped her and shame that she realized she also enjoyed it. Told her she offers, he accepts, and both parties are happy not forcing the other, and no one is hurt, why not? Enjoy is my thought.
 
Hard to say, my zoo attractions developed when I was as young as 11 years old. When I had my first real boyfriend at 16 years old I almosy immediatly asked him to collar and leash me hha. at age 18 I jumped into the puppyplay community. For a hot few years I actually was very anti zoophile, very rude even. But I guess I was just turning my internal selfhate into an external experience. As I befriended more and more zoos I just.. started to realize And accept what I experience.

At first I went to therapy for this actually. Jokes on me, my therapist helped me to learn that being a zoophile isnt necessarily anythinh harmful, abusive, disgusting,..
And 1 + 2 = I just came to accept myself
this was maybe a couple months back.
 
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Lust4Pleasure said:
The first time I saw then proceeded to fap to a mare creampie video, then when got the chance to cum in a mare IRL
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so envious of this, never had the chance to try .

I grew up on a farm and had a big thoroughbred Mare in the paddock. I used to stare at her pussy , when she came up close I’d see her with her tail lifted up. I was maybe 12 years old and got so turned on by it. I thought it was a phase… didn’t feel much after that then sporadically on and off being 18 onwards I’d watch videos of men pumping in and out of that perfect mare pussy dumping their loads into it.
Ever since then I’ve wanted it so bad but haven’t ever had the chance, If I do I want to marinate my cock inside a mare for hours just sliding in and out.
 
I realized it was a thing with me before puberty, but it took a lot of years to accept it as my primary focus. When the internet became a thing it hlped immensely to discover I wasn't a lone freak.
 
FlowerWater said:
When I realized it was the only thing I preferred masturbating to. I have no real life experience with it... so if it's ever going to go away, it'll be because my expectations didn't line up with reality. I get the feeling it will, but I can't know for sure.
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I share each of your words. Reading your answer has motivated me. it is like seeing myself in a mirror about the same situation and the emotion that I feel.
 
Coming to terms with every other thought being about being mounted or being in a loving relationship with a k9. It’s taken some serious time to accept it and it was always something I pushed down because of expectations but I’m much happier accepting all of myself not just parts of it.
 
Since I've been sexually aroused at the sight of a horse's posterior (as early as the age of 8), I've fantasized about grabbing horse asses. It wasn't until the summer of 1994 when I got to experiment and grope a horse's thigh and buttocks and a donut.

The first video clip of a woman sucking off a stallion and watching cum dribble out of her mouth, which also was the same time I watched a clip of a woman taking a knot in her vagina...which was around 2005 when I found a site named BestiaBrasil, that's when I realized I wanted to partake in zoo sex myself. It was also in 2007 when I was able to watch (for the first time) Pet Lust videos, and saw my first mare sex (Men and Mares series) videos, and came to the realization that mares are sexy AF, and that I would one day love to have sex with a mare (at least once, but preferably on a regular basis).
 
Underlock said:
Hard to say, my zoo attractions developed when I was as young as 11 years old. When I had my first real boyfriend at 16 years old I almosy immediatly asked him to collar and leash me hha. at age 18 I jumped into the puppyplay community. For a hot few years I actually was very anti zoophile, very rude even. But I guess I was just turning my internal selfhate into an external experience. As I befriended more and more zoos I just.. started to realize And accept what I experience.

At first I went to therapy for this actually. Jokes on me, my therapist helped me to learn that being a zoophile isnt necessarily anythinh harmful, abusive, disgusting,..
And 1 + 2 = I just came to accept myself
this was maybe a couple months back.
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Well, we all have a moment where we doubt about our fantasies.
But you only live once, so if it’s not harming anyone. Just do it
 
It was before I ever had sex with a dog.....you know you see movies and shows about blossoming romances between character's. I always wanted that but I just never felt it towards a human....I noticed that I was feeling it around all the animals I see....it wasn't until I worked at a shelter and met a dog and those feelings sky rocketed and we did end up making love after spending hours cuddling across a week's span.
 
It took me quite a while to fully accept that the thoughts I was having were okay and were really me, so tbh it was more of a thought process thing for me. When I started looking up things related to my thoughts online and it brought me to other zoo thinking people and ultimately here, I started to accept it =)

So short answer: when I found Zooville! :D
 
I had seen an .avi YEARS ago, like teenage years, of a woman giving a horse fellatio til it finished and was absolutely stunned. I would watch this repeatedly and masturbate for a while. It spurred me to look into it further to find more info or media. I ended up finding a website with a forum and i ended up reading user's stories and was fascinated back then over those sharing their experiences. As time went on, more people I guess were into it as well making more sites and thus media available and I was able to really sink into what I loved, watching women get knotted.

I ended up finding the zooskool series and fell in love. Those orgasms watching those flicks were the best! Zooskool flicks are also what I first showed my wife once I told her about my "interests." Once she showed an interest herself, I knew then that it would NEVER go away.

Now we're trying to have her 1st experience! For me, came a long way, lol
 
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