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How long did it take to come to terms with beastiality?

i think I accepted it instantly, I knew the rush, feelings of arousal, was just part of who I was. later down the track I really started to feel love for the animals I enjoyed my time with, never really looked back
 
I am not sure if I accept my feelings toward it yet I am still searching myself to know if this is right for me but on the flip side I know the connection I have with my dog is deeper then any other connection ive formed so I know I love and care about him so its kinda both sides of the coin for me
 
It took me years before I thought it was ok. Even then, I would never do it personally, I would just be perfectly fine with my partner doing it. If it brings them both joy, then please do it.
 
Hard to say honestly, still very conflicted on it as it is so taboo and as a furry if it ever was to be known about me I’d be pretty much dead no matter what I do

I did try to ‚purge‘ it out of me multiple times but I always end up coming back
 
Had my first zoo thought at 12yo. I explored a tiny bit about it in horny rush I had at the time with the family dog during my teenage years. But I always felt bad because of the taboo of it.
As a young adult, I descovered the furry fandom and, through it, I got back into zoo stuff but was still thorn between pleasure and guilt.
I only accepted myself as a zoophile very recently thanks to some amazing people I've met!
 
I’ve recently accepted the idea of being a zoophile but the first time it happened i fell in love with the idea but I was scared of it because I seen it as taboo so I repressed my feelings till very recently when I came across a video and realized that I couldn’t escape my true feelings and decided to open up about it alittle more
 
I never had a religious upbringing and my parents never really talked about wrong and right with me. So I alway's played with my pets growing up. Of course I never did it in front of my parents. I would wait till they went out for an evening of Bingo and then take the dog into the garage. The Things I did in that garage with the dog and with objects I found OMG. Nowaday's I think, What would my parents have thought of me as they pull in the drive and Im riding a shovel handle anally. or under the dog. and you know about that shovel handle. When I had to clean it up afterwards, the part that had the lube ended up being darker, So I had to go and lube the whole handle then wipe it clean, so the coloration would be the same along the entire length. :ROFLMAO:
 
SovetskiyKozel said:
I never had a religious upbringing and my parents never really talked about wrong and right with me. So I alway's played with my pets growing up. Of course I never did it in front of my parents. I would wait till they went out for an evening of Bingo and then take the dog into the garage. The Things I did in that garage with the dog and with objects I found OMG. Nowaday's I think, What would my parents have thought of me as they pull in the drive and Im riding a shovel handle anally. or under the dog. and you know about that shovel handle. When I had to clean it up afterwards, the part that had the lube ended up being darker, So I had to go and lube the whole handle then wipe it clean, so the coloration would be the same along the entire length. :ROFLMAO:
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I understand you urges. Growing up on a conventional farm, I could choose between the cows and the sows for my pleasure.
A shovel ? - In my country a shovel looks like this :
So I didn’t use it as you did ?
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humananimal said:
I understand you urges. Growing up on a conventional farm, I could choose between the cows and the sows for my pleasure.
A shovel ? - In my country a shovel looks like this :
So I didn’t use it as you did ?
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Imagine the shovel minus that end part on the handle, mine had a nice Bulbous head. I just took one look at that and was like "Thats going up my ass when mom and dad are gone. Ive seen videos of guys having sex with sows. DAM all that Grunting is a real turn on. If I grew up on a farm, Id probably would have gotten in Big Trouble
 
I knew in my early teens and pretty much accepted it straight away. Always had an affinity for dogs growing up and that developed in to deeper feelings.

First 'zoo' memory i have was seeing my friends GSD with a huge erection at his house one day. Everyone else was laughing about it but all I could think was how sexy he was.

Was maybe confused as to why I felt like that for a couple of weeks after but every time I saw this dog I knew I got a funny feeling. Started to get that same feeling with a couple of family members dogs and before you know it I started to act on how I felt with them.

I've had to suppress and hide those feelings since then to stop anyone else finding out but I've never felt any guilt about how I feel.
 
FancyShep said:
I knew in my early teens and pretty much accepted it straight away. Always had an affinity for dogs growing up and that developed in to deeper feelings.

First 'zoo' memory i have was seeing my friends GSD with a huge erection at his house one day. Everyone else was laughing about it but all I could think was how sexy he was.

Was maybe confused as to why I felt like that for a couple of weeks after but every time I saw this dog I knew I got a funny feeling. Started to get that same feeling with a couple of family members dogs and before you know it I started to act on how I felt with them.

I've had to suppress and hide those feelings since then to stop anyone else finding out but I've never felt any guilt about how I feel.
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I remember one time going to a gay friends after hours party, I didn't really find the guys at all interesting. So I went out into the backyard. It was a duplex. There was another family next door that had a pitbull chained up in the backyard. Well I was eating some chicken wings, So I walked over to the dog and offered him some of the meat. He took a liking to me, So I sat down out there with him and was feeding him and petting him, Then I started to fondle his sheath, eventually I end up stroking the dog off. My friend caught me in the act and just looked over and said "What are you doing" and said "Get in the house" Didn't phase me one bit. My friend never brought up the subject ever again. :)
 
SovetskiyKozel said:
I remember one time going to a gay friends after hours party, I didn't really find the guys at all interesting. So I went out into the backyard. It was a duplex. There was another family next door that had a pitbull chained up in the backyard. Well I was eating some chicken wings, So I walked over to the dog and offered him some of the meat. He took a liking to me, So I sat down out there with him and was feeding him and petting him, Then I started to fondle his sheath, eventually I end up stroking the dog off. My friend caught me in the act and just looked over and said "What are you doing" and said "Get in the house" Didn't phase me one bit. My friend never brought up the subject ever again. :)
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That's amazing if your friend just let it slide. Don't think I'd have been brave enough with a house full of people that might walk out.

Don't get me wrong if my friends shep had been on his own I'd have offered him some help ?
 
Still not completely on terms with it if im honest >.<.
I go in and out which has lead to me deleting accounts and timidly abandoning anything to do with it for large blocks of time but in the past year I have taken steps past anything I thought I would try and I just.... want more. So much more I think about it all the time. Followed by no small amount of shame but it helps talking with other like minded people and not feeling so alone in it.
Thank you all!
 
stephiiie2012 said:
Still not completely on terms with it if im honest >.<.
I go in and out which has lead to me deleting accounts and timidly abandoning anything to do with it for large blocks of time but in the past year I have taken steps past anything I thought I would try and I just.... want more. So much more I think about it all the time. Followed by no small amount of shame but it helps talking with other like minded people and not feeling so alone in it.
Thank you all!
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As you get older, You won't think about it so much. I have accepted the fact that Im probably not going to have any encounters with anything other than pet dogs. and thats fine by me. I don't have a place to keep any large animals. Don't have enough free time to devote to the care of them. Can't afford the cost of food. I will be lucky if I can get a small house or a trailer on my own land, by the time I retire. When I was younger I yearned for it all the time. Now to just have a friend who feels the same way to talk to is enough for me.
 
It's something I've always been into I'd say, mostly around the time I became a furry (which was a pretty young age). Not hard to come to terms with it per se, but it's been a challenge keeping it hidden. Thankfully I've got friends who are into it and share a similar passion for it so I don't have to completely bury it. :gsd_laughing:
 
It took some time to stop feeling "sick" and shameful. It helps to know that there's others here who enjoy it and honestly some of those ive chatted to are just normal people who do normal things. It's not like the media paints us out to me. "Sick dog rapists" etc.
 
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