How long did it take to come to terms with beastiality?

I wasn't ok with it for the longest, like a dirty secret, I'd let my exs pit get in bed and I'd lay there with my legs open and let her. Only a few times. Then when we split up I've discovered it's hard for me to cum. Now that's what I want. I just need to find it. And I'd like to experience my first mating.

Recently I found a guy online being outted by a group of mad women. He was sexy so i messaged. Hopefully this works out.
 
Scurge said:
How long did it take to admit to yourself you liked dogsex or beastiality in general? Then after how long until you tried it or it became enjoyable?
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To admit it and acceptaded me, i needed 3 years.
Later, i tasted sometimes, since first time it was pleasurable but and needed some mounths to be psychologically OK aftter sex and not to feel regret or guilt
 
zaft_horse said:
I still don't think I've let myself be ok with it, but it's something that I know is part of me so..working on it. It's helping to be able to talk openly though.
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I can relate to this a lot. I'm still a little disgusted with myself, but it's been a long enough time to admit it's not going away. I hope the forum helps you work it out.
 
6 years and a fair amount of LSD, MDMA. By the time I turned 22 I came out as gay and figured I shouldn't be ashamed of who I am anymore.

Clean now but still not upset about who I am.
 
turtle420 said:
I wasn't ok with it for the longest, like a dirty secret, I'd let my exs pit get in bed and I'd lay there with my legs open and let her. Only a few times. Then when we split up I've discovered it's hard for me to cum. Now that's what I want. I just need to find it. And I'd like to experience my first mating.

Recently I found a guy online being outted by a group of mad women. He was sexy so i messaged. Hopefully this works out.
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If you mean outed as a zoo I wouldn't have contacted such a person. It is unfortunate and I feel bad for those that get outed but that could lead to you also being outed. Secrecy is a zoos protection.
 
This is a really good question, many years of thinking on it but unsure how it feels exactly. probably would be different if I still knew real people in person of course who i could chat with on it.
 
Long story short my mom blocked all the porn sites on the computer so i ended up watching animal planet and other animal mateing videos on youtube i couldnt get enough of the horse videos back when you could find all of xhorsethebest vids on YouTube and for some reason beastfourm wasnt blocked and that led me to horse beastiality and it just spiraled from there got a job at a barn and now have my own horse😁
 
Pretty much straight away to be honest. After I first stumbled upon it online, I loved it. I guess it took a while to try it in real life but that was mostly due to finding the right opportunity etc.
 
Well my whole 33 years I feel. I've always been attracted to and felt kinship with doggos. But I'm only accepting that about me now.
 
Scurge said:
How long did it take to admit to yourself you liked dogsex or beastiality in general? Then after how long until you tried it or it became enjoyable?
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My first time is many years ago. Cows and sows. The only worries I had was that my parents or siblings found out. I was interested from years before I finally mated the sows and cows. Such an urge to mate them and to cum as deep as possible. Wonderful, and despite a christian upbringing I never felt it was wrong. Both the cows and sows shoved clearly when interested and so was I.
A good time for us all.
 
i have never really felt that much shame about it i just found it hot for who knows when. so just been enjoying it for a long time
 
About thirty years. Growing up, my parents had a gelding named Trojan. As a teen, I was always enamored by the size of the Trojan's cock. When I had opportunity, I would spend time analyzing his junk. I didn't fully understand why he didn't ejaculate because I licked, sucked, kissed, and stroked him every chance I got. I felt the adrenaline rush and the shame as well as the unquenchable curiosity. I had other instances with peanut butter and dogs. I blew a friend's lab once, but couldn't finish before almost getting caught. Decades have passed and opportunities haven't arisen, but that magnetic pull is back and in full effect.

Being older, I feel differently than before. When I was younger, they were just sex toys. Technically, it was probably abusive of me to do those things. I hope to repay the animal world by getting dominated like a bitch.
 
Panda Chen said:
I knew I liked it from the first time I saw a dog masturbating. I knew I wanted that and trying it felt right and naturally. Then I was told I was wrong and a bad person. I was made to feel like something was wrong with me and I started to hate myself for it. Getting past that took a long time. Had someone recently say that sex with an animal is worse than raping a woman and that people like that should be killed. I don't internalize that stuff anymore but it does remind me of those feelings.
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Dont worry about the old feelings when people say stupid things like that to you. Look at how many people go to church every sunday and worship a god that they have never seen, met or spoken to. How many of these people sitting in churches say they are gods children and say they are Christians yet all of them sin on a regular basis yet we dont judge them. Who is the better person? Them or us? I believe we are better people as we never carry on as they do. We love our animals and do care for them. We dont judge or crucify anyone. We dont hide behind a church or religion to try and disguise who we really are. Be proud of being ZOO. Its just another meaning and extension of life. Man says things are wrong but in reality who makes the decisions of what is right and what is wrong. A minority of power hungry egotistical self centered burracrats who dont have lives and who have indoctrinated society to believe in their crap. We only live once so if it feels right then why not enjoy or experience it.
 
RebeccaC00 said:
I have never come to terms with it. I feel the guilt after every encounter but it remains a compulsion that comes and goes.
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Dont feel guilty. Its a natural occuring desire and if all parties are consenting then where is the harm in loving your fury friends. You have urges and obviously you are satisfying those urges. Following this path shouldnt be frowned upon and you shouldnt carry any guilt with you. Enjoy the moments and savour the memories. We only live once and at any given point in time our lives can come to an end. So why be so hard on ourselves???
 
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