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How long did it take to come to terms with beastiality?

6 years and a fair amount of LSD, MDMA. By the time I turned 22 I came out as gay and figured I shouldn't be ashamed of who I am anymore.

Clean now but still not upset about who I am.
 
turtle420 said:
I wasn't ok with it for the longest, like a dirty secret, I'd let my exs pit get in bed and I'd lay there with my legs open and let her. Only a few times. Then when we split up I've discovered it's hard for me to cum. Now that's what I want. I just need to find it. And I'd like to experience my first mating.

Recently I found a guy online being outted by a group of mad women. He was sexy so i messaged. Hopefully this works out.
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If you mean outed as a zoo I wouldn't have contacted such a person. It is unfortunate and I feel bad for those that get outed but that could lead to you also being outed. Secrecy is a zoos protection.
 
This is a really good question, many years of thinking on it but unsure how it feels exactly. probably would be different if I still knew real people in person of course who i could chat with on it.
 
Long story short my mom blocked all the porn sites on the computer so i ended up watching animal planet and other animal mateing videos on youtube i couldnt get enough of the horse videos back when you could find all of xhorsethebest vids on YouTube and for some reason beastfourm wasnt blocked and that led me to horse beastiality and it just spiraled from there got a job at a barn and now have my own horse?
 
Pretty much straight away to be honest. After I first stumbled upon it online, I loved it. I guess it took a while to try it in real life but that was mostly due to finding the right opportunity etc.
 
Well my whole 33 years I feel. I've always been attracted to and felt kinship with doggos. But I'm only accepting that about me now.
 
Scurge said:
How long did it take to admit to yourself you liked dogsex or beastiality in general? Then after how long until you tried it or it became enjoyable?
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My first time is many years ago. Cows and sows. The only worries I had was that my parents or siblings found out. I was interested from years before I finally mated the sows and cows. Such an urge to mate them and to cum as deep as possible. Wonderful, and despite a christian upbringing I never felt it was wrong. Both the cows and sows shoved clearly when interested and so was I.
A good time for us all.
 
i have never really felt that much shame about it i just found it hot for who knows when. so just been enjoying it for a long time
 
About thirty years. Growing up, my parents had a gelding named Trojan. As a teen, I was always enamored by the size of the Trojan's cock. When I had opportunity, I would spend time analyzing his junk. I didn't fully understand why he didn't ejaculate because I licked, sucked, kissed, and stroked him every chance I got. I felt the adrenaline rush and the shame as well as the unquenchable curiosity. I had other instances with peanut butter and dogs. I blew a friend's lab once, but couldn't finish before almost getting caught. Decades have passed and opportunities haven't arisen, but that magnetic pull is back and in full effect.

Being older, I feel differently than before. When I was younger, they were just sex toys. Technically, it was probably abusive of me to do those things. I hope to repay the animal world by getting dominated like a bitch.
 
Been an active zoo for over 30 years now, was with both male & female animals before I ever played with humans, and it's always felt like the most natural thing in the world to me, no qualms, no hesitation or anxiety... Admittedly however, I wasn't rasied in a particularly religious/moral household, so perhaps my open willingness to roll with it is linked to a genral lack of moral panic in my socializing environment...

The more difficult part for me has been navigating the rest of the non-zoo world, and coming to terms with the fact that many people, even some who I otherwise respect, find it so disagreeable (or at least purport to)---which is why a site like this is so amazing, because one can quickly find that us zoos are everywhere and from all walks of life, just as "normal" as anyone else strutting around out there.

Cheers to all of you living your own truth, no matter what that looks like!! ?? ?:gsd_happysmile:pig_tired

"...I am what I am, I don't want praise, I don't want pity; I bang my own drum, some think it's noise, I think it's pretty..." ---Gloria Gaynor "I Am What I Am"

"...I'm not in this world to live up to your expectations, neither are you here to live up to mine..." ---Peter Tosh "I Am That I Am"
 
Once i got introduced to it through an old partner, i explored slowly with her. Alone not that much. But the participation and the togetherness was what made it more interesting
 
AriesAngyl said:
It took me a really long time too. At 1st it was a rush of emotions and feelings including being scared and nervous and feeling guilty as well as excited and aroused.

I had to mature as a woman and person and become comfortable in my own skin before I could be comfortable and accept my zoo behaviors ….
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This is my exact reaction. I felt extreme guilt for thoughts, wants/desires and eventually giving in. I always was like “ what is wrong with me” but I kept giving in to wants/ desire even with the guilt that was already there and the guilt that would eventually come.
Eventually (and I don’t really know how except over time maybe) I made my piece with this part of me. I came to realize that it’s just something for me and doggo, no one is getting hurt as well as I just really enjoy the sex. I’ve always loved sex and been super sexual. I’ve always had kinda wild sexual thoughts and desires (I’m naturally super curious about experiences) and I guess I eventually just give in to trying things. Super happy I did after all these years, even with all the feelings and emotions that I had to got through. Definitely was a battle to get to the mindset I have now about it, but it’s been worth the personal battles.
 
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