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dmvdude

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This is one of my biggest kinks but I go through these periods of feeling “weird”. Like sometimes I’ll go weeks forcing myself to watch regular porn, looking at fat asses when I’d really like see a fat knot. Does anybody else experience this?
 
Used to happen a lot to me, I’d go on breaks from zoo porn and only really look at furry stuff, lots of times because of the guilt I felt in liking this stuff, but I’ve since become more accepting of my zoo side and I don’t really feel that guilt at all anymore
 
Not anymore, I feel no shame when it comes to being a zoophile and to deny the truth about how I actually feel would be counterproductive. There was a point in time, when I felt awful about my sexual interest in animals and would mentally torture myself endlessly about how bad this was and all those other feelings that one typically deals with when confronting this side of themselves, however the thing that really changed my mind was the realization that I was both asexual and aromatic when it comes to people. It was kinda of shocking to only recently figure this out, but it makes sense why I never found human relationships appealing outside of ultra specific and often selfish ego driven impulses, so that realization cleared up alot of my feelings. I know that my interest in animals is rooted in the life long bond and care formed between human and beast, if someone is only interested in sex and only sees animals as walking fleshlights then that's a problem, but if you genuinely care about the bond and the animal's happiness outside of sex then I see no need in being ashamed.
 
dmvdude said:
This is one of my biggest kinks but I go through these periods of feeling “weird”. Like sometimes I’ll go weeks forcing myself to watch regular porn, looking at fat asses when I’d really like see a fat knot. Does anybody else experience this?
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Yes it’s a vicious cycle. It gos on til we accept who we are
 
I've been constantly dealing with that feeling, like I go through A lot of times hearing people say how its disgusting and everything. So in turn it makes me disgusted and hate myself a lot, but then sometimes just the thought of being with a doggo Intimately just ig washes over those thoughts. Either way hopefully I'm able to overcome it soon
 
Definitely happens. Understanding the difference between shame and guilt has helped me. And it's pretty easy to tell the doggo's that mount me when I offer myself up are into it. No one is getting hurt. That said I'm just getting mounted myself, offering and I don't force them.
 
knottycutetoes said:
Definitely happens. Understanding the difference between shame and guilt has helped me. And it's pretty easy to tell the doggo's that mount me when I offer myself up are into it. No one is getting hurt. That said I'm just getting mounted myself, offering and I don't force them.
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That's always where I've struggled with it. It's a thing where I can so easily see an abusive situation developing due to an animal's inability to communicate in the interaction, but if they're clearly the ones initiating and acting it gets hard to argue any sort of harm occuring.
 
Been there, now I can't get off to normal porn, I have to watch zoo porn to orgasm.

As time goes on you'll work out if it's a fetish or a lifestyle that works best for you.
 
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