Curiosity with becoming zoo.

I read other people’s initial development and their thoughts on why they are the way they are. But I find that none really apply to me.

When I was still in the single digits, for typical reasons of “my father was distant” or “I didn’t get enough hugs from my mother” and any number of typical and common issues many kids grow up with, I sought intimacy where I could find it. Which meant initially with friends. And the neighborhood friendly dogs. Intimacy in the sense that I could relax and feel comfortable. Nothing sexual.

And one day I let one of the neighbour’s dog hump my leg. Which was funny but also intimate because he was so tightly embracing my leg - me. And for some reason squirted and made my pants look spotted. Oops. Then I tried reaching down between him and my leg. And discovered that if I held the hard furry part of him, he’d go crazy with his antics. Frenzied. Still - not a sexual thing because my brain had no concept of that.

But after that he wanted to be with me all the time. Which of course Appealed to my needs. Although I quickly discovered the problem with a dog associating you with cumming - he doesn’t give a shit who else sees him trying to hump or jump you. He just wants to nut.

When I was 11 or so I played with my best friend and we eventually discovered dry cums. And then I started realizing what that dog was doing, and why. Then later when we graduated to wet cums, I finally got it.

After that, I wanted to cum just like all boys do. Discretely, ideally with a friend. It feels great, and if I could make someone else feel that feeling then I’d be closer to him. Intimacy, in a roundabout way.

Dogs, ever since then, are in my mind very similar to human males. They need to and want to cum, and I can help them feel good. And they’ll want to be with me. I never really developed whatever it is in non-zoo minds that find human-dog sex wrong, abominable, disgusting. It’s just a good feeling our bodies can produce. Why not do it? Why not help another do it? There’s nothing external about it. It doesn’t affect anyone else. It doesn’t warp the person or abuse the animal. I’m not trying to butt-fuck either my friend or my dog.

I don’t know. I’ve never really seen it as anything more than a chance to get those cum feelings and help someone else get them too - human or dog.

Do I love either? Probably not. But I’ve never been able to have sex with a person I didn’t have an emotional connection to. Which sadly meant that I could never fulfill all my sleazy gloryhole fantasies. Or go home with some stranger from a night club. Or approach a male dog I see wandering around.

Do I care about them? Well yeah. I’ve already developed a friendship or gotten comfortable enough with them to let them see my dick. Which takes many initial “dates” or whatever.

I guess after 50 years, I can look back and see that sex (or whatever it was in was doing all those decades) was always first and foremost about a way to get the other (boy/man/dog) to want me. Intimacy by bribing them with orgasms. A way to create a shared private space between the two of us.

Intimacy.

Great post, I had to translate it, but I have the same understanding myself.

I realized it early, but didn't really get into it until I stumbled across it on the internet. I really enjoy all the content and information on this site.

I kinda found out recently, but when i was a kid i somehow fell in love with my cat, just the Emotion way. I swear we could understand eachother really well as i always knew when she wanted something and what it was, she always knew when i was doen even when i hid it. Sadly i outlived her, it sent me into a spiral and depression. Took me a few years but im better now and i know what i am, still scared though

Just finding myself and glad i found this site!

I am glad I am not alone. I enjoy hear from others and learning more.

there are more than one reason alone why people and animals consider becoming sex partner. good luck to all. and i wish everyone to have the support that they desire too

My experience into zoophilia started young. I used to play around with some other neighborhood boys. One of these individuals would come stay with his grandmother during the summers, but abruptly disappeared one summer. I heard through the grapevine that he got caught in a field with a dog. *Curiosity piqued*

Then, of all things, the "Red Rocket" episode of South Park aired, and I though, "Well, this is a thing." I then remembered our neighbor had an intact black lab that was chained in the yard outside. So, during the day when everyone was at work, and I was home alone, I would go and befriend and play with the neighbors lab. The rest is beast-ory.

i became interested when several of my female friends and 2 male friends each excitedly shared their experience and seeing their faces light up from the memory, i just had to look into it and now cant wait to experience it myself

Well written post, I hope you're still active. Very informative and confirming.

WHAT DO YOU THINK?

As so many of the countless dog porn videos prove beyond all doubt there is always something so indescribably erotic, unspeakably intimate, and most of all unimaginably passionate in the whimpers, moans, and cries of a human male kennel bitch in pain, discomfort, and most of all in the agony of unbearable physical ecstasy and unfathomable sexual pleasure. Caused by any Alpha Male K9 Sex God using, abusing, violating, fucking, and be(a)st of all raping his human fuck slut and dog sperm receptacle the way only a Four Pawed Furry Stud is capable of.

So we are left with nothing but the heartfelt instinct to accept the sexual beauty of an infinite number of self-evident Truths that unquestionably prove beyond all rational doubt the morality, sacredness, and sanctity of interspecies sexual relations.

Therefore it is to be expected that we would unselfishly surrender every last vestige of our humanity to the simple and indisputable evolutionary Fact of Life that we are powerless to resist the nonhuman male beast's insatiable lust and unquenchable sexual desire that he naturally has to have, conquer, and utterly possess to the core of a human sex slave's very being every last vestige of the animal whore's mind, body, and soul.

I was not very aware of these things till i saw some on the internet. Although I remember in middle school hearing people quoting a movie "My neighbors dog has a 3 inch clit"! I was fascinated and really wanted to see how it looked. Although I don't fit into the gay category, most of my interest has been with Male K9 and Horse. I love to share this sexual passion with others and it extends to other species as well.

This was really hard as a gay bottom to accept for myself...
When I was having my "sexual awakening" my older sibling had off handed mentioned something about monkey sex videos, and I was thinking, there's no way that's a thing. I had already been watching porn for a while and always seemed to emphasize the penis being what I liked the most. (not realizing at the time it was because I was gay) I quickly realized I wasn't interested in monkeys, but there were also many pictures and videos of horses/dogs that I did find exciting. I almost immediately knew that I was gay for animals from that point, but I felt such shame towards both wanting animals, and being gay. At times even feeling prejudice for being ''extra" gay because I was specifically/only a bottom.. I do feel lucky that I was confronted with these feelings so early, because it was almost a decade of internal processing, feeling shame, and self harm before I realized I wasn't a rapist, or straight.

It made me feel like I wasn't alone with my experiences. Ive heard stories of really bad homophobia in my family and it scared me to get a boyfriend back in middle school. at that time I was bullied into watching bestiality and it was arousing to me. I went home to my boxer in the backyard an licked my dogs dick... I never felt so much guilt and shame. it took me till my senior year to come out to my gay uncle about being gay and a zoo-phile and he loves me as I am... hes the only one that would love me as I am. I am happy he showed me this website to share that there are others like me. I sometimes wish I took the time to experience and experiment with my dogs that have literally placed their dick on my hand when i slept with them. I just hope I meet someone someday that can help me experience this part of life. thank you for making me not feel so guilty

I also felt similar and I also experimented when younger and tried to get a dog to mount me lick me etc and experienced a decent bit of shame cause of it. I have also recently come to grips with my sexuality related to animals. Its nice to see someone share a similar perspective to mine :)

Thank You for your words, I appreciate your perspective

Thank you , i still feel weird talking about it but people here make it much easier..my first experiences were brief experimenting not knowing what i was really even doing at age 11...letting the family dog lick me and i tried a couple times sucking with 1 attempt to let him mount me which didnt work and i was too scared to try again but also felt wrong because it was our dog..i dont know...then as getting a little older started watchin g it and becoming more and more aroused and infactuated with it still not letting anyone in on my secret desire. I really want to start and transition my boyfriend has no idea he would probably flap his lips to everyone causing mayheim. And my family would disown me so this is hard.

Thank you for sharing. read different perspective was really inspiring to continue with zoo.

wonderful writing

This helped me a lot im just strating to think about getting in to the acts. thank you