Resource icon

Curiosity with becoming zoo.

We've all had the feeling one way or another. "I'm I the only one who's interest is animals?" "I'm not sure where to begin with these feelings."
You're not alone in this world. There's many that have come to grips with their sexuality, and have accepted it. We all have to find our ways in this world. There's been times that I had no idea what zoophilia even meant, or why my interests are different from others. This blog was created to detail my story on how I found out to be zoo, and these feelings effected me.

I'm simply going to start out with me, and how I became what I am today.
I've been a zoophile for about 10 years more or less. How I found out about zoophilia was simply hearing news reports while I was younger about someone getting in trouble over having sex with a dog. I'm sure while we were younger who may have heard anything like this, many have thought. "How is it possible?" What I found out. It's very possible.
I've been crazy over felines (big cats) for a short period, and some simple Google searches have found me into more than just felines.
Over time, my curiosity has gone more and more into this type of thing. Till I found out about the word "Zoophilia" and discovered more about it.

I've discovered many other forums over time, first being BeastForum. Than many others like ZooBB, which I was more active on personally. ZooBB was basically a zoophilies forum. Much smaller than BeastForum.

Later in the years, I've had my first dog. Once she grew older, I started learning more into bitch sex. Although, she was a bit smaller than an average lab would be. She was still a great companion nonetheless.
If you have spent some time on the internet, you may see posts from anti's that try to say "Zoophiles only use animals for sex, but shows no affection or romantic feelings towards animals. We consider those bestlist. Ones who only has sex with animal, but shows no affection towards them.
If we were to look into the definition on "Zoophilia." You would see that Zoophilia is the attraction of animals.
A person whom forms emotional and romantic feelings for their animals.

You don't have to have sex with an animal to be considered a zoophile. As the definition doesn't include performing any sexual activity.
We have an Official Zoophiles directory to show you the terms here.
This is where I'll be going more into areas like guilt, disgust, etc.
When I ended up with another dog that was a lab mix female. I've gotten further into being sexually active as being a zoophile.

As I'm thinking from memory the best I can, my first love making with her was exquisite. During this time she was in heat. I can say during this time, I could say I was a dog. As the first session turned into more, and more that same day. Was there guilt on the first? I can say there wasn't much guilt. I spend most of my time holding her and petting her. She wasn't treated well from her last owners as she was abandoned. This was several months before anything has happened. I figured its better giving her some time getting used to a new owner.

Any kind of disgust? There may have been a little bit of disgust. Though just like with guilt, I haven't had much thought on it. There may be more with others who had more thought into it.
My thoughts were more on her care, and being a better owner for her. This doesn't mean to say you have to have sex with a dog to be a better owner. But in the situation I've seen her in, she was in a better environment than before.

If you're wondering how do zoos manage through life with this sort of lifestyle. There may be many types of responses to this post. With me, I just try to live day to day. That may be easy to say for me. But I know for others it may be different. There were times I would think about my dog while I'm away for work. It hasn't been anything that would affect my work or anything when out in public.

This blog post is open for everyone to comment on how they first realized they were into this sort of lifestyle, and if they felt any guilt at all.. This is simply made for new zoophiles that are coming into this world and are trying to find more information on how they can conform with their new interests.
Feel free to type away! What was your first experience like? Did you feel guilt? Felt like you were the only one in this world that had this interest?
First release
Last update
4.94 star(s) 35 ratings

Share this resource

Latest reviews

i became interested when several of my female friends and 2 male friends each excitedly shared their experience and seeing their faces light up from the memory, i just had to look into it and now cant wait to experience it myself
Well written post, I hope you're still active. Very informative and confirming.

As so many of the countless dog porn videos prove beyond all doubt there is always something so indescribably erotic, unspeakably intimate, and most of all unimaginably passionate in the whimpers, moans, and cries of a human male kennel bitch in pain, discomfort, and most of all in the agony of unbearable physical ecstasy and unfathomable sexual pleasure. Caused by any Alpha Male K9 Sex God using, abusing, violating, fucking, and be(a)st of all raping his human fuck slut and dog sperm receptacle the way only a Four Pawed Furry Stud is capable of.

So we are left with nothing but the heartfelt instinct to accept the sexual beauty of an infinite number of self-evident Truths that unquestionably prove beyond all rational doubt the morality, sacredness, and sanctity of interspecies sexual relations.

Therefore it is to be expected that we would unselfishly surrender every last vestige of our humanity to the simple and indisputable evolutionary Fact of Life that we are powerless to resist the nonhuman male beast's insatiable lust and unquenchable sexual desire that he naturally has to have, conquer, and utterly possess to the core of a human sex slave's very being every last vestige of the animal whore's mind, body, and soul.
I was not very aware of these things till i saw some on the internet. Although I remember in middle school hearing people quoting a movie "My neighbors dog has a 3 inch clit"! I was fascinated and really wanted to see how it looked. Although I don't fit into the gay category, most of my interest has been with Male K9 and Horse. I love to share this sexual passion with others and it extends to other species as well.
This was really hard as a gay bottom to accept for myself...
When I was having my "sexual awakening" my older sibling had off handed mentioned something about monkey sex videos, and I was thinking, there's no way that's a thing. I had already been watching porn for a while and always seemed to emphasize the penis being what I liked the most. (not realizing at the time it was because I was gay) I quickly realized I wasn't interested in monkeys, but there were also many pictures and videos of horses/dogs that I did find exciting. I almost immediately knew that I was gay for animals from that point, but I felt such shame towards both wanting animals, and being gay. At times even feeling prejudice for being ''extra" gay because I was specifically/only a bottom.. I do feel lucky that I was confronted with these feelings so early, because it was almost a decade of internal processing, feeling shame, and self harm before I realized I wasn't a rapist, or straight.
It made me feel like I wasn't alone with my experiences. Ive heard stories of really bad homophobia in my family and it scared me to get a boyfriend back in middle school. at that time I was bullied into watching bestiality and it was arousing to me. I went home to my boxer in the backyard an licked my dogs dick... I never felt so much guilt and shame. it took me till my senior year to come out to my gay uncle about being gay and a zoo-phile and he loves me as I am... hes the only one that would love me as I am. I am happy he showed me this website to share that there are others like me. I sometimes wish I took the time to experience and experiment with my dogs that have literally placed their dick on my hand when i slept with them. I just hope I meet someone someday that can help me experience this part of life. thank you for making me not feel so guilty
I also felt similar and I also experimented when younger and tried to get a dog to mount me lick me etc and experienced a decent bit of shame cause of it. I have also recently come to grips with my sexuality related to animals. Its nice to see someone share a similar perspective to mine :)
Thank You for your words, I appreciate your perspective
Thank you , i still feel weird talking about it but people here make it much first experiences were brief experimenting not knowing what i was really even doing at age 11...letting the family dog lick me and i tried a couple times sucking with 1 attempt to let him mount me which didnt work and i was too scared to try again but also felt wrong because it was our dog..i dont know...then as getting a little older started watchin g it and becoming more and more aroused and infactuated with it still not letting anyone in on my secret desire. I really want to start and transition my boyfriend has no idea he would probably flap his lips to everyone causing mayheim. And my family would disown me so this is hard.
Thank you for sharing. read different perspective was really inspiring to continue with zoo.