Kitten4Lease
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…Okay, before you say that’s it’s obviously either of the options, let me just state that I’m autistic, so it can be easy for me to miss obvious things.
Anyways, I’ve been with my partner for over 4 years. I’ve had a thing for being eaten out by dogs ever since I learned about sex…. It’s something I’m embarrassed of and that I don’t do often, but I have still done it multiple times throughout my life.
I am with a guy who isn’t exactly consistent with what his current big fetish is. It seems in some cases at least, certain things he likes, he only likes them for the taboo aspect of it, if that makes any sense.
Well, I’m a bit of a fiction writer. When he found this out, he asked if I could write something for him. I’ve written various types of kinky stories for him at this point…. But one stuck out to me more than the rest. In one story, he wanted me to tie him down to something and let a horse have it’s way with him. I asked him what exactly about the fantasy that he liked, he said it was less about the horse itself, and more so that’s it’s something huge and unstoppable that’s dominating him.
Later on in the relationship, one time he gets tipsy. We’re talking about past sexual encounters, and he tells me about a girl he used to have phone sex with. Apparently one time, he told her to let her dog “use her.” When I asked about the situation later on, he said he thinks she didn’t actually do it, and that he only said it because it was just a taboo thing to do.
Another time, we were both a bit tipsy and flirting, joking around with it. He knows I have a thing for monsters (which I have lied and said that it’s exclusively the humanoid kind.) Basically, he held me open while we were both standing up. I asked what for, he said so the monster has room… I asked what kind, expecting him to say something like an elf or a demon. He replies: “some sort of demon dog.” I try my best not to visibly freeze. I laugh and “play along.” He stares at me for a second and then says that we need to get a German Shepherd. (Coincidentally one of my favorites.) I asked why that specific kind, he just said that they’re big and strong. I just keep on awkwardly laughing, unsure how to tell if he’s joking or not. After a bit he laughs and tells me he’s joking…
Is it obvious that’s he’s trying to gage my reaction? Or do you think it’s moreso just him generally liking things taboo… more because of the act’s social status than the actual act itself?
I’ve left everything for this man, I’m too paranoid to risk scaring him away… But if he’s actually interested in seeing me and a dog, I’d at least want to talk to him about it… what do you all think?
Anyways, I’ve been with my partner for over 4 years. I’ve had a thing for being eaten out by dogs ever since I learned about sex…. It’s something I’m embarrassed of and that I don’t do often, but I have still done it multiple times throughout my life.
I am with a guy who isn’t exactly consistent with what his current big fetish is. It seems in some cases at least, certain things he likes, he only likes them for the taboo aspect of it, if that makes any sense.
Well, I’m a bit of a fiction writer. When he found this out, he asked if I could write something for him. I’ve written various types of kinky stories for him at this point…. But one stuck out to me more than the rest. In one story, he wanted me to tie him down to something and let a horse have it’s way with him. I asked him what exactly about the fantasy that he liked, he said it was less about the horse itself, and more so that’s it’s something huge and unstoppable that’s dominating him.
Later on in the relationship, one time he gets tipsy. We’re talking about past sexual encounters, and he tells me about a girl he used to have phone sex with. Apparently one time, he told her to let her dog “use her.” When I asked about the situation later on, he said he thinks she didn’t actually do it, and that he only said it because it was just a taboo thing to do.
Another time, we were both a bit tipsy and flirting, joking around with it. He knows I have a thing for monsters (which I have lied and said that it’s exclusively the humanoid kind.) Basically, he held me open while we were both standing up. I asked what for, he said so the monster has room… I asked what kind, expecting him to say something like an elf or a demon. He replies: “some sort of demon dog.” I try my best not to visibly freeze. I laugh and “play along.” He stares at me for a second and then says that we need to get a German Shepherd. (Coincidentally one of my favorites.) I asked why that specific kind, he just said that they’re big and strong. I just keep on awkwardly laughing, unsure how to tell if he’s joking or not. After a bit he laughs and tells me he’s joking…
Is it obvious that’s he’s trying to gage my reaction? Or do you think it’s moreso just him generally liking things taboo… more because of the act’s social status than the actual act itself?
I’ve left everything for this man, I’m too paranoid to risk scaring him away… But if he’s actually interested in seeing me and a dog, I’d at least want to talk to him about it… what do you all think?