zoocurious02
Zooville Settler
Not currently. Not from lack of opportunity I’ve had a few “talking stages” with a few people recently but I never took things further for one reason or another.
What was the moment you realized this wasn’t going away?
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BrotatoChip
Citizen of Zooville
zoocurious02
Zooville Settler
Thanks! You too. I’m down for a friendly chat sometime if you want toAh, ok, I hear you breh. Good luck out there anyways.
thisisknotadrill
Tourist
I was home alone as a teenager, got out of the pool where I'd been swimming naked, and our dog gave me a single lick on the leg before looking up at me with an expression I can only describe as knowing. I knew right then and there that this would always be a part of me, and looking back, wish I would have gotten down on all fours for him.
I think that there was no single moment. It was a gradual process. Early on I had little experience with a dog. Later in life I pushed the thoughts away until maybe half a year ago. By then I had been exploring my sexuality and my quirks for some years. By chance I started to play a porn game in which my character was attacked and mounted by a wolf. I was really turned on, like so many times seeing or imagining such scenes.
While playing I started to think why I have this attraction and what it actually encompasses instead of shutting it out afterwards. I started to go through different mediums of art to find out and found I did. Little by little my shame, quilt and self-built barriers started to wash away. I have come to realize that this is a part of who I am. I wouldn't be me without this. I see it as a journey and I'm sure that there are still some negative thoughts to get rid off. But what's important I know that there is so much for me yet to discover. Actually I'm exploring my feelings right now writing this.
While playing I started to think why I have this attraction and what it actually encompasses instead of shutting it out afterwards. I started to go through different mediums of art to find out and found I did. Little by little my shame, quilt and self-built barriers started to wash away. I have come to realize that this is a part of who I am. I wouldn't be me without this. I see it as a journey and I'm sure that there are still some negative thoughts to get rid off. But what's important I know that there is so much for me yet to discover. Actually I'm exploring my feelings right now writing this.
Miss Bambi
Zooville Settler
when my first human lover went down on me, i imagined it was a dog licking me instead
humananimal
Esteemed Citizen of ZV
The opposite for me - when fucking a woman (I prefer ‘doggy style’) I often recall one of the countless mating I have had with one of the cows or sows
HorseStuffMyMouth
Citizen of Zooville
When I made a second account and started to regularly visit the site more and more, then doing zoo pics in final fantasy 14 gpose and adding zoo inspired quotes in them!
nevets0381
Tourist
I realized when I was even younger than you and I kept it repressed for 15+ years, be happy that you decided to explore this earlier then I did. Having to repress a part of your personality for that long sucks.
PinkNinja
Tourist
I realized just how deep my interest ran when I was out walking one day and saw a larger, short-haired male dog. Almost instantly, I felt a rush I got wet right then and there. It’s that unexpected moment in public, just going about your day, when something triggers you so powerfully you can’t ignore it.
SandraF1989
Tourist
First time i saw it online. Boom, instan't love. I Knew i had to try it
shyprincess
Zooville Settler
I understand exactly what you mean. Big, strong, short-haired (preferably black) male dogs trigger the same reaction in me.
humananimal
Esteemed Citizen of ZV
Years ago I was ‘active’, but one day I walked by a farm.
Suddenly I felt a smell like home in the pigsty. In a blink of an eye I felt like home on the farm and consummating a nice warm sow.
I will always be a zoo, and my only regret is that I don’t have a hobby farm.
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ukwoofbear
Tourist
Wouldn't say there was one specific moment, just a gradual realisation that no amount of ignoring it or trying to distract myself was making any difference. Sometimes I'd manged to go really long periods, even a year, without thinking about it - but it always comes back. So right now I'm in "I guess this is where we are" mode haha.
BrotatoChip
Citizen of Zooville
How long do you think you've been going off and on, just out of curiosity?
ukwoofbear
Tourist
literally 20 years haha. first experience was at 17, then another one in my 20s, couple more in my 30s... now I'm 38. I've never been knotted and that seems to be the limit in my brain - I've kissed, sucked and been licked by dogs but something in my brain stops me getting fucked by one. Something about "if you regret it after, you can never be unfucked by a dog, so it'll always be there". But at the same time if I end up getting knotted and love it then I will have wasted all this time. In a way I wish I was like more of the ppl on here who are super sure, super experienced, and past the "should I shouldn't I" stage.
BrotatoChip
Citizen of Zooville
Ok, yeah, about the same here though with less experience. Yeah turns out it doesn't go away. Oopsies.
ukwoofbear
Tourist
no it does not, lol. I blame the internet haha - I genuinely think the idea would never even have occurred to me, but then Google was the fucking wild west back in the early days. Horny teenage me searching for "guys with big dicks" never expected to see a dude sucking off a horse.
Never forgot that image, and it woke something up in me... so when the neighbour's woof showed and interest in my crotch, I let him do whatever he wanted. Honestly if I could undo that moment I probably would but there's no point worrying about it now - and I really do think that, if I'm just letting a dog do what it wants, and it's just me, and nobody is hurt or being forced to do anything they don't want.... is there really an issue?
BrotatoChip
Citizen of Zooville
Yeah, I hear you totally. I mean my first thoughts came out of the clear blue sky, but I wonder if they would've taken hold if I didn't search out supplementary material. I also wonder if my brain likes the philosophical considerations more than the sexuality part of it. My brain really eats that kind of shit up even to my detriment. I often think "Zoophilia is the thinking man's sexuality" because you can really eat yourself alive considering all of the implications and you can get really wildly abstract with this shit if you let yourself, which I absolutely have. I hate how it makes me feel but I love feeling my brain work on it somehow. It's a different kind of selfishness or masturbation I guess.
ukwoofbear
Tourist
"you can really eat yourself alive considering all of the implications" - my dude you have perfectly described pretty much every moment of my zoo life lol.
It's not good cos I've passed up opportunities for experience due to overthinking. I made friends with a guy off beastforum, we chatted for years. he offered to let his woof take my zoo virginity, we met and I sucked dog cock but I just couldn't go through with taking a knot. Overthought it so much that honestly this lad gave up offering after a while and I don't blame him. Difficult lesson to learn, that one.
BrotatoChip
Citizen of Zooville
Yeah, I dunno. Part of me feels good having taken the time, particularly where I wasn't engaged with the community in any way and I didn't see parts of it that I don't like that I may have fallen victim to. Dunno though, I may just be tricking myself into justification of wasted time.
humananimal
Esteemed Citizen of ZV
I began before the PC and internet existed.
And it was later I read magazines.
I grew up on a farm with cow and sows, and my desire was them from my sexual start.
It never occurred to me that i could be wrong - she liked it and I liked it too when I fucked her.
It was several years later before I for the first time had intercourse with a woman.
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