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What was the moment you realized this wasn’t going away?

Animals getting sexy has always been "interesting" even before I understood why. Then when I was old enough to understand I enjoyed watching both but zoo stuff felt so "wild" and I just don't look at animals like they were just pets since my sexual awakening.
 
I like to think of "animals" as just individuals of a different species, not something inferior or superior to me. If our genitals are compatible, and they want sex, then put me down for it!

I am eternally amazed by they newbies who always ask "Is <fill in a species> pussy as good as a woman's?"
 
My desire has from my ‘awakening’ been for females of several species, and have never thought it would change. And it hasn’t 😁
 
I had unrestricted internet access in the early 2000s as a young teen and when I discovered beast forum something just clicked. Eventually I tried it and it makes me feel alive in a way nothing else can. I find the equine form so sexy and enticing. Most of the time I feel like I'm just going through the motions working and paying bills. I don't really connect with most people and prefer to be alone but being a zoophile has taken me crazy places and brought me pleasure I never knew existed. I need it to feel something and the times where it wasn't part of my life I hated life.
 
I thought it wasn't going away but the doc have me these pills and some cream to rub on it and it cleared up in no time, wait a second ,what "it" are we talking about?
Haha no he didn’t write literally what was meant. But in this forum we (including me) understood it as lust for 🐄🐖🐂🐎🐐🐃🐑🐕🐾 a.s.o.
 
I had unrestricted internet access in the early 2000s as a young teen and when I discovered beast forum something just clicked. Eventually I tried it and it makes me feel alive in a way nothing else can. I find the equine form so sexy and enticing. Most of the time I feel like I'm just going through the motions working and paying bills. I don't really connect with most people and prefer to be alone but being a zoophile has taken me crazy places and brought me pleasure I never knew existed. I need it to feel something and the times where it wasn't part of my life I hated life.
Me also with unrestricted Internet access in early 2000s, then blocked it & put it in a draw for a few years, but it kept surfacing & put it back in the draw, till i slammed & bust the draw. Not looked back since. 🙂
 
Me also with unrestricted Internet access in early 2000s, then blocked it & put it in a draw for a few years, but it kept surfacing & put it back in the draw, till i slammed & bust the draw. Not looked back since. 🙂
Are you trying to write “drawer?”
 
I should say ahead of time, I know my original reason for getting into zoo is probably a bit toxic, and it is not the reason I am still into it. It's just how it started.

My first time with anything zoo is whenI was 10 and I had a friend staying the night and caught him getting a lick job from our yorki. He convinced me to do the same and I enjoyed it, but I never really thought of going further for a while.
When I was 13 I met an older man(mid 50s) who started grooming me into being a submissive slave. He was really into degrading and demeaning, he soon started convincing me that I should get fucked by a dog because "What could be more demeaning than being a dogs bitch. You aren't even human, just a hole for an animal." That's is when I started having sexual desires towards animals, and what drove me to finally try it when I was 19. That was a decade ago, and since then I have become much more interested in the intimacy and pure unfiltered love, mixed in with the animalistic passion.
 
i never imagined it would go away
that's like... oh, sexual desire will go away someday, libido will die, sex drive will vomit itself out of the car when i try to shift from drive to reverse...
 
Despite doing it for years growing up I always thoughts I would grow out of it. ..but then every dog I ever met wanted to eat me out and I let it. In my 20s I dog walked and pet sat and only dated zoophiles. ...but I think in my 30s I finally realized how serious I was despite having been always obvious. I made people cum to dog porn with me and if they didnt cum hard and fast I'd break up with them. In my ,30s I had no time for people unless k9 got them off good.
I would love for you to make me get off hard to dog porn
 
Hard to say, my zoo attractions developed when I was as young as 11 years old. When I had my first real boyfriend at 16 years old I almosy immediatly asked him to collar and leash me hha. at age 18 I jumped into the puppyplay community. For a hot few years I actually was very anti zoophile, very rude even. But I guess I was just turning my internal selfhate into an external experience. As I befriended more and more zoos I just.. started to realize And accept what I experience.

At first I went to therapy for this actually. Jokes on me, my therapist helped me to learn that being a zoophile isnt necessarily anythinh harmful, abusive, disgusting,..
And 1 + 2 = I just came to accept myself
this was maybe a couple months back.

One of the most important steps is actually accepting yourself, always.

It's interesting that you actually made it through your therapist and that person didn't frown against that concept, even though many of them actually don't accept it
 
I wouldn't say it was a MOMENT. I was kind of waiting around for human sexual attraction to enter the scene like I was waiting for a bus.

Brother, that bus ain't coming.
 
I would say within the past two years or so. I stopped trying to make myself feel bad about it and let myself masturbate very regularly to it. And honestly im happier for it.
 
I tried ot stop a while back. I realized no himans or human content made me feel remotely close to what zoo does. I am only romantically attracted to humans, but have never felt even slightly aroused by one. On their own at least.
 
I tried ot stop a while back. I realized no himans or human content made me feel remotely close to what zoo does. I am only romantically attracted to humans, but have never felt even slightly aroused by one. On their own at least.

OMG same. Are you with anyone currently, just out of curiosity? (Not coming on to you, trying to figure out my thing lol)
 
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