questioning

I'm actually very curious about this but am too afraid to research it too much. Are there scientific reasons for being a zoo? Ive tried to get rid of the liking but it seems hardwired into me, been this way since i was a child. If there is a reason, I'd like to know

How many statuses are there and when you achieve new one? As I understand I have to have certain amount of reaction points and trophy point, but can somebody tell me real numbers? Sorry if it's wrong place to ask about it, but I couldn't find any FAQ or help.

Ive been a lurker for quite a bit now and I'm just unsure about how I feel about all this. I am underlyingly attracted to the idea of sex with animals but it ends at sexual desire. I have no desires in the companionship part of all this and I don't know if that makes me a bad person or not. I...

I’ve been in denial of being a zoo for years and I just came to terms with me being attracted to animals both romantically and sexually(specifically m k9). Since this revelation, I’ve shown no interest in human men. But years ago I suffered through abuse from a human male partner of mine, so...