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Feeling of guilt

Danielleyyy said:
I just can't stop, I love it. I love the feeling of being taken by my three dogs, one after another. It's not even just the mounting. I've started to become increasingly affectionate towards them and treating them like my lovers, having them sleep in my bed and give cuddles and massages. Kisses on the lips when I come home.

I've seen beastiality videos and many were just ready to get to the point, get fucked or licked and go on about their day but I don't even masturbate my dogs because I feel like they should do it on their time. I say stuff like "Please, baby, make me yours" while laying on the ground touching myself, usually at least one comes over and attempts humping which get the rest excited as well and it makes me so happy to get attention from them but after having sex with them, I feel disgusting and wrong. I hate myself for being like this with my animals.
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Where do you think the guilt stems from?
 
Danielleyyy said:
I just can't stop, I love it. I love the feeling of being taken by my three dogs, one after another. It's not even just the mounting. I've started to become increasingly affectionate towards them and treating them like my lovers, having them sleep in my bed and give cuddles and massages. Kisses on the lips when I come home.

I've seen beastiality videos and many were just ready to get to the point, get fucked or licked and go on about their day but I don't even masturbate my dogs because I feel like they should do it on their time. I say stuff like "Please, baby, make me yours" while laying on the ground touching myself, usually at least one comes over and attempts humping which get the rest excited as well and it makes me so happy to get attention from them but after having sex with them, I feel disgusting and wrong. I hate myself for being like this with
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Dont be so hard on yourself, its only natural to seek gratification. Your amongst friends here. No one will think less of you for taking pleasure in it, on the contrary youd be encouraged to do so
 
Society is a huge part of it for me personally. Especially knowing the damage to my relationships and the people i could hurt were they to find out. Idk if i could bear that weight tbh
 
Zoopon2 said:
Society is a huge part of it for me personally. Especially knowing the damage to my relationships and the people i could hurt were they to find out. Idk if i could bear that weight tbh
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I get that, However I guess the distinction for me is that I bear fear over it rather than guilt. Fear of being found out and ridiculed and rejected. I don't feel guilty for being who I am, I can't change that. I feel depressed and down though that others judge me for it.
 
lanieQ said:
I'll be honest. I often do. I think because of the world we live in, and the niggling fear that I am doing something wrong. I can often rationalize things, how we as humans do far, far worse to our animal companions and the fact that I enjoy pleasuring them is pretty low on the offense spectrum, but still it is ingrained in me to feel shame over something I've tried to change over and over.

If you had a choice would you not be a zoo? Sometimes I think I might. If it was a simple switch I would choose to be "normal"-- whatever that is. But I guess I really have no choice in this matter so I try to accept myself more. Some days are easier than others.
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Sometimes a little but not really anymore I've excepted who I am and what I'm into pretty much
 
There are vids on youtube showing african village kids running around naked and taking a shower under a peeing cow. Its not eewwww for them, its normal for them. I envy them, would love to try this someday. ?
I am not guitly, nor ashamed of this. Why would i? I dont harm noone by this.
 
Danielleyyy said:
I just can't stop, I love it. I love the feeling of being taken by my three dogs, one after another. It's not even just the mounting. I've started to become increasingly affectionate towards them and treating them like my lovers, having them sleep in my bed and give cuddles and massages. Kisses on the lips when I come home.

I've seen beastiality videos and many were just ready to get to the point, get fucked or licked and go on about their day but I don't even masturbate my dogs because I feel like they should do it on their time. I say stuff like "Please, baby, make me yours" while laying on the ground touching myself, usually at least one comes over and attempts humping which get the rest excited as well and it makes me so happy to get attention from them but after having sex with them, I feel disgusting and wrong. I hate myself for being like this with my animals.
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Soul mate i like to help or even fuck a after the dog the sight of creampie or cum gush thrills me specially when a woman is taken after multiple dogs or knotted and fucked hard and then after I just cum I do get the disgust feeling and u probably know the rest it's good to hear that it's not just me really XD I'm happy.
 
Gwyndolin said:
Soul mate i like to help or even fuck a after the dog the sight of creampie or cum gush thrills me specially when a woman is taken after multiple dogs or knotted and fucked hard and then after I just cum I do get the disgust feeling and u probably know the rest it's good to hear that it's not just me really XD I'm happy.
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post nut clarity
 
its the same with gay people or polyamorous, child free, single people, or those who are asexual or people who perfer themselves to masturbate, its outside the norm but who fucking cares
 
Ive dated loads of people into it and even inspired others to get I to it. If you only date other zoos it will help you feel a lot better, like the beautiful and sexy person you are.
 
Danielleyyy said:
I Guess the social aspect. Like if anyone were to find out, they'll be disgusted with me. I'll lose everyone I care about
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Does anyone else need to know?

Your dogs are happier and able to express their desires more freely than the vast majority of canines, you're building up a deep, intimate bond which has much potential for good for you all, and you are also enjoying that on a more primal level, too.

In what way are these not "good things" (presuming care is taken with welfare and pack dynamics)?

Social norms of what is offensive, distasteful, or unpleasant are not an absolute; there is no "this is the only we can live", just a messed-up chain of history guided by majorities and loud voices leading to the current state of play as to what is generally "acceptable" within the social framework in which we're each raised. In no way does that make those innately "right" or the "only way to live".

Oh, and it sounds like you're not just treating your dogs like your lovers, they are your lovers. (That little zoophile vs. bestiality distinction that many like around here...).
Do your best for them, but plan ahead - ask yourself what will the relationships be in a week or a month, rather than acting purely on instinct (good as that can be) - and if you do ease back in any way do so gently as they have now tasted those pleasures forbidden to most canines in such abundance. They have feelings, too... as you are well aware! <3

Best wishes; and to y'all!
 
Oh, and p.s., thank you for taking the courage to ask. You speak well, and from the heart. ❤️

Many of us forget what it's like to have been in a similar position, but probably most of us have been at one time or another...
 
irbyz said:
Does anyone else need to know?

Your dogs are happier and able to express their desires more freely than the vast majority of canines, you're building up a deep, intimate bond which has much potential for good for you all, and you are also enjoying that on a more primal level, too.

In what way are these not "good things" (presuming care is taken with welfare and pack dynamics)?

Social norms of what is offensive, distasteful, or unpleasant are not an absolute; there is no "this is the only we can live", just a messed-up chain of history guided by majorities and loud voices leading to the current state of play as to what is generally "acceptable" within the social framework in which we're each raised. In no way does that make those innately "right" or the "only way to live".

Oh, and it sounds like you're not just treating your dogs like your lovers, they are your lovers. (That little zoophile vs. bestiality distinction that many like around here...).
Do your best for them, but plan ahead - ask yourself what will the relationships be in a week or a month, rather than acting purely on instinct (good as that can be) - and if you do ease back in any way do so gently as they have now tasted those pleasures forbidden to most canines in such abundance. They have feelings, too... as you are well aware! <3

Best wishes; and to y'all!
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this is actually fantastic advice, not just with dog sex, but with human relations and just life in general
 
It is definitely a tough place to be but you can find your way through. I think first you’ve got to figure out what you want. From there you can begin to discover the real you. Of course everyone does go through the feeling of guilt,shame,etc but it’s not wrong to be happy. Just make sure that you and your lover(s) are happy with everything and I say screw the rest!

You’ve got this and don’t be ashamed of yourself in any circumstance
Hope this was helpful in some way and even if I wasn’t you are definitely in the right place to find someone to encourage and talk to in this community!
 
Danielleyyy said:
I just can't stop, I love it. I love the feeling of being taken by my three dogs, one after another. It's not even just the mounting. I've started to become increasingly affectionate towards them and treating them like my lovers, having them sleep in my bed and give cuddles and massages. Kisses on the lips when I come home.

I've seen beastiality videos and many were just ready to get to the point, get fucked or licked and go on about their day but I don't even masturbate my dogs because I feel like they should do it on their time. I say stuff like "Please, baby, make me yours" while laying on the ground touching myself, usually at least one comes over and attempts humping which get the rest excited as well and it makes me so happy to get attention from them but after having sex with them, I feel disgusting and wrong. I hate myself for being like this with my animals.
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Don't feel guilty. That post was breathtakingly beautiful. I wish many years of happiness for you and your lovers.
 
I recently had a pretty heavy moment of life reflection as I am definitely past the halfway mark (What am I doing with my life? Am I happy? What do I truly care about? What do I want to focus on for the remainder?), and one of the things that came out of it was further affirmation of my zoosexuality.
I don't give a fuck about majority opinions, bias\exclusive studies\stats, lies and misconceptions... I LOVE THAT I AM A ZOOPHILE\BESTIALIST. I fucking LOVE IT. I wouldn't change, even if it were possible (it's not). I don't recall ever having felt guilt or shame about it, even when I started having sexual-based thoughts\feelings\fantasies as a kid and it included non-humans. I don't need to understand it or know "why am I like this??". Maybe I would if I felt there was something wrong with me, but I don't. I am not "broken", I do not feel "broken". I was born as I am, it is my "normal", and I otherwise live a pretty average, boring life.
Being a zoosexual has brought me more joy in life than most other things. I think zoophiles\zoosexuals are more likely to see and relate to an animal's unique individuality than most people even care to consider. From personal experience and that of others in forums I've visited through the years - as well as a lot of my own studies of animal behavior and communication - I know all of the stigmas and anti-zoo arguments are bullshit and do not align with reality. Even from the beginning I questioned the negative bullshit surrounding my sexuality.
I know I can't walk through life openly about it, but I don't really care, and it's nobody's business. Why the fuck are humans so obsessed with knowing and scrutinizing everybody's sexual preferences anyway?
 
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