I figured I'd share this story for all to read:
Here's a little story......
My first experience with my first soulmate....
Her name was Raina. A rottweiler. Sweetheart through and through. I never got her spayed since I didn't have the money at the time plus there wasn't any male dogs with balls in my house at the time She was a good kisser. I know some consider it disgusting but dogs mouths are pretty clean most of the time and I fed her good food and stuff for fresh breath. It had been quite a while since I had been with a girl and had regular hormones but was getting by. Raina on the other hand had needs (so she told me anyway lol) I would regularly get that look from her. Gazing into my eyes trying to get me to understand. She could sense somehow that I had the same wants. Days would go by and we would snuggle close together at night. I would usually sleep naked and she would feel so good against my body. She had started going into heat about a week prior and when we're getting ready for bed that night something was different about her. The look she was giving me was like she was begging but I didn't know what for. After thinking about it for a few seconds I knew. I told her I'm not sure I can help you out in that area. Only way I could think of was to
This calmed her down for a while but it made things worse for her. It wasn't enough. She gave me that "don't tease me look " uugghh. But Raina, I don't want to hurt you i said. She actually smiled and said "you won't!!" with her eyes. Then I decided what the heck. I'll give it a try and stop if she resisted in any way. I had seen videos of actual dogs mating with each other and I've also seen how people in videos with dogs think that dogs have sex the same way people do. Not true!! I knew I would confuse the crap out of Raina if I had sex with her like a human but I also knew I don't have a knot lol. With dogs, the male initially does the work to get it in but once knotted the female works her magic. (Sorry if it's too much information)
It didn't take us long at all and I stayed inside her until she had enough. I got this awesome look from her that I knew meant THANK YOU. Our hearts were beating close together all night. I've never known it could be possible but thought about it afterwards. It makes sense because I've seen male rotties penis before and their pretty big.
After that night we both knew the possibilities. She would actually ask me from time to time and I would never try and turn her down unless I was completely exhausted but she would understand. I would ask her sometimes and if she said no it meant no. I respected her always No always means no. Too many Zoo's need to learn that!! I've seen too many videos where you can tell the dog is uncomfortable and seriously saying NO!!
Another reason for me to have no issues being exclusively zoo. Yes, a companion would be nice but it would be more like a roommate relationship and possible emotional attraction but I highly doubt it would ever lead to something like marriage or even sex. I would however care for this person and spoil them if they would let me. As a friend.
Well, that's my story. I tried not to get too much into specifics lol.