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Feeling of guilt

In my opinion, this lifestyle or even a singular experience is some out of the ordinary and not to mention social pressures of being taboo and illegal adds to the shame and guilt. If i lived in the jungles and mated with every animal or some , perhaps no one would care or such, since I live in a world and I had this experience in isolation and with lot of shame and guilt it added to the burden. It took me ages to deal with this feeling of guilt.

Having said all that above, as I grew older I have accepted this side of myself and look to the positive aspects of bonding with my companion, being happy doing small things that matter to him and me. To be able to have a sane discussion about this lifestyle or one's journey does help over time.
 
I used to feel very bad when i was young because i felt that what i was doing was wrong but now when i watch my 2 dogs being very happy and having a nice sex life i don't feel guilty anymore, i give them more love than other dog receive
 
lanieQ said:
I'll be honest. I often do. I think because of the world we live in, and the niggling fear that I am doing something wrong. I can often rationalize things, how we as humans do far, far worse to our animal companions and the fact that I enjoy pleasuring them is pretty low on the offense spectrum, but still it is ingrained in me to feel shame over something I've tried to change over and over.

If you had a choice would you not be a zoo? Sometimes I think I might. If it was a simple switch I would choose to be "normal"-- whatever that is. But I guess I really have no choice in this matter so I try to accept myself more. Some days are easier than others.
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I think if I had a choice I'd become a zoo earlier

Yes, I do feel guilty, when you keep hearing voices telling you it's wrong, but rather that it's deemed 'wrong' in most social constructs
 
Younger years yes. Now no, I am who I am. Couldn’t care less what others think about it. Don’t have the energy to care.
 
Meg97 said:
Hm.. I thought about this many times. Especially before first time with my Wolfie. I asked questions to myself: "Why you? Why you find your own dog attractive? Do You know that cause big problems in your life?"
But after realising that kink, fantasies and intimate contacts make me happy - I stopped feel guilty.
Best way is to see positive aspects of life all the time.
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Very inspiring perspective ❤️
 
I used to feel ashamed, guilty, fearful. For obvious reasons when younger. But by now at 28 it’s more just fearful. Since it’s taboo and illegal is many or most places and looked down on it always slightly worries me that I’ll be outed even if I haven’t had any experience irl yet. Worse if caught if when I try things out with or without anyone. But at least I’m free to indulge on here and chat with like minded people 😁
 
By reading everyone's comments and perspectives, it gives you a lot of insight that you are not alone, the same feelings and thoughts that you are experiencing, others have too. Being in zoo for a couple of years now, my own thoughts of guilt always comes along , but at the end of the day is about your own journey and a community that you can reach out to for support, no judgement here.
 
Absolutely. I withdrew for nearly 15 years because of human relationships and even got rid of materials lest someone snoop and ask questions but I'm single again after many years some happy some not. I enjoy dog sex the kink of it the taboo of it. It's hot.
 
how do you deal with the guilt of feeling like your a bad person for being a zoo? even though ive never had a physical encounter i still feel guilty for some reason, i have no control over my attraction but i feel like i should. any tips? :(
 
(Hope this is the right spot for this)
It's always been an issue- I know what I am. I am a zoophile. I'm also into humans, but there's definitely desire to be with dogs. And I've given in, in the past, and the present. Up until recently I hadn't done anything with my current dogs, I had sworn I was done with it. I felt so guilty. It's illegal, it's seen as a very bad thing... It all started to weigh on me. So when my dog eventually passed away, I swore I would never do it again. I kept that promise for 6 years.

I started watching zoo porn again, and coming here, and on rule34 for the last few months again, falling into this hole once more. Nothing has ever excited me like it, nothing has ever made me feel like this does. That's why there's also so much guilt, perhaps? The fact I enjoy it *so* much, must mean I'm bad, right? I don't know.

I gave in about two weeks ago- I let him eat me out. One of my dogs. The other one wasn't interested, but the other one is very eager to do so. He's always been a licky dog and I've *always* discouraged it. A lick on my hand or face would ignite me and I'd have to fight myself. So I simply discouraged it and persevered.

But then I saw a really good video- of another trans person (I'm FTM myself) getting licked and... I couldn't stand it anymore. I gave in.

After I felt tremendous guilt, and again, swore ~I'd never do it again~. Yeah. Sure. Why do I lie to myself? I've given in several more times. I've even taken pictures and vids while I did it, that I instantly delete when I finish. It just- makes it even more exciting somehow. I feel so much shame admitting all this. I just- I need some input. Am I psyching myself out? I keep swinging like a damn pendulum of extremely attracted and horny for it and utterly ashamed and repulsed with myself.

How do I get over this? Is there a way through it? I want to give in right now so bad, yet I'm fighting so hard and I don't even understand *why*.
 
I dealt with the same thing for a long time. I still do sometimes even to this day. My best advice I can say is as long as you are not forcing anyone into these desires or harming to obtain them it’s a natural thing you shouldn’t feel bad about. It took me a while and a lot of help from my partner to come to terms. But know there is nothing wrong with you. Best of luck with it all and know there are always people out there for you ☺️
 
I am in a guilt fueled panick, two months ago I stumbled upon some porno that featured a man thrusting into a mare until he finished. I despite my better judgment ended up clicking,watching,masturbating,and finishing to this video. Since then I’ve regularly viewed content like this on accident or by sudden urges that make me feel guilty and disgusted with myself. I am terrified of myself at the moment, I am guilty.

This has only worsened my existing depression and I’m terrified I might do something to myself. Please help me
 
We can not help you. You are talking to a group of people who enjoy this type of porn or want to have sex with animals.
If you are looking for a way to not be into it, nobody here can give you any advice.

If you want to understand why you are doing what you are doing, I recommend writing it all down a reading it repeatedly, adding to it until you feel like it describes exactly what you are.

At that point you will be able to decide if you still do not like it or you do not mind anymore.
 
I've always loved animals, but ever since I got interested in zoophilia I have had a big lump of shame, but even more excitement. I feel like if I were to have my femboy ass knotted for the first time then I'd be way less guilty, but is it normal to feel a bit ashamed even tho I love zoophilia?
 
Everyone seeks validation. In doing so we all often compare ourselves to the "normal" hetero lifestyle.

As long as folks are not hurting others or themselves it's all up to these folks how and whom they chose to enjoy their lifestyles.

All creatures human or not deserve to live with joy and love. Please the only guilt is not by moving forward SOONER and thus depriving you and your loved ones of love and joy sooner!

All the very best to everyone.
 
Electrical Guy said:
Everyone seeks validation. In doing so we all often compare ourselves to the "normal" hetero lifestyle.

As long as folks are not hurting others or themselves it's all up to these folks how and whom they chose to enjoy their lifestyles.

All creatures human or not deserve to live with joy and love. Please the only guilt is not by moving forward SOONER and thus depriving you and your loved ones of love and joy sooner!

All the very best to everyone.
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Bro are u a poet? That was kinda beautiful
 
I still feel an intense amount of shame and guilt despite being interested in all of this a few years ago. Hell, I have a app on my phone that I use to track how long I've gone since the last time I've self-harmed, and I started a timer for watching / getting off to anything zoo as well. (Though recently I've been going and resetting it every few days.)
For the time being and in protection of my future, I need it to be separate from my normal, everyday life. Of course I want to experience it in person at some point, but I believe it's more of a pipedream unfortunately.

sparadrappy said:
Am I psyching myself out? I keep swinging like a damn pendulum of extremely attracted and horny for it and utterly ashamed and repulsed with myself.
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I can't say I have much advice forward because I can really relate to the weird cycle of shame. I'm ftm too and its been nice seeing that I'm not completely alone in the whole community. <3
 
emotional.moth said:
I still feel an intense amount of shame and guilt despite being interested in all of this a few years ago. Hell, I have a app on my phone that I use to track how long I've gone since the last time I've self-harmed, and I started a timer for watching / getting off to anything zoo as well. (Though recently I've been going and resetting it every few days.)
For the time being and in protection of my future, I need it to be separate from my normal, everyday life. Of course I want to experience it in person at some point, but I believe it's more of a pipedream unfortunately.



I can't say I have much advice forward because I can really relate to the weird cycle of shame. I'm ftm too and its been nice seeing that I'm not completely alone in the whole community. <3
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Please feel shame only for not embracing Your desires any earlier. It is so sad that you deprived yourself or true joy and love.
 
Refer to my last post for details but I recently brought home a rescue who tried to initiate things with me the first day. I did end up giving him a HJ after he attempted to mount me.

This is my first real experience with a dog and I feel guilty because he's brand new to me and my home. I wanted to build a relationship first and honestly didn't expect to have a sexual one with him due to him being neutered. Feels like I used him somehow.

Now I'm finding it more difficult to bond due to the guilt. Logically I know he initiated, but my brain is having a hard time wrapping around it.

Any advice would be welcome
 
That guilt you’re feeling after the HJ with your new rescue? Super common, especially since it’s your first real go with a dog. I peeked at your last post, new pup, fresh home, him jumping the gun day one, yeah, that’s a whirlwind! My first time with my mutt years back left me shaky too, not ‘cause I forced anything, but because it hit fast, and I wondered if I’d crossed some line. You didn’t expect this, especially with him being neutered (which, by the way, doesn’t always kill their drive, my boys are snipped and still raring to go!), so it’s natural to feel off-balance.

Here’s the thing: he initiated, like you said. That’s huge. Dogs don’t play human guilt games, they act on instinct, and him trying to mount you means he was comfy enough to go there, new home or not. You giving him a HJ wasn’t “using” him, it was meeting him where he was at. I’ve had my Pitbull nudge me for attention plenty of times, and rolling with it builds trust, not the opposite. Still, I get the headspace, wanting that slow-bond-first vibe and then bam, sexual stuff throws you. I wanted that too with my Mastiff, but he had other plans early on, and I felt weird ‘til I reframed it.

You’re not alone in this, guilt hits most of us at some point.
 
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