I’ve been a zoo for a while now but haven’t really spoke. about it much, i’ve always wanted to fuck a horse but i don’t keep them and it’s very unlikely that i ever will. i have very distant family that have one but we don’t speak much and even if we did i doubt they’d let me. what could i do?
Hi, I fully understand your desire for intimacy with a horse.
First of all, I'd like to tell you: it's not just about sex. Sex is just the icing on the cake.
The rest is relationship, care and work. It takes most of your time.
When I realized that I was attracted to horses, I wanted to spend time with horses in any way I could.
I visited stables/farms nearby and asked if I could help with the horses. It is best if you know someone who owns a horse.
The first place where I could finally be with horses belonged to my father's friend.
I know it's not possible for you in family, but try other horse owners.
I would normally break it down into:
1) I visit a horse/s that I do not own, with the owner's consent.
2) I own a horse/s but stabled in a rented stable.
3) I have my own horse/s on my own land.
I started with point 1.) but I know I want point 3.)
Definitely learn, observe in the field in contact with horses. Gain confidence around horses.
And finally again: a lot of patience, it's not just about sex.
Of course, I totally understand that you will want sex and go for it if you meet a being who wants sex with you.