When did you accept that you liked bestiality?

When did I accept that I liked bestiality? I wouldn't use that phrase... At 15 or 16 (I don't remember exactly) I started having sex with our closest neighbours male dog, and NOTHING had ever made me so damn superhorny as this dog licking my cock until I cum & I gave him a good wank. It was the horniest feeling ever and doggie and I looked out for eachothers to have sex as often as possible.

I mean, I had already started having sex with other boys my own age in the village where I grew up, and I really liked getting it on with the boys, but NOTHING could compare with the horny feelings as soon as I was close to the dog. Instant hard-on always!!! There was nothing to "accept" - just get on with the sex.
 
The first time was as a kid. I was downloading a video clip from Jennifer Lopez. But as I opened it, it was a woman fucking a dog. It fascinated me and I mastrubated many times on it and searched for mor animal porn. But my first time a really did something with it, was at a age from 19
 
I was a preteen when I found bestiality. The first vid I saw i was into it. I got that nervous excited feeling in my stomach and knew that i had to see more. I had to look for others that were into it and that wanted to talk about it. I has sexual thoughts since I was pretty young so being excited my it was just a normal thing. I never questioned why I liked it or felt guilt. All i knew was i wanted a woman like the ones in the vids. As i learned about more things out there i wanted those things as well.
 
The only guilt is personal people I know that arent zoo have no idea of this. Accepted the fact that im zoo when I joined this forum. I have been into zoo since I was 13, and have always watched videos, but this is the first time I am accepting it and willing to talk with zoos on here
 
I'm fairly inexperienced with it as far as the actual act is concerned. I remember when I first cruised the web back in the late 90s. The pornography even back then was enormous. They used to have a site titled Ian's zoo links. I merely clicked one of the sites for shock value as I thought having sex with animals was gross and disgusting. The first image I seen was with a young girl sucking on a humongous juicy red dog cock. I experienced my first hands off orgasm looking at that picture as I exploded cum in my pants! I quickly shut off the browser and swore I'd never go back but the image was already burned in my mind.
To this day I still get aroused and ejaculate when I see a woman wrapping her lips around dog cock. I'm bisexual and I'm working on trying it myself as I will this coming mid-October when my girl comes back from Arkansas with her 3 y/o lab. So Ive gotten better lol
 
I've always had a fleeting interest but would convince myself it wasn't okay or would ever lead to a fulfilling sexual experience. Last year I got into a community that was very kink accepting and befriended an artist that's main kink was bestiality. They were always incredibly encouraging of every one of my explorations into different kinks and I slowly started to realize that bestiality was not only something I enjoyed, but also a big part of my sexuality that I always repressed.
 
Johnterry4658 said:
I don't remember exactly, but I was still a teen at the time. I remember coming across a few man on mare photos and a video, I was disturbed at first, but warmed up to the idea after a few months. Sure, I felt guilt every now and then, but I'm comfortable enough to admit that I like the idea now.
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Same here!! I keep coming back to look at mare pussy, can’t resist it apparently despite having no real life experiences.
 
dewdrop80 said:
I was in my 30's when I discovered I found it arousing. I was at a friend's and we watched a doc on Ytube about how common it is for men in Colombia to have sex with donkeys and as I sat there watching I started to get a hard on. I was surprised by this.

When I got home that night I do my usual routine of smoking a joint and then having a good JO session with edging while watching porn but then I started thinking about the doc and before I knew it I was watching zoo porn and then I found this wonderful site. I myself am not attracted to animals and I think I get turned on because of the taboo nature of it for me. I love watching men have sex with animals. Interestingly I'm a gay man but love watching men who have sex with female animals and if I would ever have sex with a dog or a horse it would be with the female. I had a rule in the beginning though as that was I would only stroke to watching zoo porn but not cum...to some reason in my mind if I didn't cum I don't feel as guilty lol well now that's changed, now I just let the rope fly because some vids are just too fucking hot!!
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The taboo nature of it makes it so hot!! Knowing how risky it is only makes my coco harder! Yep, gotta let the ropes fly my friend ;)
 
I use think what would it feel to fuck and horse or a dog but thats it. However later on some how I'm interest more in cum and animal cock and im know that im into zoo when i visit my cousin and saw his two golden retriever and dream of getting fucked by both of them.
 
When I was a teen I came across a magazine that put a spark in my heart. It wasn't until I was in my early 20's that I found a woman that was into the zoo life. That was the time that I wholly accepted the lifestyle..
 
I've never felt guilt about it. I came across it about as early as one could on the internet with the internet still being fresh and new technology. I'm not into as direct intercourse but very much so in discussions with friends and the possibility of it becoming a reality with them. It's a surprisingly common interest with my female friends. I'm not going to broach the subject with random people in person, but that's more of out of respect for them. My partner is aware of my interest and is comfortable playing into my fantasies and having bestiality on during activities. Be who you are. We like what we like and love who we love. Avoid harm to others and don't force people who don't consent. Give it some time.
 
I've accepted it, but I still feel guilty about it because of all the nasty, hateful stuff I've come across. I didn't start feeling bad about it until I started realizing how much hate is directed towards zoos. Now it's probably my most 'shameful' secret, even though I don't think it's wrong myself.
 
I've been intrigued, and aroused, for a number of years, but I kept cycling between "this is wrong," "this is hot," and giving up the thoughts and porn for years at a time.

Over the last two years - and primarily due to having little to do at home other than read and watch porn - I've finally accepted and admitted my attraction, and I'm looking forward to one day turning my desire and fantasies into reality.
 
It was something that had been floating around in my mind for a while until I had to try it. The first orgasm I had the first time I was with a dog confirmed it and that was just the start of a multi-orgasmic experience. Oddly though, when it was over I'd thought it was great but I'd never do it again, but remembering the orgasms and their intensity, I had to have more; there was just no denying the obvious. I don't do it often, but I always look forward eagerly to the next session;)
 
After the first dog I gave a blow job to I knew I was in but for years I struggled with mixed feelings of guilt and thinking I was some sort of “freak”. It was years later that I came out to a friend about it. He was always so supportive of what I was going through not understanding if it was just a fetish or deeper. Having this friend really helped me to talk out what I was feeling and never made me feel like I was doing something wrong. Just a few years ago I came to accept myself as a zoophile with my friends support and added support from a family member and from forums like this. We aren’t alone. I went zoo exclusive a year ago and “married” my k9 hubs this past September and I am honestly the happiest I’ve ever been in a relationship.
 
Zoomex said:
After the first dog I gave a blow job to I knew I was in but for years I struggled with mixed feelings of guilt and thinking I was some sort of “freak”. It was years later that I came out to a friend about it. He was always so supportive of what I was going through not understanding if it was just a fetish or deeper. Having this friend really helped me to talk out what I was feeling and never made me feel like I was doing something wrong. Just a few years ago I came to accept myself as a zoophile with my friends support and added support from a family member and from forums like this. We aren’t alone. I went zoo exclusive a year ago and “married” my k9 hubs this past September and I am honestly the happiest I’ve ever been in a relationship.
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Your luck to have had that friend
That is one special friend
 
Zoomex said:
After the first dog I gave a blow job to I knew I was in but for years I struggled with mixed feelings of guilt and thinking I was some sort of “freak”. It was years later that I came out to a friend about it. He was always so supportive of what I was going through not understanding if it was just a fetish or deeper. Having this friend really helped me to talk out what I was feeling and never made me feel like I was doing something wrong. Just a few years ago I came to accept myself as a zoophile with my friends support and added support from a family member and from forums like this. We aren’t alone. I went zoo exclusive a year ago and “married” my k9 hubs this past September and I am honestly the happiest I’ve ever been in a relationship.
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I took me awhile but I finally accepted it.
First one I played with the guilt was so intense
 
I was turned on by seeing guys with female dogs / mares . Some of the scenes seemed more passionate and real , it turned me own way more than normal porn . I’ve never been with an animal , so I guess I live vicariously through the guys .
 
It was in high school for me. Oddly enough, I never felt guilty about zoo-love, but I did feel guilty about being turned on by cock. (all kinds) I've never experienced being with an actual animal yet. For now, just want to meet and chat with cool people about this and not always keep it to myself.
 
cl0ud said:
Did you ever have feelings of guilt for being into it? How did you get over those feelings and come to accept that you're into it? Curious about hearing peoples stories, as it took me a long time to be comfortable with the fact that I'm into it. I do still have some pangs of guilt, but I dunno, I feel it's not worth worrying about something that you cannot change.
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I had these vibes early on when I was around 15 however just recently accepted it... and now I'm here to find out if its only a fetish or a lifestyle. But 1 thing I know whatever it is I want a partner which is in to it like me...So here I am.
 
Was back when I was really young reading random stories on the net. Digimon and pokemon had come out when I was younger, I read a lot of those stories.
 
Joining this forum , when I would go to watching zoo videos instead of regular porn . Still haven’t had an actual experience but , just learning more .
 
Became interested at a very young age, I am a zoo and proud of it, I fully accept that I’m one and never had any guilt over it or embarrassment
 
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