When did you accept that you liked bestiality?

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cl0ud

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Did you ever have feelings of guilt for being into it? How did you get over those feelings and come to accept that you're into it? Curious about hearing peoples stories, as it took me a long time to be comfortable with the fact that I'm into it. I do still have some pangs of guilt, but I dunno, I feel it's not worth worrying about something that you cannot change.
 
like a lot of things we do in life there is always that little self doubt as well as the fear of how others perceive your choices, my realization that i had feelings for other girls that went deeper than curiosity, that first kiss and then that wonderful feeling of having found that piece of me that felt so right, the guilt afterwards, the fear of what others would think, how i thought that every body that looked at me knew what I was and what I had done,my unconscious acts of looking a little to long at girls that i liked, the fear they sensed i was a lesbian.
Really no different to my first encounter with a dog still the same deep unsubstantiated fear of being found out, still that sense of doing something frowned upon by many, that little sense of shame that it felt so good to be me, the only difference today is that i'm open about my sexual preference with other women, I've learnt to accept that part of me as being a normal part of who I am, But not ready to come out with my experimenting in bestiality just yet unless it is with a someone who is also active.
 
kinkysara said:
like a lot of things we do in life there is always that little self doubt as well as the fear of how others perceive your choices, my realization that i had feelings for other girls that went deeper than curiosity, that first kiss and then that wonderful feeling of having found that piece of me that felt so right, the guilt afterwards, the fear of what others would think, how i thought that every body that looked at me knew what I was and what I had done,my unconscious acts of looking a little to long at girls that i liked, the fear they sensed i was a lesbian.
Really no different to my first encounter with a dog still the same deep unsubstantiated fear of being found out, still that sense of doing something frowned upon by many, that little sense of shame that it felt so good to be me, the only difference today is that i'm open about my sexual preference with other women, I've learnt to accept that part of me as being a normal part of who I am, But not ready to come out with my experimenting in bestiality just yet unless it is with a someone who is also active.
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@kinkysara
Well said!
 
of course, i’ve had many feelings of guilt surrounding my desires. that guilt probably came from the fact i felt like i was the only one who was into zoo. i had one short experience as a teen with a dog who gave me head, but at the time i felt pretty guilty about it. i’ve been a furry for a few years, encountered my first boyfriend who also turned out to have some zoo desires which helped me at least get a little more comfortable with my own zoo self. but at this point i never really talked to others about it, just limited myself to zoo porn and that’s it. joining this forum several months ago though, has given me the chance to talk to a few about being zoo/share desires and i’ve learned that there’s nothing to antagonize myself over it and that love for animals is a very special thing. i haven’t had my first actual experience yet, but i’m at the point where i feel like i won’t be full of guilt after animal sex and reading stuff from here has helped me ease that guilt and become self accepting.
 
Didn’t really take me that long to accept it shortly after a couple experiences with dogs I knew I was into the lifestyle and excepted it
 
I started playing with the dogs and getting engaged very young - 11-ish, but I didn't really "come out to myself" that I was "into" zoophilia as a part of my sexual make up until my mid-30's. Before that I was active, but still very guilty about my lifestyle. (Personally, I think there are lot of people who are zoo-friendly, but not fully committed that they are really a zoo.) Once I accepted it, I joined more chats and became more comfortable about who I am. Of course like most, others IRL don't know, nor do I feel like I need to tell everyone in my immediate circle that I enjoy this fetish. There are many fetishes that are part regular sexual lifestyle that aren't discussed with anyone other than one's partner. For me that's how I feel about being a zoo.
 
The first time I was mounted and knotted by a big rottie this feeling of ‘wholeness’ came over me - I felt complete acceptance of myself as a ‘zoo’. Before then I had thought of it as a dirty kink, but once i was deeply bred by this powerful dog I was at peace with myself. Now I understand that it is part of my genuine identity and while I’m very very careful, I feel no guilt at all over my sexual adventures.
 
cl0ud said:
Did you ever have feelings of guilt for being into it? How did you get over those feelings and come to accept that you're into it? Curious about hearing peoples stories, as it took me a long time to be comfortable with the fact that I'm into it. I do still have some pangs of guilt, but I dunno, I feel it's not worth worrying about something that you cannot change.
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I've always suffered guilt for being a zoophile. Didn't help that my parents weren't thrilled I was gay. (They don't know I'm zoo). I still struggle with the guilt and I think it's hard to move on because society isn't as accepting of zoos as it is others. I touched a dog's sheath once and stopped myself before I got past lifting his tail.
 
cl0ud said:
Did you ever have feelings of guilt for being into it? How did you get over those feelings and come to accept that you're into it? Curious about hearing peoples stories, as it took me a long time to be comfortable with the fact that I'm into it. I do still have some pangs of guilt, but I dunno, I feel it's not worth worrying about something that you cannot change.
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I was simply too young at the time to realise that it was frowned upon. Of course, I still hid it from my family at the time, as I had been taught that stuff down there was forbidden. As to later becoming an adult, I simply accepted it. Not much else to do. It is incredibly difficult to find normal partners that accept it, however. I’ve only had one partner that encouraged it and he was very weird. My current partner has no idea, though he did ask me about it once in an accusing tone. I denied everything. 😔
 
808zoo said:
I was simply too young at the time to realise that it was frowned upon. Of course, I still hid it from my family at the time, as I had been taught that stuff down there was forbidden. As to later becoming an adult, I simply accepted it. Not much else to do. It is incredibly difficult to find normal partners that accept it, however. I’ve only had one partner that encouraged it and he was very weird. My current partner has no idea, though he did ask me about it once in an accusing tone. I denied everything. 😔
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My partner knows I "struggle" with it but I've barely mentioned it recently. Cuz I haven't really been struggling. Most days I don't feel attraction to animals and every once in a while I do. Like I have a human lean. But when it's for animals it's a much more intense desire.
 
Never really felt guilt, more ashamed, I guess. Back in the days of Napster and usenet and such, there were trolls replacing titles on pics, vids, literally any document, I downloaded a bunch of stuff which turned out to be a ton of animal porn. Thought it was awesomely hot. Started "playing" with dogs about a year later when my parents were out or sleeping. And so the saga began....
 
Really in my late teens, i always never minded getting licked by dogs on my face, skin, or lips. I believe I was high one night and I was just curious. What will happen if I just let my dog make out with me. I let him and I was so aroused. After doing this a few times, I knew I was into the pleasures of a dog’s tongue. The most surprising thing to me is that it didn’t taste bad at all.
 
cl0ud said:
Did you ever have feelings of guilt for being into it? How did you get over those feelings and come to accept that you're into it? Curious about hearing peoples stories, as it took me a long time to be comfortable with the fact that I'm into it. I do still have some pangs of guilt, but I dunno, I feel it's not worth worrying about something that you cannot change.
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It took me a long time or felt like a long time. I was young dumb and stupid (no regrets now) but let someone push me into it when I was not yet ready to accept it.
 
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