When did you accept that you liked bestiality?

When I was younger I used to.babysit someone that had a spaniel, I bent down to put a video on and he mounted me but obviously being fully clothed nothing happened. I was only 14 at the time, and I let him use my hand for a while, panicked when I saw his penis stuck outside his body by the knot...

I digress, that was my first time of anything happening and I had a few similar experiences after that of wanking dogs off. I never felt guilt, just excitement, I mean, if they didn't want to do it then they wouldn't, right?

I've spent the remainder of my time secretly hoping that I'd find an owner and be taken properly, but everyone has either been too far away or chickened out at the last minute. I have people that know me IRL that know I like it, but they've never been in a position to help unfortunately.
 
I was in my late teens and my mom's friends needed someone to house sit and help take care of their German Shepherds. Take them for walks, keep them company. One evening I decided to stay the night, and I found out these boys were interested in something more. It was very, very clumsy, but it was the first time...seeing, holding and sucking a dogs dick. They were also very willing to help me relieve my own sexual tensions. I didn't get a chance to try anything anal, but looking back, I kind of have to wonder if my mom's friends...weren't into the lifestyle.
 
I have been for a very long time, but it took four steps for me to accept it. The first, that I become aware of it. The second, I realize that it wasn't just an teenager delusion. The third, that I assimilate it, and that I end up accepting it, which was not easy, because I was trying to bury it deep inside me.
And then comes the fourth, ... she's a dog who definitely opened my eyes and who quickly and deeply understood me.
Now, I'm, well, let's say, fine with it. I'm still keeping it hidden deep into myself, but not in the same way. When I can enjoy it fully, I do it without hesitation. I even have a few ZV contacts with whom I chat, even if there are few. I am very suspicious, probably a little too much, long live the paranoia!
 
I started viewing it probably like 15 years ago and just got hooked. I have only shared it with one person and they shamed me on it. I still view it and really enjoy it but keep this to myself now.
 
When my ex showed me it was actually possible l would say. But apart from the optic l think what convinced me was seeing the excitement and undeniable pleasure it gave my ex. Transpired she was no rookie and knew exactly what she wanted from k9 play.
Having witnessed this lve been hooked ever since.
Every time l cross the path of a women that's either curious or into beastiality lm reminded of why l like it so much.
 
I don’t think i will ever accept myself for liking it.. I have tried but something inside of me just scratches my soul lol.. i have hard time accepting myself over the fact that im gay🤣 so.. lets see where it goes
 
I was probably in my late 20 s didn't even Kno about zoo.. until my son's lil dog licked my pussy one day when I was masturbating and the feel from that tongue was so erotic that I wanted it all the time...it wasn't until my last birthday that I got to taste a yummy juicy dog cock in my mouth and then in my pussy he went...omg the feeling was wonderful and now im am crazy on love w dog cock ..can't wait until my next time..
 
I still not have exp but bf realy want i try that. But i have so many fears and doubts still. If i could be futher me, if would not hate my self after
 
CuriousCpl said:
I still not have exp but bf realy want i try that. But i have so many fears and doubts still. If i could be futher me, if would not hate my self after
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did you already intersted in that?
if it is icky to you , do not do it
if you are interested, go with it
 
Well a guy I was talking to introduced it to me at first it felt wrong cause I enjoyed it but I think it was easier to accept because I had someone to share it with right away I didn't have to hide the fact it turned me on an made my pussy so wet . I cum harder when I'm playing with myself an watching beast . I think the fact that it's really naughty another reason i like it I'm a freak an I feed off a partners energy so whatever pleases them pleases me for the most part ... but I'm really into an accept that I like it
 
I know it came last year in March, this curiosity and more. A part of me is guilty but the other part of me still want it to be part of me. It's a bit complicated right now.
 
cutefox96 said:
Well a guy I was talking to introduced it to me at first it felt wrong cause I enjoyed it but I think it was easier to accept because I had someone to share it with right away I didn't have to hide the fact it turned me on an made my pussy so wet . I cum harder when I'm playing with myself an watching beast . I think the fact that it's really naughty another reason i like it I'm a freak an I feed off a partners energy so whatever pleases them pleases me for the most part ... but I'm really into an accept that I like it
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i cum harder like that too. we may be neighbors.
 
I Had my first and only experience when I was 16 was home alone with my sisters female rottweiler, can't quite remember what got me curious but me and my sister would mess around kissing and feeling one and other, again not sure why i remember surfing the net on my dream cast going to animal sites lol looking at people having fun with animals is such a turn on, i have some guilt about it but always come back for more hehe to get to my experience i was in my bedroom wanking and she come in, can't remember how it started being long ago but i do have memories of being in my parents bedroom with her, laying on her back I rub my fingers over her pussy and had a lick, i tried to slide my cock in but it was to tight. Not wanting to be caught i was peering out the window seeing if anyone was coming. I finished off on my knees cumming as she licked me.
 
cl0ud said:
Did you ever have feelings of guilt for being into it? How did you get over those feelings and come to accept that you're into it? Curious about hearing peoples stories, as it took me a long time to be comfortable with the fact that I'm into it. I do still have some pangs of guilt, but I dunno, I feel it's not worth worrying about something that you cannot change.
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great topic! i had guilt and shame for YEARS! it took me so long to come to terms with who i am :3 and that as long as it is consensual there is nothing wrong with this 🥰🥰 love is love. I think the guilt and shame disappeared maybe like back in 2020 for me :3 that’s when i fully accepted that i am zoo
 
A friend showed my a short intentionally funny reel video ending with a boar that rapes a man. The imagination of a human being fucked by an animal triggered me so hard. In the night then I just checked the internet for pornographic material and the first video I watched was with Yasmin getting fucked by a boar. I instantly started masturbating.
I think this topic triggers me so hard because I am a crossdresser and I always fantasize how it would be to get fucked by an animal in the ass. The boar penis reminds me of tentacles and I also like those videos. How may it feel like to be double pentrated in mouth and ass by something like this. The pure imagination already makes me so crazy.
 
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