So do I. I love this kink so badI'm a sub, and have a fantasy about older dom people forcing me to suck anims dicks or eat cum or disgusting things.
I've never really considered myself Dom or Sub, but seems everyone I've been with would just expect me to "lead" in our sex. Most cases it was fine, but when I asked for something or even guided them to something I wanted and hoped they'd get the clue, it either wasn't picked up on or was all about them still because they "felt" nothing doing it (strapon). Or might even get turned off because I was no longer the "man" and saw me in a lesser light after. As you said, the older I get the more I like the idea of being submissive and wouldn't mind finding a woman who would lead and fulfill some of those fantasies. Maybe why I even consider the topic here myself as well as my passable trans curiosity the last several years. A guy no, but receiving a woman strapped or natural or knot is on the thought bucket list. I've joked for years that I need to fulfill these fantasies before I fall in love again and it's back to vanilla and me doing most of the controlling or, if married, they allow me anything at all. I guess this is a switch relationship, which my first ex and I suppose had, as I think now, we both enjoyed pleasing the other. At least until the ring hit her finger, then it went from switch to switched off! lolI feel like the older I get, the more I like the idea of being submissive. Still new to it though.