I don´t really think whan im mounted by a male. Its more instinct than anything. Its like beeing in a cloud of my mating partner, his scent that fills my nostrils, his warm body his weight, his sounds, how he fills me so unbelivably in the right way. Its one of the moments where i just feel totally fullfilled and validated. Theres no need to think all I need to do is just be. And thats whats in my head trough the complete mating. Given theres a strong instinct popping up always when i feel him pumping his seed inside of me thats hard to describe. Like a deep and almost hurtfull longing for a biological connection. But thats also very brief and fades quickly beeing replaced by just knowing who i am and that i am where i need to be.