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sadzoo

sadzoo

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im new , 19 female
i don't know if venting is allowed here but i can't really find anywhere else to talk so here goes
i've been aware of being a zoo for a while now but i kept pushing it down and trying to ignore it and every once in a while it reared it's ugly head and i even once made and soon after deleted social media accounts to engage with the zoo community but i deleted them out of guilt and thought i could just ignore being a zoo until i die or something , i imagine i can have sex with animals in heaven lol , but anyway i keep thinking about it again and even daydreaming about a future where i have my own house and dog ... i want to be a vet but honestly depression is not letting me study for it...i have the most beautiful stud though i am not into horses (weird because im such a horse girl) i'm more into canines , dogs and wolves.
anyway sorry if this is such a word salad i'm having a hard time coming to terms with things
 
sadzoo said:
im new , 19 female
i don't know if venting is allowed here but i can't really find anywhere else to talk so here goes
i've been aware of being a zoo for a while now but i kept pushing it down and trying to ignore it and every once in a while it reared it's ugly head and i even once made and soon after deleted social media accounts to engage with the zoo community but i deleted them out of guilt and thought i could just ignore being a zoo until i die or something , i imagine i can have sex with animals in heaven lol , but anyway i keep thinking about it again and even daydreaming about a future where i have my own house and dog ... i want to be a vet but honestly depression is not letting me study for it...i have the most beautiful stud though i am not into horses (weird because im such a horse girl) i'm more into canines , dogs and wolves.
anyway sorry if this is such a word salad i'm having a hard time coming to terms with things
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Be very careful here. Sympathy is an easy path to a depressed person's heart. That said:
Welcome to the Chickee, miss...Youll find a lot of good info, and some good people here...not everything is informative, not all users are trustworthy, though some are. The harmless ones are here to yank the crank, but there are also those with dangerous ideas and bad intent. Use your head. And the Mods ARE your friends..
never be afraid to ask for help. Glad you made it.
 
Welcome to ZV. Most people here have struggled at some point coming to terms with their desires and yet eventually found a way to accept themselves and be at peace. I hope this forum helps you get there as well.

As for studying what you want while being depressed: I struggle with this too. It’s taking way me longer to finish than it would a normal person, but I think in the end it’s worth it because it’s what I love and I know I will finish one day. Some of us just need a little extra time and patience
 
Welcome. Get to know people and have a good time.

I also fought for a long time with myself for these feelings until I learned to embrace them. As long as i am not hurting anyone or anything, there is nothing to feel ashamed about. 🤗
 
sadzoo said:
i want to be a vet but honestly depression is not letting me study for it
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maybe get in contact with @Deagle113 he is working as vet - and its a very stressfull and emotionally draining job for a animal lover - if u already have depressions u maybe consider not to go towards that direction because u will often see sick animals, animals keep wrong, humans dont wanna spend money for the health of their animals, owner accusing u of leeching money and more... be carefull with urself and take care

*big paw hugs"
 
Welcome , you vented so what? This is a comunnity for us zoos. And yes you are one and no u dont need to supress it. Why u ask, u want to be a vet so u care for animals a hell of a lot more then how there dick feels (its delicious btw 😋) as long as your love for them is stronger then the urge ure not abusing them the rest is meaningless.
Yes society condems it, so what ure doing it in private anyway .
The part which others mentioned being a vet will make u feel a lot of pain i volunteer in a dog shelter and yes it has its beautiful moments but sadness as well be aware.
U are here , this community is great to make u realize urr faar from being alone.
Once u have 10 posts not counting fun and games u unlock the sites full features, dms are a great way to talk to us.
 
sadzoo said:
im new , 19 female
i don't know if venting is allowed here but i can't really find anywhere else to talk so here goes
i've been aware of being a zoo for a while now but i kept pushing it down and trying to ignore it and every once in a while it reared it's ugly head and i even once made and soon after deleted social media accounts to engage with the zoo community but i deleted them out of guilt and thought i could just ignore being a zoo until i die or something , i imagine i can have sex with animals in heaven lol , but anyway i keep thinking about it again and even daydreaming about a future where i have my own house and dog ... i want to be a vet but honestly depression is not letting me study for it...i have the most beautiful stud though i am not into horses (weird because im such a horse girl) i'm more into canines , dogs and wolves.
anyway sorry if this is such a word salad i'm having a hard time coming to terms with things
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Well good news, your 19 and you are breathing! this means you got good time and a lot of options! Takes a good 15 to 20 years to build any thing serious, hard part is you just have to reflect for a while and chose it and be determined to make it work! For any dream some suffering and sacrifice will be needed, just the way the universe works.

You are who you are, make peace with that, no reason for guilt or shame, inter-speciese happens every where in the animal kingdom (Or least a good chunk of it in mammals!) They make you feel good, you make them feel good, both are happy in the end!

As to sexual preference, it is like every thing, you got species preference, experience will either expand you or you'll become more certain of it.

Don't rush, do lots of self reflection, don't forget to breath, and remind your self, as long as you are breathing you got options and opportunities, some harder won than others granted, but they are there! And there is more to life then just sex, having a nice coffee with a fellow zoo is good too.

Ignore the horny net troll simps that will sadly be drooling over you and harassing you, just remember, they are for your amusement, take joy in making them miserable!
 
Welcome, have fun, and enjoy your time. There are good sources here to explore, learn, and discover. A good first step would be to read the rules. You will find nice people to chat and interact with ;)
 
Heya and welcome, because you are welcome here even if your brain is being nasty about accepting these feelings.

This is a pretty big community considering the very niche subject matter, it being big means there are all kinds of people here. You are absolutely not alone in having feelings like this, it's something a lot of people of all ages and genders can go through and it can be tough when you have such internalised guilt alongside serious health struggles like depression.

People here are going to be supportive, and it's going to be genuine. I know for a fact that there are women here like yourself who learned about this part of themselves at a young age and have since grown and accepted/embraced it. I'm sure you'll find that talking to these people with similar experiences about how they accepted it and what helped them will help you as well.

In the meantime of you're seriously struggling with depression, obviously trying to seek out counselling or therapy, or anybody you can truly confide in will help. In the meantime hopefully the social aspect of this place and finding like minded people will slowly build up yourself and your self image.

I really hope you have a positive experience here and wish you the best of luck, hope you're feeling better soon.
 
No worries... your in a great community of support and love. 💖 Take your time here and get to know the site and feeling Free to just be yourself. Hope to chat with you soon...say hi
 
I understand- I've felt the same way for a long time. I've made and deleted accounts over the years, years of not engaging, holding on, and inevitably caving in again...
I'm right now past 30 and trying to accept it and lean in and enjoy myself a little. Sure theres a lot of guilt and remorse and shame but... I figured I can always stop again 😅😂
 
sadzoo said:
im new , 19 female
i don't know if venting is allowed here but i can't really find anywhere else to talk so here goes
i've been aware of being a zoo for a while now but i kept pushing it down and trying to ignore it and every once in a while it reared it's ugly head and i even once made and soon after deleted social media accounts to engage with the zoo community but i deleted them out of guilt and thought i could just ignore being a zoo until i die or something , i imagine i can have sex with animals in heaven lol , but anyway i keep thinking about it again and even daydreaming about a future where i have my own house and dog ... i want to be a vet but honestly depression is not letting me study for it...i have the most beautiful stud though i am not into horses (weird because im such a horse girl) i'm more into canines , dogs and wolves.
anyway sorry if this is such a word salad i'm having a hard time coming to terms with things
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Well hopefully this is a place where you can get all your zoo stuff off your chest. Shouldn't be any guilt here, cause we're all into it.

Hopefully you find a way to conquer your depression and woke on being a vet. I always wanted to be a zoologist myself. Dms are open if you ever want someone's ear (or eyes) to chew.
 
sadzoo said:
im new , 19 female
i don't know if venting is allowed here but i can't really find anywhere else to talk so here goes
i've been aware of being a zoo for a while now but i kept pushing it down and trying to ignore it and every once in a while it reared it's ugly head and i even once made and soon after deleted social media accounts to engage with the zoo community but i deleted them out of guilt and thought i could just ignore being a zoo until i die or something , i imagine i can have sex with animals in heaven lol , but anyway i keep thinking about it again and even daydreaming about a future where i have my own house and dog ... i want to be a vet but honestly depression is not letting me study for it...i have the most beautiful stud though i am not into horses (weird because im such a horse girl) i'm more into canines , dogs and wolves.
anyway sorry if this is such a word salad i'm having a hard time coming to terms with things
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So you are sruck in between blue pill and red pill it will be upto you do it if you want it to then have a dual life 💆‍♂️don't have a guilt and suffering
 
Welcome! I think most of us have struggled with similar feelings, I know that my gf and I both have and I would assume the same is true for many other community members here, so I can at the very least say that you're not alone. I hope you enjoy your stay on the forum, just be careful with what you share and who you share with of course. 😊
 
Yes! A gushing venting introduction as a first post! Let it out sister! Yours is less embarrassing than mine so don't feel bad. I'm in a pretty similar spot as you I suspect, just with a lot longer repression. If you ever want to chat or dump a bunch of emotional baggage, hit me up. I don't find people sexually attractive so I can't creep on you too hard which as I understand might be hard to come by as a woman here. I will absolutely read all of it too (Anyone reading this, this goes out to you too 😘). I don't know that I or anyone else can help you directly, but the right people might be able to plant the seeds of recovery and self-confidence that you can cultivate into something self-sustaining. Just get after it, read, and chat as much as you can.

Oh yeah, and, welcome!!!! From your post I'm really really excited to see you here!
 
This is for all who are or have been confused about their zoosexual feelings: there is nothing wrong with you. Yours is a special kind of love in a world that all too often only superficially cares about animals if it fits their human agenda.

So yes, welcome here and relax, but unfortunately, while you're among friends here, there will also be not-so-honourable people crossing your path here. If that happens, don't be afraid to report or to block.

For now, you might find a lot of support reading the ZETA principles (if you haven't done already). If all zoosexuals would abide by those, the wrld would be a much better place.

Anyway, welcome!
 
sadzoo said:
im new , 19 female
i don't know if venting is allowed here but i can't really find anywhere else to talk so here goes
i've been aware of being a zoo for a while now but i kept pushing it down and trying to ignore it and every once in a while it reared it's ugly head and i even once made and soon after deleted social media accounts to engage with the zoo community but i deleted them out of guilt and thought i could just ignore being a zoo until i die or something , i imagine i can have sex with animals in heaven lol , but anyway i keep thinking about it again and even daydreaming about a future where i have my own house and dog ... i want to be a vet but honestly depression is not letting me study for it...i have the most beautiful stud though i am not into horses (weird because im such a horse girl) i'm more into canines , dogs and wolves.
anyway sorry if this is such a word salad i'm having a hard time coming to terms with things
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Makes me sad and happy your post but more happy to me seeing someone I can relate to a lot on the depression. Always willing to be an ear or vessel or whatever. I hope it get better especially shed the mental weight of it all. The stress, worry and negative thoughts it will destroy the strongest of people! So just be is my advice.
 
sadzoo said:
im new , 19 female
i don't know if venting is allowed here but i can't really find anywhere else to talk so here goes
i've been aware of being a zoo for a while now but i kept pushing it down and trying to ignore it and every once in a while it reared it's ugly head and i even once made and soon after deleted social media accounts to engage with the zoo community but i deleted them out of guilt and thought i could just ignore being a zoo until i die or something , i imagine i can have sex with animals in heaven lol , but anyway i keep thinking about it again and even daydreaming about a future where i have my own house and dog ... i want to be a vet but honestly depression is not letting me study for it...i have the most beautiful stud though i am not into horses (weird because im such a horse girl) i'm more into canines , dogs and wolves.
anyway sorry if this is such a word salad i'm having a hard time coming to terms with things
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Hi, lady. Welcome to the zooville community. Zooville is a very special place. Believe. Enjoy and feel at home.

Lady, you don't have to apologize.
Your words reflect feelings that we have all felt at some stage in our lives. We share similar pains with you. Believe me. ;)
We are glad you are here. Now that you are here, we can share good feelings, good ideas and good lessons.

The first: this feeling is part of you, and no one can hide an arm all their life. No one can live without their heartbeat. Let your heart beat.
Second: you can live this way of love, your just have to fight for it and keep it a secret.
Third: fight for your happiness, there is no plan B. There is no second chance.

About the walk here in Zooville:
-read the community rules and build a trustworthy profile
-make good friend, share good feelings and learn good thins.
-always always protect your privacy and stay safe on the internet
-remember: there are many dogs waiting for the love your have to offer them. They can't do anything to find your, but you can >>build that bridge 💕 💕 💕
 
I recommend antidepressants. If you have trouble finding one that works, get the genetic test for their metabolism and try the ones at the top.
 
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