How are you feeling at the moment?

I'm still riding high off ten minutes of playing with a puppy. The tail wags, the licks, the instant friendship. Can't wait to get another pupper.
 
Like an outcast with no friends that truly know me, and if they did know about my sexuality, I wouldn't have any friends left, so alone in a sense
Other than that nagging anxiety I'm actually doing great, I know its a contradictory conundrum, I should be depressed but im content with life at the moment, having dogs by my side makes up for any sense of loneliness when it comes to human interaction (having to hide my true self from the people closest to me is a big cause for loneliness, feeling like I don't belong, or fit in with anyone else here in this city)
If you ever want to talk buddy I'm here. I know how that is sadly. I know a lot of us have been through it or are in that position.
 
I'm feeling quite melancholic today. I shall be moving away in a couple of months and the situation at home isn't ideal. The idea of leaving things behind without things being fixed makes me uncomfortable.
 
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