Has anyone else been zoo from the start?

I have always had an attraction to animals. As far as I can remember I always loved watching them pee and poop. I dreamed of tasting the pink, moist tasty-looking holes (their assholes and pusssies) . It was probably not the same sexual attraction I feel now but a rather simular one which I felt I had to hide. Otherwise I would have put my tounge and fingers inside as many animals as I could've, which never happened sadly. Thinking back though, I did some REALLY kinky zoo things back then when I was alone
 
Always. Initially not sexual, of course. Sexual followed the normal developmental process. First curiosity, leading eventually to self-gratification and mutual gratification to just another facet of a relationship. But it was the "mind lock" thing that first got me. I understood early on how higher order animals (as opposed to insects, rodents) perceived and communicated. Waking from a bad dream, alone at night, in my room, scared so bad I could not talk and did not dare let whatever evil in the room I was afraid of know that I was conscious and alert, I would squinch my eyes shut and concentrate: "Sugar," the name of our dog. "Sugar. Come, Sugar." And in the silence of the haunted night I would hear far off the light muted sound of Sugar stirring, leaving her spot on an EZ Boy. Hear it squeak and rock and she jumped down. I waited without breathing, straining to listen for her. And then, "thumpa-thumpa-thumpa" up she came, making her way up the stairs. And then again, straining for confirmation she was still coming, I would hear the sound of her collar tags tinging and her claws leaving the hallway carpet. Fearful still that it was *not* her, but a phantom, I would tentatively pat the mattress, whisper, "Come, girl." And my heart would jump as her weight landed on the bed and she curled up next to me, pressing herself against me, nuzzling my hand with her nose. Then I was safe. Then I was not alone. Then I could risk sleeping, my protector at my side.

I've always maintained that "thing," that analogic communication. I usually speak out loud to my dogs or to my cats. It's more like conveying sensory images to them. Well, unless I'm baby talking to them, but that's just reassuring noise, like a cat's purring. When it's serious, I get their attention if I don't have it already. They stare into my eyes and I swear, it's some kind of mind meld. I know exactly what they are thinking or what they want, and they know what I'm "saying." Vice versa, when they want my attention, they do the same. We sort of lock consciousnesses.

I remember as a child being shocked that this was something I just knew how to do but others seemed completely unaware of. Like, when my dad and I were driving to a hunting spot our new beagle had never been to. She got more and more excited, then was so loud he kept telling her to quiet down while we were still a couple miles away. He said out loud, "It's as if she knows exactly where we're going!" I just started at him, bewildered. Of course she does. You're totally concentrated on it right now and "telling her" where we're going. But he didn't know he was telling her. And I was speechless. How couldn't he know?

Only works with dogs/cats I have a relationship with. Works on my son's dogs, for sure. Occasionally works with an "acquaintance" dog. Doesn't work on strays or passersby. I don't understand it. It might be mostly in my head. But the concept of sexual desire, sexual consent -- these are part of it, too. I have had dogs "tell me" no way, not interested. They will if I command them, sure. It's just not part of "us." But other of my dogs, they have come to me with their needs. And it was part of "us."

In that sense, yes, I have always been zoo. My wife? Similar. Maybe even stronger connections. And she doesn't over-think it as much as I seem to. Some of you will know exactly what we are talking about.
 
marestud said:
Growing up on a mixed farm, at an early age I began having sexual encounters with cows, even though watching our big old draft mare wink after she pissed , was the most erotic sight of my early years. It took awhile, but eventually, I developed the confidence to build a platform out of hay bales and get into a position where my crotch was level with her vagina.
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i've always found drafts to be gorgeous. logistics be damned, i like my girls BIG :)
 
I think my earliest memories go back to like first or second grade? I would imagine what it felt like for a cow to get milked, and it would give me an erection consistently, which is strange because nowadays I'm not attracted to female cows even a little, this evolved into getting erections for werewolves, as well as other graphic animal transformation scenes in film and TV which still manifests today, I've got an animal transformation fetish. I didn't know it was a sexual thing then obviously, but if you're into werewolves, chances are you're into either wolves, or furries; of which I ended up being into both. That's where it stayed up until sixth grade i'd say, when I first got access to the internet. That was kinda my sexual awakening, I even remember my first porn search because I was so nervous, I thought the FBI was gonna arrest me or something lol. It was "Werewolf Naked" on google images. Even today you get very similar search results, which is to say so werewolf genitalia whatsoever lol. Last year was big for me. I admitted to myself and others (online) that I am a furry and a zoophile. All these years later and I still have a thing for werewolves though :ROFLMAO: However my top 3 is 1. Bear, 2. Lion, 3. Great Dane
 
Growing up, I always had a close connection with my cats. Then when I started getting interested in sexual stuff, the animal side went with it. I always had desires to be a warewolf or something like that even before seeing porn. (This was before internet). Even in prepubescence I fantasized about being StarFox. Once we got the internet when I was in highschool, I naturally gravitated to all the normal porn sites. But only because I didn't know anyone was actually into animals and that there was any beastiality out there. I mean, everyone joked about it at my assbackwards country school. And I didn't feel bad about fantasizing about it either.
But damn, when a girl I had a crush on sent me a fake pick of a girl getting fucked by a horse on AOL IM (anyone remember that?) I couldn't get enough and was on the hunt for the real stuff.
Unfortunately I spent more time trying to get human pussy than spending on trying to spend quality time with animals.
 
I was curious about it, since i started out watching porn of it, then i had my first experiance with a male boxer during my teenage years and that pushed my curiosity into "yea i like this. I like this a lot."
 
Must have always been, have tried to repress it since I was young, have succeed for a few years still go back to who I really am, and what my desires are. Great thread @Barb Dwyer
 
Flint said:
All these years later and I still have a thing for werewolves though :ROFLMAO: However my top 3 is 1. Bear, 2. Lion, 3. Great Dane
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bear, you say? :unsure:

for me, werewolves held an interest, but not transformation, just the idea of a bipedal, intelligent creature with most features being wolf-like. my sexual attraction was far more focused on quadrupeds, though. the first animals i remember being very strongly attracted to were big cats, but by my early 30s, bears were at the forefront. canines (wolves, dogs, foxes) were certainly always there as well all along, but not as strongly as tigers or bears (and now i find myself more attracted to lions than tigers -- funny how attractions evolve throughout our lives).
 
Hmmm...I can't really say I have gone that deep into it. I really think I need to explore this for real but to be quite honest, it will probably never happen. Sad.
 
juan_doe_drei said:
bear, you say? :unsure:

for me, werewolves held an interest, but not transformation, just the idea of a bipedal, intelligent creature with most features being wolf-like. my sexual attraction was far more focused on quadrupeds, though. the first animals i remember being very strongly attracted to were big cats, but by my early 30s, bears were at the forefront. canines (wolves, dogs, foxes) were certainly always there as well all along, but not as strongly as tigers or bears (and now i find myself more attracted to lions than tigers -- funny how attractions evolve throughout our lives).
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The a transformation fetish isn't really something I can explain well. There is just something about the anatomical transformation, you know, the growing of fur, shifting of joints, growing claws, just getting a new body, abandoning humanity, if I had the opportunity to become my fursona in real life, I would instantly take it. I really don't enjoy being human, but there isn't likely to be a way to change that any time soon, unless there is some insane breakthrough in genetics. My attraction is strange when it comes to lions and tigers since I'm a furry, I don't like furries with human penises, since I'm straight for humans, I don't really get anything out of it, Here's a list of lions and tigers ranked with relatively anatomically correct parts. It is ordered like this 1. Anthro Tiger (F) 2. Anthro Lion (M) 3. Anthro Tiger (M) 4. Feral Lion (M) 5. Feral Tiger (M) 6. Feral Tiger (F) 7. Anthro Lion (F) 8. Feral Lion (F)

I have even had commission artwork done of my ideal partner, I'm glad to share if anyone wants to see.
 
I was attracted to animals/dogs before I found boys that hot, from stuff in disney films or scooby from scooby doo + the pokemon in pokemon (I'm looking at you arcanine.. I'd so release him from his pokeball late at night in my room and let him pound me like a filthy pokegirl.... but that's for a fanfic for another day ? )

Also had my first sexual interactions with a (my) dog so that too ? x
 
TaintedSlutXoX said:
I was attracted to animals/dogs before I found boys that hot, from stuff in disney films or scooby from scooby doo + the pokemon in pokemon (I'm looking at you arcanine.. I'd so release him from his pokeball late at night in my room and let him pound me like a filthy pokegirl.... but that's for a fanfic for another day ? )

Also had my first sexual interactions with a (my) dog so that too ? x
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I highkey blame Pokémon for the way I am now ?
 
The first time I played with my dog I think for me it was a combo of both missing a friend I was messing around with and being a curious and horny teenager. My friend and I fooled around every chance we could. There were many times though we couldn't and being a teen I was very, very horny all the time.

Our family dog would often hump my leg (I was the only one in the family he chose to do that too... BUT... it turned me on when he did so I didn't mind. So as I stated I was lonely and horny and I let the family dog hump my leg. I would typically tell him to stop because that's kind of what I was taught to say... but this time I let him hump away. I was fully naked on my bed and I presented my leg to him and that boy went to town. That first time feeling the wetness from his precum (anytime he humped my leg prior I had been wearing pants or too young to recall it) had me VERY excited.

There were many more experiences with that dog (and a few others) over the years with many more stories that could be told. He was a great companion!
 
Flint said:
The a transformation fetish isn't really something I can explain well. There is just something about the anatomical transformation, you know, the growing of fur, shifting of joints, growing claws, just getting a new body, abandoning humanity, if I had the opportunity to become my fursona in real life, I would instantly take it. I really don't enjoy being human, but there isn't likely to be a way to change that any time soon, unless there is some insane breakthrough in genetics. My attraction is strange when it comes to lions and tigers since I'm a furry, I don't like furries with human penises, since I'm straight for humans, I don't really get anything out of it, Here's a list of lions and tigers ranked with relatively anatomically correct parts. It is ordered like this 1. Anthro Tiger (F) 2. Anthro Lion (M) 3. Anthro Tiger (M) 4. Feral Lion (M) 5. Feral Tiger (M) 6. Feral Tiger (F) 7. Anthro Lion (F) 8. Feral Lion (F)

I have even had commission artwork done of my ideal partner, I'm glad to share if anyone wants to see.
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In the same way that people are transgender, I guess people are "trans-species" as well -- when someone is "trans-species", they feel they don't belong within the species they were born into (human).
 
Me? Well, not from the start. But as a teen I used to get a warm tingly feeling in my cock when watching animals mating, especially the big cats, and dogs walking down the street with big swaying nut sacks. Then I put my fertile imagination to work, and began imagining mounting a big furry female dog or lioness or tigress. and what her vagina felt like wrapped around my penis ... and off we go. A big step forward for me was reading the beautifully poetic story "Lioness" by Tall Thin Jones. So far, ironically, I have never actually mated with an animal yet, the chance has never come, although I have masturbated and humped a few dogs. :-( But I still have my imagination ... ! :)
 
davidszoo said:
I was raised up on a ranch/farm,and saw my older sisters with our dogs,& some of the farm animals,so, I suppose I felt it to be a very natural thing from the beginning. So, I became active before puberty .

My first girlfriend was a zoo also.So,this has always been a way of life for me .
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Lucky you.
Ghetto Fabulous, would be the term I would have used back in 2000. Taught high school in those years.
 
Many years go, little-aqua was sometimes dragged along to big-sibling’s riding lessons when no sitter could be found. Supervision was poor. On one such occasion I wandered off to look at the horses in the stalls and the paddocks, and found one who turned out to be a stallion. I was the perfect height to look through the wooden slats, and when I did, I suddenly had an unobstructed view between his legs and could see his penis, eye-level and barely more than a meter away. I was transfixed. And after a minute, as though he sensed my attention, I got a full demonstration.

I left a minute or two later, heart pounding and giddy, a different person. Before then my concept of horses was "mostly brown and kind of smelly." It would be years before I gained the vocabulary for everything that happened and what I felt, and MUCH longer before I discovered the reason. I was very aware of the extreme intimacy of what I watched, and hid it from everyone. But the experience never caused me any distress or confusion or guilt, it was just... private. Special. Not to be shared. Even now it feels weird to write it down.

So yes, given my visceral reaction and how early in life this occurred, I'm quite sure I was born this way.

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Barb Dwyer said:
Animals have consistently treated me better and with more honesty than humans. I honestly pity those people who see only humans as potential partners (and usually exclusively heterosexual at that). To put it simply, that narrows one's choices. They allow themselves to be trapped in a social construct which restricts them.
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You're suggesting that hetero people choose not to be gay or zoo because of social constructs? what?
 
I grew up very sheltered and had made really good friends with my pets on the farm. I’d regularly try to play with my dogs and tried playing with my horses. I didn’t know people really had sex with animals until I got old enough to be into porn. So once I did, I wanted to but was always scared. I didn’t successfully have a zoo experience until I met my boyfriend about 9 months ago. I’m addicted to the lifestyle now.
 
Well, I have always felt more comfortable and more free around non human animals. I understood them where I did not understand humans very well. Not their words. I understood what people were saying. It was all the social and emotional stuff. My first sexual thoughts were for other animals. I was told it was wrong and even evil and I taught myself to have attraction to humans. In part by deciding to look at them as animals. I studied their behavior so I could be social. Now sometimes I feel like I understand them too well and so my attraction to them has been waning. I tried so hard to be not this for so long and it was always there. I came to realize that other animals have been there for me consistently not judging and they have been a big part of what helped pull me out of some very dark places. I am not sure if I am good or worthy but I am better and kinder than I would be without them. So right or wrong it is just part of who I am.
 
You're suggesting that hetero people choose not to be gay or zoo because of social constructs? what?
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No, but I would say that social constructs compel some potentially gay or zoo people to suppress those drives and live an apparently hetero life fighting those parts of themselves.
 
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