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Feeling of guilt

I don't feel guilty for liking animals to the degree that I am. But I do have constant guilty, doubtful intrusive thoughts that perhaps my zoo behavior is somehow low-key damaging for my dog in some way or other (and potentially to other animals I'd interact with), either directly or indirectly. If I'm not exhausting myself trying to rationally resolve whether action X or Y wasn't "a little rapey" of me to do, it's ideas like "because of having a sexual fixation on me, the dog will now miss out on having pups and a family of their own".
 
yeeah, a lot. i have anxiety since i can remember, i think its related to that so i try to just ignore it, which not always help.
 
kerijane said:
I have plenty of guilt but none of it over who I lick, who I suck or who pumps himself into me. We’re all animals and none of us gets to choose what we want. For me it’s easier to enjoy my nature than to fight what I am.
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Excellent. You said all that perfectly.
 
This is copied from my post in the introductions section.

I'm from Ohio, new to the forum. I'm 19. For years i had no interest in girls, about 6 years ago I saw the rear end of horses and cows at the state fair, and that's where it all started. I felt something I had never felt before, and I tried to ignore it, and suppressed it for many years. I never told anyone, and I hated myself for it all those years. I'm not suicudal at all, but this one thing would get me down to those thoughts, though I'd never do it, at times it seemed like the only solution. About 2 years ago I accepted that my preferences were not going to change, so I accepted it. This is my first time telling anyone, even online. I was raised in a family where this would be completely unacceptable. Only about a month ago did I begin to hate myself a little less for it, after seeing some posts relating to it on another forum, and all the positive views and comments on it. Thanks for letting me join.
 
lanieQ said:
I'll be honest. I often do. I think because of the world we live in, and the niggling fear that I am doing something wrong. I can often rationalize things, how we as humans do far, far worse to our animal companions and the fact that I enjoy pleasuring them is pretty low on the offense spectrum, but still it is ingrained in me to feel shame over something I've tried to change over and over.

If you had a choice would you not be a zoo? Sometimes I think I might. If it was a simple switch I would choose to be "normal"-- whatever that is. But I guess I really have no choice in this matter so I try to accept myself more. Some days are easier than others.
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i would be zoo love it right from the frist time i did it.if we can eat them then why cant we have sex with them.
 
I've definitely struggled with feeling guilty over being into zoo. I've been a furry for as long as I can remember and over time I slowly began to realize I was into more than just anthropomorphic animals. Initially I had no issues with looking at feral furry art, but eventually it escalated into zoo. At one point, I had an incident where I was masturbating on my bathroom floor and the family dog managed to push the door open and began to enthusiastically lick me. I allowed myself a couple of seconds of pure bliss and then it hit me what was happening and I began to hate myself for allowing that to ever happen.

I felt guilty about that incident for years, and after it happened I tried multiple times to suppress my desires and tried to control what I would look at and what I would fantasize about. Of course, it never worked, and I always "relapsed" and I began to fall into a vicious cycle of being super into it and then hating myself for it afterwards. There were points where I debated ending my life over it because I felt like I was too sick for redemption.

It's been a mental struggle, but I'm finally at a point where I accept myself for who I am. There are way too many horrible things happening in the world for me to feel like I'm a monster for wanting to make love to animals. I fully embrace my sexual preferences and I would never want to change because of how far I've come. Embracing the fact that I'm into zoo has made me a much more open-minded person than I used to be and I wouldn't be willing to give that up for the sake of being "normal" by society's standards.
 
Not feeling guilt at all.... That's a personal/private thing... i am not doing anything wrong, just loving my dog and having sex with him, we are both happy so why would i feel guilt? It's my pussy and i put what i want in it. Simply as that.
 
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I knew that I liked boys and men long before I was old enough to articulate it. Being brought up by a very puritanical family especially my mother, sex in itself was something that I was made to feel guilty about from the beginning. Masturbation was a high crime and punishable by long enemas and lectures about what a little pervert I was. A neighbor's male dog took an interest in me which eventually led to my first animal experience at around 13 years old and lasted until I went away to college. Of course, I felt guilty, but I still sought him out time after time. As sick as it sounds, guilt has become inexorably intertwined into my sexuality. While away at college I finally crossed that line that I had drawn in my mind. I was finally mated by a male dog for the first time. I was never able to tell any of my gay boyfriends and so I tucked this part away for years. Several times I have compartmentalized this part of me, only to have it come roaring back when the opportunity fell my way. The butterflies and the queasy sick feeling in the pit of my stomach when I know that I'm going to be presented with the opportunity and have to decide inevitably gives way to the incredible safe and total feel of release as soon as I'm being dominated by a male dog. It's something that I have to hide from my partner because I am nearly always his "top" in our sex life. Although he's a former country boy, he is very old fashioned in a lot of ways. I've made hints and jokes but have never gotten a green light from him on the subject. Long story even longer, yes I always feel a certain amount of guilt, but it is also a part of my sexual enjoyment. I feel as though I'm pretty fucked up. Luckily I do have one zoo friend that I met on a sex chat line where I could be myself. We've developed a long-distance bond and talk almost daily and not just about zoo topics. His friendship is one of the only things that keep me even-keeled. I love my partner and would never want to hurt or lose him. Pretty fucked up isn't it?
 
echotwink said:
I used to, and it was only just after I would have an orgasm, but not anymore. I think it was mostly an acceptance thing, or at least it was for me
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I would only feel guilty sometimes after I came as well… It wasn't until my current girls fourth heat cycle did I see how much a Bitch in heat wants anything inside her all day for like 7-12 days straight that I realised she was horny slut out of heat as well.. I've helped two ladies out irl after long talks online and I've met with another man with a bitch of his own... long story short if you have the option of seeing a lady knotted by a K9 or Sex with a someone else female K9... Go with the K9 Pussy at least once the show of a lady being knotted isn't as good as you'd think... it's far more of a benefit for the lady lol ( I'll be blunt, I love a good cream pie and a cream pie delivered by animals who'd just out of lust and any wholes a goal rules had the best cream pie endings in porn in my opinion)
 
I have always felt guilty about my desires for my dogs. It seems like every day I am told that I am a freak or degenerate for my attractions. I am still recovering from all of this.
 
chaosbeliever said:
I have always felt guilty about my desires for my dogs. It seems like every day I am told that I am a freak or degenerate for my attractions. I am still recovering from all of this.
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Don't listen to the majority -- they are wrong. Just because a majority of people think something doesn't necessarily mean it is right. Interspecies sex, when it involves a human, is just like other kinds of interspecies sex -- it is simply one animal (human) having sex with a being of a different species. Interspecies sex is not morally wrong.
 
I do not understand why some feel guilt
If you love it, they love it, neither is forced, neither is harmed .... both wish to do it again ... why is it wrong, because most think so, because god says so.
It is not worng simply because some think EEEEEWWWW
Somethings in life you have to simply go with your heart.
Fuck what uneducated morons and religious zealots think.
Think for yourself
 
arcticwolf69 said:
I do not understand why some feel guilt
If you love it, they love it, neither is forced, neither is harmed .... both wish to do it again ... why is it wrong, because most think so, because god says so.
It is not worng simply because some think EEEEEWWWW
Somethings in life you have to simply go with your heart.
Fuck what uneducated morons and religious zealots think.
Think for yourself
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I agree with what you're saying, the hard part for me, and I think some others, is that I was raised in a religion. Therefore this is difficult for me to accept. The only time I don't feel guilt is the rare times I'm able to get distracted enough to stop thinking about it. Sometimes that's a few hours, and sometimes, but very rarely, a few days.
 
220licco said:
I agree with what you're saying, the hard part for me, and I think some others, is that I was raised in a religion. Therefore this is difficult for me to accept. The only time I don't feel guilt is the rare times I'm able to get distracted enough to stop thinking about it. Sometimes that's a few hours, and sometimes, but very rarely, a few days.
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I was raised baptist ..... There are many references in the bible of people and kings committing SERIOUS sins, like murder, idolatry, ect. Those people were forgiven for their sins, simply by being repentant and asking for forgiveness.
If the absolute worst sinners in history can be forgiven, do you not think a god that loves you can not forgive you as well, for simply loving an animal?
Do you think God cursed us with our feelings for animals, KNOWING we will never be able to completely deny our feelings or act upon them?
Some of my relationships with animals have been the greatest moments in my life. At times in my life, my companion at the time is the only thing that kept me forcing myself to go on in life... not for myself, but for them.
For me it has never been a curse, it has always been a gift that enriched my life and gave me hope when there was none.
Do you honestly think God can accept mass murders of Christians, and not us, if we truly care about the animals feelings and wants as much as our own?
That wouldn't be much of a true father who cares about his children
 
arcticwolf69 said:
I was raised baptist ..... There are many references in the bible of people and kings committing SERIOUS sins, like murder, idolatry, ect. Those people were forgiven for their sins, simply by being repentant and asking for forgiveness.
If the absolute worst sinners in history can be forgiven, do you not think a god that loves you can not forgive you as well, for simply loving an animal?
Do you think God cursed us with our feelings for animals, KNOWING we will never be able to completely deny our feelings or act upon them?
Some of my relationships with animals have been the greatest moments in my life. At times in my life, my companion at the time is the only thing that kept me forcing myself to go on in life... not for myself, but for them.
For me it has never been a curse, it has always been a gift that enriched my life and gave me hope when there was none.
Do you honestly think God can accept mass murders of Christians, and not us, if we truly care about the animals feelings and wants as much as our own?
That wouldn't be much of a true father who cares about his children
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I hope it is simple like this, but to me there is a difference between being forgiven for a sin, and committing sins with the intention of being forgiven. I do like your view though, it is a more positive one. I want to believe it, then I think about what everyone in my life would say if they knew about my zoo preferences, and it is definitely not as accepting and positive.
 
220licco said:
I hope it is simple like this, but to me there is a difference between being forgiven for a sin, and committing sins with the intention of being forgiven. I do like your view though, it is a more positive one. I want to believe it, then I think about what everyone in my life would say if they knew about my zoo preferences, and it is definitely not as accepting and positive.
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Think about this .... how many of those same people have or do things in their life that you could never be accepting of. Accept yourself, for who and what you are. They have no real right to judge you any more then you have to judge them.
It does not really matter, or at least should not matter much if they accept you or not. Do not tell them your private life, they have no need to know.
Don't do anything stupid to get caught, and they never will.
It is your life to live, in the ways that makes you happy. It is not your life to live to make others happy, that are not a significant part of your life.
What good is it to live a life that makes others happy if you are miserable? Do you really wish to live a miserable life? Life is too short, and often hard and not much fun. Enjoy the things you can while you can. Cherish those moments in life that truly makes you happy. Never let others take those cherished moments from you simply because they do not think you have a right to have enjoyed them.
Memories of great times are never forgotten no matter how hard life gets. It is these moments that make life worth living.
 
Constantly been a struggle, especially as young person - mostly because how I felt I was SUPPOSED to behave/think/love. But now (and really this is a result of having been in a zoo-inclusive relationship) much more and mores self-acceptance. I think we all fear judgement and rejection - being shunned and outed can be traumatizing, just like being accepted and known is a basic human need. By having to hide this part of ourselves from the folks we should be closest with, we only set ourselves up for trauma and disappointment.

But take hope. It's a part of you for as long as you want/need it to be - whether it's forward and exciting, or hidden in the background and suppressed. Respect your own needs to be known, try not to deny yourself, try to keep your partner close enough to know this about you (it's more likely than not that they have something they feel ashamed over, too. It might not be zooish, but they do understand shame... and how desire is not alway something for public consumption). Make sure your relationships are based on respect, that they are supportive and positive, and you'll go far at washing away shame or guilt around all of this.

I think you'll find that the burden of being a zoo is outweighed by the rewards.

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arcticwolf69 said:
Think about this .... how many of those same people have or do things in their life that you could never be accepting of. Accept yourself, for who and what you are. They have no real right to judge you any more then you have to judge them.
It does not really matter, or at least should not matter much if they accept you or not. Do not tell them your private life, they have no need to know.
Don't do anything stupid to get caught, and they never will.
It is your life to live, in the ways that makes you happy. It is not your life to live to make others happy, that are not a significant part of your life.
What good is it to live a life that makes others happy if you are miserable? Do you really wish to live a miserable life? Life is too short, and often hard and not much fun. Enjoy the things you can while you can. Cherish those moments in life that truly makes you happy. Never let others take those cherished moments from you simply because they do not think you have a right to have enjoyed them.
Memories of great times are never forgotten no matter how hard life gets. It is these moments that make life worth living.
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According to the things I've been taught, by family and society, my family and friends are far closer to perfection than I am. They are living the life intended for them, getting married, having kids, being attracted to who they're "supposed" to be. It's hard to shake that feeling that I would be a disappointment and outcast to everyone I know, even when it makes me happy. I've done a great job staying positive superficially, but it's a struggle that I've been dealing with for years, and it only gets harder as the years pass, why I'm still not dating, getting married, or even making an attempt. It was easier when I was younger, but the excuses are losing their effects. I was in a relationship for a year, and forced myself off zoo stuff the entire time just so I didn't feel guilty. It worked but I knew it wouldn't work forever. For years I was convinced I could force myself on the "right" path by constantly working to censor my thoughts and what I watched. It didn't work at all, although I felt less guilty during that year. I want to feel like I'm not doing anything wrong, but at this point I'm not sure if I can.
 
lanieQ said:
I'll be honest. I often do. I think because of the world we live in, and the niggling fear that I am doing something wrong. I can often rationalize things, how we as humans do far, far worse to our animal companions and the fact that I enjoy pleasuring them is pretty low on the offense spectrum, but still it is ingrained in me to feel shame over something I've tried to change over and over.

If you had a choice would you not be a zoo? Sometimes I think I might. If it was a simple switch I would choose to be "normal"-- whatever that is. But I guess I really have no choice in this matter so I try to accept myself more. Some days are easier than others.
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I feel shame and guilt all the dog-damned time. No matter how much positivity I surround myself with the difficulty remains. But I wouldn't change it.
 
I would have liked to feel sexual desire for women. I really like women but sexually I can't perform. On the other hand, even the slightest touch of a male dog can make my penis soar for hours. I don't feel any kind of guilt, but yes, maybe I'd be even happier enjoying women in a sexual way.
 
Maldoror said:
I would have liked to feel sexual desire for women. I really like women but sexually I can't perform. On the other hand, even the slightest touch of a male dog can make my penis soar for hours. I don't feel any kind of guilt, but yes, maybe I'd be even happier enjoying women in a sexual way.
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I used to feel this way exactly. I used to beg and pray to be 'normal', I would always try to stop looking at or thinking about animals that way, but now I like it. After telling my friend, he said a few days later that I was one of most interesting people he hangs out with, and that it was fun. I think this helped me a lot. I still have some guilt, but it's mostly over how my family would feel, and dealing with that in the future. Not as much self hate. I had some low points over the years, and I'm glad to say I think I'm past the worst. Maybe my family would be happier if I were interested in women sexually, but I certainly wouldn't. At least they don't know, and that can't hurt them.
 
I mean if I were too feel guilt over being a zoosexual it means that I feel bad for the things I do, and I just don't. Before I discovered zoosexuality, I had thought of myself as asexual because I was never attracted to women or men, however I was constantly masturbating and felt a deep desire for romance. So I was confused, but then I found zoosexuality and everything clicked into place.

I know consider myself a bisexual zoo, in a loving and highly sexual committed relationship with my 2 boys.
 
In a word... NO.

Human's are sluts! Women and men alike!
Why should I feel bad, because scociety isn't accepting of it.

Fuck society! I have said it b4 I'll say it Agin.

Who are you?
What matters to you?
What do you want?

Thats the Only thing that matters in life! Are them three things! Screw everything else.
 
Do i feel guilt over my sexuality. Yeah all the time. Doesnt get easier to deal with but ya learn to be numb to it.
 
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