This is pretty much the same post I intended to make on here
As for me, yes, the feeling of guilt often digs itself into my psyche. Mainly due to religious matters, because well, what if?
I do have the fear in me.
I don't want to go into too much detail, so people with similiar stuff don't have a panick attack thinking about it.
I have denied my zoophilia for a long time, making excuses and empty promises. But one day, I accepted it. I knew that I was lying to myself, and facing it head on will save me from going deeper down the rabbit hole.
What calms me down, is that I was born like this. I didn't choose to be a zoophile.