Hello. My husband and I have been in the swinger/sharing lifestyle for almost 25 years. In recent years, our relationship has transitioned to "open" for both of us, as he is out of the country most of the year.
Earlier this year, a close female friend, also in the lifestyle, asked me if I ever fantasized about horse-cock. I thought she meant very hung men, but she quickly explained her point and we discussed this for a couple of hours, mostly her answering my questions. Even the moment I understood she was talkng about actual horses, I found myself strangely aroused by the thought. We had many discussions about this subject over the next month, and she admitted that for the past two years, she had not only given blowjobs to horses but had also taken a horse cock in her vagina. She did not hold back any details, and after each conversation I found myself more intrigued and aroused than before.
Long story short, she connected me with the man who has been providing this "service". She trusts him 100% and I trust her the same. She told me that I know others who take part in his offerings, but they wish to remain unknown for obvious privacy concerns. He has been doing this for over 30 years. His farm is less than 30 minutes from our home. My husband is aware of everything, and while not encouraging me, he is okay with whatever decision I make.
For the past three months, I have communicated with this man by email, and more recently by phone and video chat. The fetish is alive inside me, but I just can't seem to pull the trigger and set up a live meeting. I want to try, but feel it is just so wrong. I would like some advice from others who have done it, to try and understand how you felt after. I am scared of having a huge regret that I will have to live with forever.
Earlier this year, a close female friend, also in the lifestyle, asked me if I ever fantasized about horse-cock. I thought she meant very hung men, but she quickly explained her point and we discussed this for a couple of hours, mostly her answering my questions. Even the moment I understood she was talkng about actual horses, I found myself strangely aroused by the thought. We had many discussions about this subject over the next month, and she admitted that for the past two years, she had not only given blowjobs to horses but had also taken a horse cock in her vagina. She did not hold back any details, and after each conversation I found myself more intrigued and aroused than before.
Long story short, she connected me with the man who has been providing this "service". She trusts him 100% and I trust her the same. She told me that I know others who take part in his offerings, but they wish to remain unknown for obvious privacy concerns. He has been doing this for over 30 years. His farm is less than 30 minutes from our home. My husband is aware of everything, and while not encouraging me, he is okay with whatever decision I make.
For the past three months, I have communicated with this man by email, and more recently by phone and video chat. The fetish is alive inside me, but I just can't seem to pull the trigger and set up a live meeting. I want to try, but feel it is just so wrong. I would like some advice from others who have done it, to try and understand how you felt after. I am scared of having a huge regret that I will have to live with forever.