24F and feeling guilty...

tilladilla said:
Hey everyone. I've got to prepare for work so I won't have time to write much... here goes: I'm Tilla. 24, female (AFAB). And nowadays it seems like the only thing I can get off to is zoo stuff. When I was younger, in my preteens, I tried something with a dog I was dogsitting. He was well-endowed, but since I was pre-teen, I was afraid to put him inside.
Now I'm of course older. I've dreamed of getting stuffed with a fat knot for a really long time. I used to watch zoo stuff every once in a while years ago, but the guilt always got to me... and yet I still masturbated and came. :)
I've been with my partner for years now, and just a few months ago, I admitted to him that I had "read some erotic stories" about a dog. He admitted to me that he used to get off to reading that sort of stuff in his college years. I then went a little further, and admitted to him that while we were dating, I had watched some female+dog stuff... He got super hard, which was hot and exciting for me! I told him I would show him the video some day and I still haven't. But I told him ultimately that I wasn't interested in trying that stuff.
What he doesn't know, however, is that I've signed up to this forum, and that I still want to be stuffed by a dog. When we do things doggy-style, I tend to imagine, yknow... a dog. Hah. Which leads me to a question... is it cheating if you get stuffed by a knot without telling your partner? I was curious, because I want to try it so badly... but I don't think he would be into it unless it was a dire situation -- like his dick suddenly vanished. I doubt I'll ever get to try... but dream about it daily.

At any rate, I will be posting here and there. I have a few videos I want to share and am excited to find likeminded individuals. Like I said, I feel guilty for hiding this stuff from my partner, but he's such a sweet guy.
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I want to try so bad too. I have a really supportive partner, and I'm glad yours isn't completely freaked out.
 
Hi and welcome. Nothing to be feeling guilty about. Your the same as the rest if us. Who on earth wants to be vanilla when you are born to be Zoo? Enjoy...its a beautiful thing I would never want to be any different.
 
calikennelmaster said:
OK so REAL TALK.. you are absolutely correct. I had to reread what you wrote and then check to make sure the post wasnt edited because I thought for sure you had said they found zoo porn on her phone after a stop for a dui. as in >not pictures of her doing it,<. i must have been in a post doggy coital haze and my brain was just filling in details my eyes were just scanning.
so yes, f you have pics of yourself fucking dogs on your phone and the cops find it.. you can count on picking up a case. same goes for if and when they hit the internet.
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All good, mis-understandings happen but I think we're on the same page now.


calikennelmaster said:
other then that, i would just like to point out my frustration at you and so many others, over the years, who have never been able to successfully integrate other people and animals into your lives and maintain good or successful relationships... and never offer anything of value besides be careful or its illegal to these discussions. never any ideas, tips, tricks, methods, or anything else that you have either come up with , or have worked for you regarding these situations.
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Ya know the reason why I don't try to successfully integrate other people in to my life with Max... BECAUSE ITS FUCKING ILLEGAL AND I DONT WANT TO GO TO JAIL!
Bringing someone else into that aspect of my life is handing them a way to ruin the rest of my life at any point. Having seen what has happened to women locally... JFC... I am going to do everything I possibly can to make sure that shit NEVER happens to me.
Whatever amount of trust you'd have to have to give someone that level of control over the fate of your life... is a level of trust I'd never be able to give to another person.
That's why, at least for myself, its a 100% "Hell No" on that possibility in life.
I happen to like most of my life, I've worked hard for it. And I don't want to risk someone else getting mad and making a poor decision in a fit of emotional rage which destroys me and the rest of my life.
Until beastiality is not illegal... I will not entertain ever opening up about this to someone.

The reason I warn people about its illegality is because I don't want to see people get their lives utterly fucking ruined by trusting the wrong person with it. I care more for peoples well being than offering advice which if they take... could end up fucking their lives up.

Sorry... but that's just the way I see it. If you wanna get pissed at me and others for not wanting people to ruin their lives... ok then... get pissed at me (us).

Are there times when people have done this and it hasn't ruined their lives... sure. But that's like saying "Some people have done cocaine and it hasn't ruined their life so don't warn people about the dangers of cocaine."
 
TammCa said:
In my opinion if he became aroused from you telling him these things, I see no reason why he would not feel the same about you perhaps wanting to try it. Just say something like > What would you think if I ever wanted to try something like that and gauge his reaction.
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That’s fuckin hot!! Super hard now!!
 
Hi everyone, I hope people who are genuinely interested maybe check the notification out!
Very recently I started sending him more and more 3D animated versions of bestiality, just to gauge his interests further. He really likes them, and just the other day, I offered to show him a video of "IRL stuff". His response was

"Oh wow... yes please. When you feel ready to share it."

I'm excited!! I'm going to make sure it's a special evening.
 
tilladilla said:
Hey everyone. I've got to prepare for work so I won't have time to write much... here goes: I'm Tilla. 24, female (AFAB). And nowadays it seems like the only thing I can get off to is zoo stuff. When I was younger, in my preteens, I tried something with a dog I was dogsitting. He was well-endowed, but since I was pre-teen, I was afraid to put him inside.
Now I'm of course older. I've dreamed of getting stuffed with a fat knot for a really long time. I used to watch zoo stuff every once in a while years ago, but the guilt always got to me... and yet I still masturbated and came. :)
I've been with my partner for years now, and just a few months ago, I admitted to him that I had "read some erotic stories" about a dog. He admitted to me that he used to get off to reading that sort of stuff in his college years. I then went a little further, and admitted to him that while we were dating, I had watched some female+dog stuff... He got super hard, which was hot and exciting for me! I told him I would show him the video some day and I still haven't. But I told him ultimately that I wasn't interested in trying that stuff.
What he doesn't know, however, is that I've signed up to this forum, and that I still want to be stuffed by a dog. When we do things doggy-style, I tend to imagine, yknow... a dog. Hah. Which leads me to a question... is it cheating if you get stuffed by a knot without telling your partner? I was curious, because I want to try it so badly... but I don't think he would be into it unless it was a dire situation -- like his dick suddenly vanished. I doubt I'll ever get to try... but dream about it daily.

At any rate, I will be posting here and there. I have a few videos I want to share and am excited to find likeminded individuals. Like I said, I feel guilty for hiding this stuff from my partner, but he's such a sweet guy.
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No it's not cheating. You both like it. Explore it
 
I don’t think it’s cheating as the emotional part is great… but different…
My bf seems 2 act weird if he found out I was with his dogs an he didn’t know… not jealous like.. but weird ( so probably a bit jealous)… as he likes watching me with dogs an helping if I need it..
It’s defs better when someone is there to help sometimes…
I hope everything u expect … comes true and it’s as wonderful as you hoped!🥰
 
tilladilla said:
Hey everyone. I've got to prepare for work so I won't have time to write much... here goes: I'm Tilla. 24, female (AFAB). And nowadays it seems like the only thing I can get off to is zoo stuff. When I was younger, in my preteens, I tried something with a dog I was dogsitting. He was well-endowed, but since I was pre-teen, I was afraid to put him inside.
Now I'm of course older. I've dreamed of getting stuffed with a fat knot for a really long time. I used to watch zoo stuff every once in a while years ago, but the guilt always got to me... and yet I still masturbated and came. :)
I've been with my partner for years now, and just a few months ago, I admitted to him that I had "read some erotic stories" about a dog. He admitted to me that he used to get off to reading that sort of stuff in his college years. I then went a little further, and admitted to him that while we were dating, I had watched some female+dog stuff... He got super hard, which was hot and exciting for me! I told him I would show him the video some day and I still haven't. But I told him ultimately that I wasn't interested in trying that stuff.
What he doesn't know, however, is that I've signed up to this forum, and that I still want to be stuffed by a dog. When we do things doggy-style, I tend to imagine, yknow... a dog. Hah. Which leads me to a question... is it cheating if you get stuffed by a knot without telling your partner? I was curious, because I want to try it so badly... but I don't think he would be into it unless it was a dire situation -- like his dick suddenly vanished. I doubt I'll ever get to try... but dream about it daily.

At any rate, I will be posting here and there. I have a few videos I want to share and am excited to find likeminded individuals. Like I said, I feel guilty for hiding this stuff from my partner, but he's such a sweet guy.
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I know I feel guilty and confused like I never did anything but I want to do it.. my fantasies are wild when it comes to sex with animals.
Does that make me a zoo?
 
I know that guilty feeling, been hiding it at home, as a teen I've messed around with a lot of small dogs only licking, and never considered penetration, but now I'm thinking about those little dicks and feeling so much regret 😖
 
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings about this, tilladilla. I wish my wife was like you in this aspect as well.
 
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