@Chfr707 I have been zoo for over 50 years, yes I have felt guilty, ashamed and weird over the years, have I been able to change or stop my love or lust for animals, no! have I tried to repress my sexuality yes has it worked nope. Has Zooville helped me yes a lot, wish we had ZV 40 years ago my life would have been way different. Accepting who/how I am has been a long process, knowing that I am not the only one on the planet also helps. there are lots of good people here, we are all only scum in the eyes of most societies, we are not that, just misunderstood, I do not condone any cruelty or forcing of animals. Stay safe have fun and good luck learning who you are