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Kittenclaws

Kittenclaws

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I am a 30-year-old submissive woman from Florida with no experience in this. I have been watching for years and have wanted to take the step from a watcher to a doer. I have my reservations about things. I don't think that it's easy. And honestly, at times, I don't feel normal. I want to understand myself in a deeper, primal sense. I want to explore what it feels like to be a bitch underneath a male dog, or to be the mare to a stallion for a day. I'm contradictory in the fact that I want it to hurt, but I am afraid it will hurt. I think by this I mean that I am afraid it will hurt more than I want it to. I like pain, so that's neither here nor there. I just don't want it to hurt more than I can handle.

I also have this vision of my first experience being tied to a coffee table or a stool, something that puts me into position, but I can't just escape. I say this because I am afraid, I would try to chicken out at the last moment, and I want to be 'forced' into this. I want this to be my decision, but someone else's decision, if that makes sense, and I hope it does.
 
You will find many supportive voices here. Ask questions, look at the forums, and you will have a good place to learn more.
 
Kittenclaws said:
I am a 30-year-old submissive woman from Florida with no experience in this. I have been watching for years and have wanted to take the step from a watcher to a doer. I have my reservations about things. I don't think that it's easy. And honestly, at times, I don't feel normal. I want to understand myself in a deeper, primal sense. I want to explore what it feels like to be a bitch underneath a male dog, or to be the mare to a stallion for a day. I'm contradictory in the fact that I want it to hurt, but I am afraid it will hurt. I think by this I mean that I am afraid it will hurt more than I want it to. I like pain, so that's neither here nor there. I just don't want it to hurt more than I can handle.

I also have this vision of my first experience being tied to a coffee table or a stool, something that puts me into position, but I can't just escape. I say this because I am afraid, I would try to chicken out at the last moment, and I want to be 'forced' into this. I want this to be my decision, but someone else's decision, if that makes sense, and I hope it does.
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As an experinced owner, happy to provide comments from our perspective and experience, on any question you might have. . . .
 
Welcome similar age guy here at 33 and an owner grew up in the Orlando area myself but currently in Virginia
 
Kittenclaws said:
I am a 30-year-old submissive woman from Florida with no experience in this. I have been watching for years and have wanted to take the step from a watcher to a doer. I have my reservations about things. I don't think that it's easy. And honestly, at times, I don't feel normal. I want to understand myself in a deeper, primal sense. I want to explore what it feels like to be a bitch underneath a male dog, or to be the mare to a stallion for a day. I'm contradictory in the fact that I want it to hurt, but I am afraid it will hurt. I think by this I mean that I am afraid it will hurt more than I want it to. I like pain, so that's neither here nor there. I just don't want it to hurt more than I can handle.

I also have this vision of my first experience being tied to a coffee table or a stool, something that puts me into position, but I can't just escape. I say this because I am afraid, I would try to chicken out at the last moment, and I want to be 'forced' into this. I want this to be my decision, but someone else's decision, if that makes sense, and I hope it does.
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Welcome, Kittenclaws! This is the place for you! I have been here on the site for just over a day and have been absolutely blown away by the love and support most of this community shares for each other. I hope that you get to explore your sexual desires with a male dog or a stallion. I have no experience in that regard, but there are plenty of people on here that do. Warmest welcome!!
 
Liam Stephens said:
As an experinced owner, happy to provide comments from our perspective and experience, on any question you might have. . . .
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that would be nice. I will certainly take all the tips I can get. I want to attempt it, but it's a scary thing to think about trying. I just don't know what makes it so scary. Maybe the fear of actually enjoying it once it happens. I don't know.
 
Kittenclaws said:
I am a 30-year-old submissive woman from Florida with no experience in this. I have been watching for years and have wanted to take the step from a watcher to a doer. I have my reservations about things. I don't think that it's easy. And honestly, at times, I don't feel normal. I want to understand myself in a deeper, primal sense. I want to explore what it feels like to be a bitch underneath a male dog, or to be the mare to a stallion for a day. I'm contradictory in the fact that I want it to hurt, but I am afraid it will hurt. I think by this I mean that I am afraid it will hurt more than I want it to. I like pain, so that's neither here nor there. I just don't want it to hurt more than I can handle.

I also have this vision of my first experience being tied to a coffee table or a stool, something that puts me into position, but I can't just escape. I say this because I am afraid, I would try to chicken out at the last moment, and I want to be 'forced' into this. I want this to be my decision, but someone else's decision, if that makes sense, and I hope it does.
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Hello and welcome Kitten, hope you find what you're looking for. Im an owner and more than happy to share our experiences
 
TheGoatSister said:
Welcome, Kittenclaws! This is the place for you! I have been here on the site for just over a day and have been absolutely blown away by the love and support most of this community shares for each other. I hope that you get to explore your sexual desires with a male dog or a stallion. I have no experience in that regard, but there are plenty of people on here that do. Warmest welcome!!
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Thank you I hope I do too. I really want to talk to others and get perspectives on things before diving into things headfirst.
 
Kittenclaws said:
Thank you I hope I do too. I really want to talk to others and get perspectives on things before diving into things headfirst.
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Of course, it's always good to take things slow! I am actually a virgin, and thus I'd value taking things slow, making sure I am completely ready, and not jumping to sex right off the bat.
 
Kittenclaws said:
I am a 30-year-old submissive woman from Florida with no experience in this. I have been watching for years and have wanted to take the step from a watcher to a doer. I have my reservations about things. I don't think that it's easy. And honestly, at times, I don't feel normal. I want to understand myself in a deeper, primal sense. I want to explore what it feels like to be a bitch underneath a male dog, or to be the mare to a stallion for a day. I'm contradictory in the fact that I want it to hurt, but I am afraid it will hurt. I think by this I mean that I am afraid it will hurt more than I want it to. I like pain, so that's neither here nor there. I just don't want it to hurt more than I can handle.

I also have this vision of my first experience being tied to a coffee table or a stool, something that puts me into position, but I can't just escape. I say this because I am afraid, I would try to chicken out at the last moment, and I want to be 'forced' into this. I want this to be my decision, but someone else's decision, if that makes sense, and I hope it does.
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Welcome 🤠

Get to know other people and make friends. Most of the people on here are good and friendly. But as with anything, there are some bad apples amongst us, so be cautious.

Above all else, have safe fun! ☺️
 
Kittenclaws said:
I am a 30-year-old submissive woman from Florida with no experience in this. I have been watching for years and have wanted to take the step from a watcher to a doer. I have my reservations about things. I don't think that it's easy. And honestly, at times, I don't feel normal. I want to understand myself in a deeper, primal sense. I want to explore what it feels like to be a bitch underneath a male dog, or to be the mare to a stallion for a day. I'm contradictory in the fact that I want it to hurt, but I am afraid it will hurt. I think by this I mean that I am afraid it will hurt more than I want it to. I like pain, so that's neither here nor there. I just don't want it to hurt more than I can handle.

I also have this vision of my first experience being tied to a coffee table or a stool, something that puts me into position, but I can't just escape. I say this because I am afraid, I would try to chicken out at the last moment, and I want to be 'forced' into this. I want this to be my decision, but someone else's decision, if that makes sense, and I hope it does.
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Welcome 🤗 😘 You'll have toms of knotty fun here. 😛
 
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