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Kittenclaws said:
I am a 30-year-old submissive woman from Florida with no experience in this. I have been watching for years and have wanted to take the step from a watcher to a doer. I have my reservations about things. I don't think that it's easy. And honestly, at times, I don't feel normal. I want to understand myself in a deeper, primal sense. I want to explore what it feels like to be a bitch underneath a male dog, or to be the mare to a stallion for a day. I'm contradictory in the fact that I want it to hurt, but I am afraid it will hurt. I think by this I mean that I am afraid it will hurt more than I want it to. I like pain, so that's neither here nor there. I just don't want it to hurt more than I can handle.

I also have this vision of my first experience being tied to a coffee table or a stool, something that puts me into position, but I can't just escape. I say this because I am afraid, I would try to chicken out at the last moment, and I want to be 'forced' into this. I want this to be my decision, but someone else's decision, if that makes sense, and I hope it does.
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Hello! I hope you'll find your knot, and that it will be long, hard, painful (in the way you like it!), and able to totally blow your mind and your body!
 
Kittenclaws said:
I am a 30-year-old submissive woman from Florida with no experience in this. I have been watching for years and have wanted to take the step from a watcher to a doer. I have my reservations about things. I don't think that it's easy. And honestly, at times, I don't feel normal. I want to understand myself in a deeper, primal sense. I want to explore what it feels like to be a bitch underneath a male dog, or to be the mare to a stallion for a day. I'm contradictory in the fact that I want it to hurt, but I am afraid it will hurt. I think by this I mean that I am afraid it will hurt more than I want it to. I like pain, so that's neither here nor there. I just don't want it to hurt more than I can handle.

I also have this vision of my first experience being tied to a coffee table or a stool, something that puts me into position, but I can't just escape. I say this because I am afraid, I would try to chicken out at the last moment, and I want to be 'forced' into this. I want this to be my decision, but someone else's decision, if that makes sense, and I hope it does.
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Wow you Brave to get what you want
 
Kittenclaws said:
I am a 30-year-old submissive woman from Florida with no experience in this. I have been watching for years and have wanted to take the step from a watcher to a doer. I have my reservations about things. I don't think that it's easy. And honestly, at times, I don't feel normal. I want to understand myself in a deeper, primal sense. I want to explore what it feels like to be a bitch underneath a male dog, or to be the mare to a stallion for a day. I'm contradictory in the fact that I want it to hurt, but I am afraid it will hurt. I think by this I mean that I am afraid it will hurt more than I want it to. I like pain, so that's neither here nor there. I just don't want it to hurt more than I can handle.

I also have this vision of my first experience being tied to a coffee table or a stool, something that puts me into position, but I can't just escape. I say this because I am afraid, I would try to chicken out at the last moment, and I want to be 'forced' into this. I want this to be my decision, but someone else's decision, if that makes sense, and I hope it does.
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Welcome--being cautiously brave--and find your doggie bliss ;)
 
Kittenclaws said:
I am a 30-year-old submissive woman from Florida with no experience in this. I have been watching for years and have wanted to take the step from a watcher to a doer. I have my reservations about things. I don't think that it's easy. And honestly, at times, I don't feel normal. I want to understand myself in a deeper, primal sense. I want to explore what it feels like to be a bitch underneath a male dog, or to be the mare to a stallion for a day. I'm contradictory in the fact that I want it to hurt, but I am afraid it will hurt. I think by this I mean that I am afraid it will hurt more than I want it to. I like pain, so that's neither here nor there. I just don't want it to hurt more than I can handle.

I also have this vision of my first experience being tied to a coffee table or a stool, something that puts me into position, but I can't just escape. I say this because I am afraid, I would try to chicken out at the last moment, and I want to be 'forced' into this. I want this to be my decision, but someone else's decision, if that makes sense, and I hope it does.
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Be very careful here, since once you actually find yourself tied in position, "safe" words may not work. Take it slow...
if you're feeling it's going at a snails pace, slow down more. This is a step, once done, that cannot be undone.

You have a lot to lose if your partner is not trust-worthy. This little hobby is illegal in all the States and Territories, in one way or another, and in almost every Country. Never let anyone talk you into something you don't want....even you. Be sure, and stay safe.

That said:
Welcome to the Chickee, miss...Youll find a lot of good info, and some good people here...not everything is informative, not all users are trustworthy, though some are. The harmless ones are here to yank the crank, but there are also those with dangerous ideas and bad intent. Use your head. And the Mods ARE your friends. Glad you made it.
 
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