*UPDATE* from previous post titled, 'I know i could never tell my husband'.
My husband went through my phone and found my account and chats. I was mortified. He said that he didn't mind because 'it was just a fetish', but he didn't understand 'the lifestyle'. I was left pondering whether to jeopardize my marriage to live out my zoo fantasies or suppress it forever. I know a little extreme but, that's how my mind thinks.
My husband nonchalantly mentions this morning as he's waking up, that he thinks 'the fetish im into is kinda hot and he's been thinking about it'. OMG, I think I'm dreaming. Anyways a convo about this leads to me having the real chance for dream to become reality.
Finding this community has really been a great part of my journey. I'm so happy
