tired of hiding.

EIlirora

Tourist
i'm ealirel.
for the past maybe 1.5 years i've been watching beastiality porn. i haven't told anyone. i don't really have secrets, but this is the only secret i've had without telling absolutely anyone. you're the first ones i've told, with this post.
it started when i was browsing 4chan (which is a very rare occurance) and i came across a thread with the text "more like this?". the thread showed a woman being licked by a dog. it was my first ever encounter with beastiality. at first my reaction was, unsurprisingly, "what the fuck". then as time went by i couldn't get the video out of my head, and it made me feel things downstairs. so i went in incognito one day and did a search, probably just "beastiality porn" or something, and clicked my way into one page. it brought me straight to a video. this time of a woman using her hand to put a dogs cock into her. again i reacted negatively and immediately left the page, feeling like absolute shit. but just like the first time, i ended up getting curious later. so i searched some more. however i wasn't sure what is legal or not where i live (not in the us, but i don't wanna specify). so for a while i watched some beastiality hentai (hentai means porn in japanese, so that means anime porn in internet language). i figured it wouldn't hurt watching something that wasn't real. but at times i really wanted to see more of the real thing, so i went to duckduckgo, turned safe search off and searched for beastiality pictures and gifs. i thought that if i stayed on the search motor and didn't actually visit any page, the government wouldn't catch me.
eventually i learned that it's not illegal to watch beastiality porn.
but i still felt bad.
i got myself an app on my phone. some type of "quit your bad habits" app, where i would track how long i went without looking up beastiality. sometimes i did good for many weeks, then i'd have multiple days where i failed.
whenever i'd watch human porn, all i wanted was to see a girl get destroyed by a dog with a huge cock.
at last i came to just accept it. i must accept that i am really into beastiality porn.
i have never touched an animal inappropriately myself. i have no plans on doing it. i am just simply really into watching it.
human porn just doesn't do it for me most of the time. all i wanna see is dogs. occasionally horses.
my favorite videos are those where a dog willingly bangs a girl. i love when we get to see his throbbing cock afterwards, as well as while doing it. it's usually doggy style, but i do really love it the few times i come across dog x girl missionary. i do not like the videos where they hold the cock and use it as a dildo. i need the dog to do it by his own will (guided is okay, but no force). the past months i've also gotten more into guys doing it with female dogs. as well as dogs giving men blowjobs.
while dogs are definitely my number one animal to see in porn, the few videos where i see horses willingly fuck someone is also really fucking hot. not the videos where girls attempt to put the cock in them, only the ones where the horse gets up and actually puts his cock into her (or him). i haven't come across many videos like that though.
anyway.
this is what i'm into. i'm not comfortable sharing much details about myself, only about what i like. i'm glad to be here. gonna take a look at some videos in this forum.
i hope this place welcomes us that don't really identify as zoophile, but just enjoys the porn.
nice meeting you all.
 
Welcome!! I too have been secretly into this lifestyle for more than 2 decades. This is the first site I have ever joined towards it and it's been a little less than 2 weeks..

It'll shock you as you sift through the forums at how perfectly normal you are, just in an unforgiving society
 
Welcome I guess we are all a little oneside of centre. Enjoy what you like. We are a long time dead. This is a zoophililia and bestiary sites so you should be more than welcome to just enjoy the Porn of which there was plenty last time I looked. I have tried to repress this side of my sexualising for 50 years. I lost lol. Be safe take care and have fun cheers LL
 
Hello and welcome. Glad you've come to accept you are who you are. As long as you cause no harm, there's nothing wrong with that. Enjoy 😁
 
Welcome!! I too have been secretly into this lifestyle for more than 2 decades. This is the first site I have ever joined towards it and it's been a little less than 2 weeks..

It'll shock you as you sift through the forums at how perfectly normal you are, just in an unforgiving society
Its very nice to know that we aren't alone
 
Welcome, it's a really fun and fairly non judgemental site, as long as you steer away from American politics 😆😆
 
Back
Top