Hooray! I'm glad you're feeling a bit better. I'm starting to head that direction myself after chatting to a whole bunch of people, reading a bunch of stuff, etc. People here are all over the map in just about every way, how they talk, how they feel, what their lives are like, how the view their sexuality, etc so just listen to all you can and try to find the pieces that you think can work and apply to you. Different perspectives can really come together into something that feels like it was made for you, with your input and work of course.