I take off all my clothes, put on only my collar, put my hands on the floor and get down on all fours.
The first time I did it, I felt on an equal footing with him for the first time.
Since then the holidays have become long overdue
I was scared of myself as a bitch all day long.
I found TV, the internet, reading, music, friends, everything annoying.
It's been over ten years since then, and I'm no longer young, but I've never loved a human man so much.
I've had a lot of sex, but I haven't found a single human man that I consider special.
But I always wanted to be with my first husband (a male dog), and he is still very special to me.
I am a human woman who identifies as a bitch, an animal of a different species than human being .
Now, even when I'm alone, I wear a collar and crawl on all fours as a dog.
I feel very, very calm, relieved, and happy.
I don't need internet, TV or music then.
I walk and lie down as a bitch, drink water, eat food, and just urinate (I use the bathroom instead of the toilet, and the poop goes down the toilet).
I don't use my hands much, I just carry things with my mouth.
It's fun just to do that.
It still makes me happy to quietly recognize, "I'm a bitch, not a human woman, just a bitch."
I miss my first husband(a male dog), but I will never love a human man.
I've spent the last few years like that.
This may not be bestiality.