Unbelievable dog. One of the most intelligent observant gentle kind sweet dogs i have ever known.. Smart enough to actually understand i wanted him to pee on me.. And he did. But left bewildered why i would not follow through with his advances. Left sad and disappointed each and every time.
No what was done to us was totally wrong.
Top it off by being pushed to the side. Not only by them but another.. When all i wanted to do is reconcile. Made it worse..
He did let me watch him one more time.. I had to say sorry for my hurt mind also wasn't so kind..
His sad face i had to erase from my mind.
A much happier pup now resides in my mind. But the sad image of my girl as all came to pass has never been replaced. And when I returned with his scent she raced around the place for he to not be found.. She now hides under the bed at night since that one I returned. Who got hurt more me or her?
He had 7 months to help her. Talk with the family but for them not a word.
Wrong and unjust i just have to say. It has to come off my mind.
Suicide is no longer an option. My totem animals have been found in my path dead. In my belief this is a sign of change. A new animal has revealed itself. A coyote twice I've seen so far. A new path lies before me. May he help guide me through to eternal life. The past shall be laid to rest in ceremony. In honor of those lost.
