Hello,
I just realised this part of my life is now behind me, and I really want to move out. Although it was a wonderful time, I now aspire to live as I was meant to be, and embrace a really passionate life with my beloved wife and kids. I just want to turn the page.
I often used this forum as a relief for my sexual desires and urges but now I come to realise that I cannot keep this to me and live a double life.
I always have been passive, and will always be, because I know what I could have done once I crossed the line. I prefer to leave before my spirit and soul are definitely stained.
Sorry for the words, but they are mine. Not that I judge anyone in this community. But the real reason behind is that I realised I was not capable of having urges and keep doing stuffs alone trying to live a normal life in parallel. My mind isn't strong enough to keep things secrets from my family.
I chose my family and I really want this to work, so I will work on me trying to improve my capability of not seeing the world as a giant orgy, and seek for the good, simple and legit peace of mind.
Trying to see things as they are and not a possible scenario of a porn shoot. Trying to see people as true as possible and not imagine sexual intercourse for no reason.
Thanks to anyone I talked to in this forum and goodbye.
I just realised this part of my life is now behind me, and I really want to move out. Although it was a wonderful time, I now aspire to live as I was meant to be, and embrace a really passionate life with my beloved wife and kids. I just want to turn the page.
I often used this forum as a relief for my sexual desires and urges but now I come to realise that I cannot keep this to me and live a double life.
I always have been passive, and will always be, because I know what I could have done once I crossed the line. I prefer to leave before my spirit and soul are definitely stained.
Sorry for the words, but they are mine. Not that I judge anyone in this community. But the real reason behind is that I realised I was not capable of having urges and keep doing stuffs alone trying to live a normal life in parallel. My mind isn't strong enough to keep things secrets from my family.
I chose my family and I really want this to work, so I will work on me trying to improve my capability of not seeing the world as a giant orgy, and seek for the good, simple and legit peace of mind.
Trying to see things as they are and not a possible scenario of a porn shoot. Trying to see people as true as possible and not imagine sexual intercourse for no reason.
Thanks to anyone I talked to in this forum and goodbye.
