Does anyone else feel regret?

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I have been a zoo my entire life, wether I like it or not. Sometimes I wish I wasn't like this, other times I don't. But I always feel regret for the things iv done, even if at the time it was enjoyable.

I was just wondering if others have felt like this? Or something similar. How they cope with being a zoo? And why do I feel guilty for feeling like this?
 
I have never (since becoming content with who I am) felt guilt over what I am doing. My animals are my partners and they have always had a choice and much more control over what we do sexually than most of what you see in the porn section.

Being a zoo is not a simple life. It does have drawbacks. The inability of loving another human inevitably will lead to a sort of solitary existence which may be problematic later in life.
 
Sheppermutt said:
I regret not thinking about my sexuality and eventually accepting myself sooner. My life has only improved since then.
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I second this. I've lost lots of opportunities because I was still doubting of myself.
pes said:
Being a zoo is not a simple life. It does have drawbacks. The inability of loving another human inevitably will lead to a sort of solitary existence which may be problematic later in life.
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And I agree on this.
But you can't change what you are, and acceptance is the only freedom you can hope for. Living a fake life with another human, would bring only sadness, I think...
 
For a while at first I did feel quite guilty and that what I was doing was somehow wrong but I think that was based vastly in what I assumed was the opinion of others.
That assumption was later confirmed so I knew I needed to keep my activities a secret but shortly afterward I realized what I was doing wasn't wrong but that others just simply didn't like it.
I starter at a very young age with literally 0 knowledge and 0 resources to learn but quite quickly I came to the realization that I had no reason to regret anything at all. I am who I am and it is what it is. I began to accept myself for who I was/am and moved on.
 
I've been fortunate to never feel any shame or regret but I've always had the view that it's none of anyone else's business. Animals just make me feel warm and fuzzy inside be it sexual or not and they always come first. In fact I believe my dogs live a fuller life and our relationship is way closer than if I wasn't a zoo
 
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