I never felt bad or guilty about liking zoo porn. Even the fact that many people would hate me if they knew I liked it, does not bother me at all. But I have realized that being attracted to animals is a disadvantage in life. I am not zoo exclusive, I am attracted to women too. I am going to lay off zoo porn and animal fantasies for a while and stop identifying as a zoophile. I think it is a porn induced fetish for me. I will post updates to tell you if it works or not.