Another Lonely Weekend

[lalalady2]

Idk why I'm even posting this. I just want a bit if a rant maybe? Vent.. idk. I'm fine just nobody to listen to me talk into a void so I thought I'd type something here.. being zoo exclusive on a farm for our pigs is amazing don't get me wrong. But the separation from the rest of the world is painful sometimes on a deep level. Tonight is just one of those nights I guess! Dopamine crash too maybe from a day in the pens.

 

[erphy]

Are you "separated from the rest of the world" by choice? I mean its just fine to be zoo exclusive when it comes to intimate relations, but does that stop you from interacting with the rest of humanity all together?

 

[lalalady2]

Sort of yes, I'm in a complicated dynamic I suppose. But also it's hard to break out of mental barriers too isn't it. But yes you're right it shouldn't stop interacting with the whole of humanity (hence posting ) x

 

[masterk9jack]

Sort of yes, I'm in a complicated dynamic I suppose. But also it's hard to break out of mental barriers too isn't it. But yes you're right it shouldn't stop interacting with the whole of humanity (hence posting ) x

Dm me if you ever want to chat.

 

[dogseconds]

As a not so people person i find it helps just texting with someone or having someone you can text rants to. It could also be a slight crash of dopamine added on to the loneliness but both issues can be easily worked through with time. Im sure there's plenty of people willing to talk to you or go do things the odd chance you want the interaction

 

[labluv658]

might i suggest finding a multiplayer video game with a good community ? i spend most nights on my computet with my friends online

 

[MyNSFWSelf]

I get the vibe behind this post. I feel like that too sometimes. I'm browsing here to help it

 

[lalalady2]

I get the vibe behind this post. I feel like that too sometimes. I'm browsing here to help it

Sometimes, but I think 99% of people here are too cautious so almost everyone's really blunt and defensive (if they're not horny and pestering for more, more, more without establishing a connection).

 

[Boby7112008]

That's probably just a deeper version of post nut clarity I suppose just be human that's what I tell myself

 

[lalalady2]

Maybe yes. I have moments like this often. It's not exactly that but it's similar in a way.

 

[MyNSFWSelf]

Sometimes, but I think 99% of people here are too cautious so almost everyone's really blunt and defensive (if they're not horny and pestering for more, more, more without establishing a connection).

That's like 80% of comments for any amateurs who shared in the porn section on here. You really nail this statistic well.

 

[Boby7112008]

I've mostly lost my faith is humanity but being human isn't important being a person on the other hand is what everything is about

 

[erphy]

Sort of yes, I'm in a complicated dynamic I suppose. But also it's hard to break out of mental barriers too isn't it. But yes you're right it shouldn't stop interacting with the whole of humanity (hence posting ) x

I feel you. Challenge here or any anonymous online forum is the work and effort you have to go through weeding out the takers. They just want and want with nothing to give back. I'm not talking porn or sex talk, just in general. Doable and folks do find friends here, I did as an example.

Maybe try getting more involved with a hobby that introduces you to other humans. Seems you are very into pigs and stuff. Maybe get into showing them or something like that as a way to interact with other people who have similar interests (yet not as far as a zoo would go of course)!

 

[Cumswallowr]

I would love to be your friend irl honestly

 

[Two Dogs Deep]

You have to build or rebuild your community of people friends, it's hard and requires a lot of work, but especially as a zoo exclusive, you need it