CanineRomantic
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Done. But i have often the feeling that these studies come from a negative angle.
It sucks because it is very difficult for academics without lived experience of being zoo to not approach things from a "in what way are they sick?" angle. By necessity they have to approach it from a "what are the common traits of the respondents" and they always have those series of questions that make me feel like they have zero trust in me having a genuine sexual preference for animals over humans. Even done professionally and subtley the combination of all these manage to create a feeling of the researchers not being on "our side". And that is before we add in the communal trauma of knowing being zoo is pretty much being a discriminated minority which means generally we feel people are pretty anti-zoo. Even if we trust the academics, we don't trust the research won't be used against us.
The other side of the argument that this study in particular has started to convince me to lean toward is that over time the academic research is actively changing and showing signs of genuine ability to improve on innate discrimination. I have responded to one or two of these in the past that were much less zoo-friendly. OP, my other post in this thread and others have already gone over the improvements.
I definitely empathize that there is a sense of futility when participating in this kind of research but when I consider why I respond to them if it seems doomed to be treated from the negative angle that you and I can sense underlying the questions? My answer is in the hope that my responses will form part of a change in attitude. It may be small but the reason I am rambling in response to your observation is because I want to point out that there is a lot of strength in that hope. Hope doesn't exist without belief in the idea that sparks it. If you can find that driving factor that overcame the sense of negativity and got you through to completing the study then you change the narrative from a sense of futility to a belief in this part of yourself and your identity.