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Are you happy?

Drugs are not a real substitute for true fufillment.

Keep your MDMA, and whatever else kind of rubbish you are putting in your body.

I'll give that a miss, and keep working towards a life that makes me feel good until I have obtained it, or I die trying to get there.
 
BilboStaggins said:
Drugs are not a real substitute for true fufillment.

Keep your MDMA, and whatever else kind of rubbish you are putting in your body.

I'll give that a miss, and keep working towards a life that makes me feel good until I have obtained it, or I die trying to get there.
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i feel if used responsibly in a medical setting it can help get there, but on its own yeah it's not a sub for overall lasting happiness
 
iwanttobeabottom said:
Psilocybin has shown potential for being a very good antidepressant, when used in proper dosages.
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yeah i'm trying to go on that boat, i've been taking ketamine which is faster but shorter term for neuroplasticity but psilocybin is where it's at. i don't live near the west coast like oregon and though i could get some anywhere, id still like to look into how legit the batch is and be in supportive company
 
creaturelover said:
yeah i'm trying to go on that boat, i've been taking ketamine which is faster but shorter term for neuroplasticity but psilocybin is where it's at. i don't live near the west coast like oregon and though i could get some anywhere, id still like to look into how legit the batch is and be in supportive company
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Spravato, which is the brand name for esketamine, was put to me as something I could try, but my insurance won't cover it and it's $18,000-36,000+ for like six weeks of treatment, which I don't have. Nothing else I've tried has worked, which includes at least 18 medications, therapy, TMS, and more.

I'd buy shrooms off the street if I could, but I don't have anyone to even ask about it.
 
iwanttobeabottom said:
Spravato, which is the brand name for esketamine, was put to me as something I could try, but my insurance won't cover it and it's $18,000-36,000+ for like six weeks of treatment, which I don't have. Nothing else I've tried has worked, which includes at least 18 medications, therapy, TMS, and more.

I'd buy shrooms off the street if I could, but I don't have anyone to even ask about it.
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nah homie that shits expensive af, i also was pointed in that direction and im like "what?? man sheeit" in following an online program that sends it to you, much less than sprava to 10-20 times less and cooler i get to shoot up

Flµff said:
Please seek assistance before trying self-medication that can be a road for OD and psychosis.
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this is very true for like ketamine, at least the OD, and i do hear that rumor of permanent psychosis floating around for lsd and mushrooms, like it triggering bipolarity or schizophrenia... so id def recommend this
 
creaturelover said:
this is very true for like ketamine, at least the OD, and i do hear that rumor of permanent psychosis floating around for lsd and mushrooms, like it triggering bipolarity or schizophrenia... so id def recommend this
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There's some evidence for psychosis or psychotic episodes being triggered by weed. I've seen it first hand once in a family member, so yeah, be safe out there folks.
 
Flµff said:
it is not 28mg of K in the nose that will make you stop to breath. It is very hard to stop someone breathing with K, that is reason it is a safe drug for on field anesthesia.
But taking drugs alone is first step of taking more...
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Indeed, particularly if you're chasing happiness. If you don't do work alongside the drugs, like real work, you can end up going down some weird roads.
 
BrotatoChip said:
There's evidence for psychosis or psychotic episodes being triggered by weed.
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And I had a lecture from a psychratist that told me the weed was just a trigger not the main reason of the disease.
Since I don't have any opinion on this. I can tell you most of the people I met and that smelled weed were not very healthy.
 
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BrotatoChip said:
There's some evidence for psychosis or psychotic episodes being triggered by weed. I've seen it first hand once in a family member, so yeah, be safe out there folks.
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oh yeah i've been there, weed is a huge culprit. The paranoia is real. when you feel like if you don't switch socks around, your life is going to be ruined... Shits real
 
Flµff said:
And I had a lecture from a psychratist that told me the weed was just a trigger not the main reason of the disease.
Since I don't have any opinion on this. I can tell you most of the people I met and that smell weed are not very healthy.
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Yeah, I've heard it's a trigger for sometimes "dormant" issues.
 
Flµff said:
it is not 28mg of K in the nose that will make you stop to breath. It is very hard to stop someone breathing with K, that is reason it is a safe drug for on field anesthesia.
But taking drugs alone is first step of taking more...
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oh no i meant injectable subq, instramusc or iv ketamine... just look at the who played chandler in friends, i think it was related to od of ketamine but not sure could have been a botched batch
 
I have no clue. Maybe I mix the story with Amy Winehouse or Morrison one's...
creaturelover said:
oh huh, so then it wasn't so much the ketamine just a mishap like jimmi hendrix
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Well I had sucidal toughts some years ago. I went to a psychratrist who stated I was just having a big bowl of shit coming in my life. I was stucked in a bad sketch I did not make.
No therapy, no drugs, just patience.
Indeed, now I am quite happy.
I owe her life.
 
Flµff said:
Well. I would like to say we don't have to pay the dose because we had some commies in my gov' who asked for a social care system...
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but as as anesthetic right? what country? not intended as a... i guess psychedelic with potential for dealing with non treatment reactive mental illness? i payed about 2k usd for maybe 540mg delivered over six doses and a therapist and "meetings" with fellow individuals under treatment to discuss our stories like a "anonymous" meeting . super high mark up still but a fraction of esketamine
 
Flµff said:
As an anesthesic it is some euros for an IV.
As a spray, it is about hundreds but you only take it in hospital.

C'est marrant, tu te mets leur produit dans le nez, et, quelque part, c'est comme si ils te mettaient autre chose dans le cul.
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Ah, la douce symphonie du capitalisme... Exploiter les solitaires et les tristes, un produit à la fois. Une véritable œuvre d'art.
 
I've been better; I'm looking for a job but the job market is challenging at the moment (unless you have personal connections with possible employers) so I keep changing my search technique. I might need to move to the far northern region of my home country where there's labor shortage.
Of course, it's not healthy when your employment status determines your happiness but being unemployed does make you feel below others, unuseful, left behind, stuck, worried about your future and many other things, especially since many people think you're not trying hard enough. This is why it's important to have also other content in your life besides job searching. But I'm otherwise doing relatively fine and times like these have made me more self-aware and empathetic towards people in difficult life situations.
 
It's not as simple as being able to say that I am definitively happy or unhappy, because both of these states coexist. I'm not sure how to elaborate on what exactly I mean by that because I want to avoid sharing anything personal.

Let's just say that I'm in a pretty transformative phase in my life right now. It simultaneously brings me more optimism than I've ever had in my life while amplifying all of the negative I've carried within. The perpetual train wreck of my life and much needed healing and change/personal growth. It's like weathering a monumental storm while the sky is blue and the sun is shining, but the storm is still very real and destructive.

It's paradoxical, but that's the best way I can articulate it. Call that shit climate change.
 
I am happy

I have a job that I love that is rewarding financially, intellectually and spiritually and has been for many years.

I have the respect of my friends, family and coworkers.

I love the house I live in and the people I live with and thanks to work from home policies I get to spend more time with them than ever before.

About a year ago I parted ways amicably with a partner of about 2 years after mutually deciding we wanted different things and I have no regrets.

I am single but not lonely and feel privileged in the patience and confidence that affords me to wait for the right person.

I know what it's like to be unhappy and this isn't it.

Life is good.
 
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BrotatoChip said:
I don't mean solely through the lens of zoophilia, your relationship to your partner(s), and things of that nature. I also don't mean are you happy right now, I'm talking climate more than weather, if that makes sense.

This probably also inherently gets into the question of what is happiness, so feel free to get as philosophical as you want here, I'm legitimately so here for it. I will absolutely read walls of text so go fucking nuts if you want to.
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Long answer: Fuck yes.

Short answer: Sì.
 
BrotatoChip said:
I'm trying meditation again, though very lazily and without a lot of commitment. I can't get myself into it somehow. I'm taking meds too which has always frustrated the ever loving shit out of me. Like, if I'm really in a bad spot I'm usually doing a whole bunch of mental health triage at once, so I'm trying to eat better, sleep better, trying therapy, whatever the combo is for my particular issue is at the time and I'm often fiddling with my meds during these times. Then if I do feel better and come out of it, I look at my medication bottle and I'm like, are you little shits making me feel this way or was it everything else? I know the answer is probably it's a combo, but I remain highly skeptical of if I do or do not need medication. I think my issues are because I'm not dealing with shit, not because of chemical imbalance, but my thinking is also really flawed so maybe it helps with that? I don't know why I care so much, but that part always gets the ol' noggin joggin.
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It sounds like you're doing the right thing (can only speak for myself) but also you need time to self heal and be happy <3 am in a similar boat and am sending virtual cuddles 💓
 
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