Itslikethat
Tourist
Before I begin, I want to preface this with the statement that I understand this isn't a place for mental help, nor is it somewhere people probably want to be discussing it but frankly I've got nowhere else to turn. I have no real friends that I can talk to and this is the only place I know I won't be judged harshly. It's just.. It's been so hard in my day to day life recently that I've slowly just given up on all but everything I care about. I stopped caring what people thought about me and stopped taking care of myself, and I just can't get out of that ditch now. I WANT to be happy I WANT to be alright but it feels as if I never will be happy again. Nothing specific that I can remember made me think this way, it just started happening one day and I lost track of how bad it really got. I'm sorry that it had to get posted here but I just can't stay quiet anymore about it.. I had to say it to someone.